I'm Just an Ordinary Widow

Two weeks in villa Giska

The next morning after the worship service, Orange out of the house to look for fresh air. He sat in the park playing his favorite music, not forgetting that Jingga put her earphones in her ears.

I'm sorry, but actually I also suffer from having to sleep separately with you. But this is all I can do to find out how you feel about me. Inner Orange

"Ekhem.." Zayn's voice was right behind the orange.

"Eh bang" said Orange spontaneously, Orange heard it because he deliberately did not harden the volume of his earphones.

"I'm not disturbing?" Zayn's friendly question made Orange smile

"Not really bang"

"Can we have a conversation? I want Ngga's name" Zayn said, then sat in front of the orange

"Aren't you healthy?" Zayn asked raise both eyebrows, Orange nodded back

"Where have you been all this time?" Zayn asked again, Jingga only replied with a smile then turned her face the other way avoiding Zayn's gaze

"It's okay if you don't want to tell a story, sometime you can" Zayn said, developing his smile, making Jingga shake her head and then look at Zayn.

"All right, I'll tell you" said Jingga

FLASHBACKS

"Gis gis, you pick up .. hiks.. i. hiks.. in cafe xx deket complex home I hiks" I said in a telephone connection. I couldn't hold back my sobs until the people around me looked at me with strange eyes. I turned off the phone without waiting for Giska to answer. While waiting, I only ordered a bottle of minerals to ease my thirst. After a few minutes Giska finally arrived, but he took Bastian along. Actually I feel uncomfortable because my quarrel with Raihan mas tonight was triggered because of it.

Without further ado, I finally complied, I got into the car by covering my face with the bag I was carrying.

"Where are we?" Ask Giska from the side of the steering chair

"I don't know where I'm going" I replied, trying to hold back my tears

I saw Giska who was thinking a little, maybe she was curious about what happened to me tonight. Giska asks Bastian to move out of his seat. Now replace the Giska who drives.

"What Bogor? Lo crazy?" Bastian stared intently at Giska after Giska told me where she was going to take me.

"Diem deh lo bus" ketus Giska then began to drive his car.

Along the way I just cried and kept crying until it made my two friends confused

"Are you okay ?" Bastian turned to me. I ignored him, it was so lazy to talk to Bastian at this time.

Hearing the word Bogor, of course I do not mind because during college every vacation, Giska often asked me to stay at his villa. I put my head on the windshield. Until a while we finally arrived at a large Villa belonging to Giska. We went inside 'em, Bastian must have come too. Giska asked me to sit in the living room and started asking what was the reason I cried and left the house. I also told her, but I couldn't possibly tell Raihan's abusive treatment to me. However he was my husband, I just told him that there was a misunderstanding between us that required me to leave for a while.

Tonight I'm sleeping in Giska's villa, as well as Bastian's. There are five rooms in this villa, so Giska does not mind just sharing space for Bastian. The next day Bastian returns to Jakarta because he has to work. He patted me on the shoulder and said, "You must be fine, be patient. Your husband must have regretted having fought with you last night"

But I kept quiet without responding to Bastian. I'm still lazy to talk to him. If only Bastian didn't care about me at that time, I wouldn't be in Bogor right now.

It's the fourth day I've been staying at Giska's villa, I purposely ignored all the messages and calls from Raihan's family. I'm still very upset about Raihan's treatment of me.

My appetite has really changed lately, I never touch rice again. Almost every day I only eat fruit salad, vegetable salad, sometimes bread because I had to. The more the day my body feels weaker, my head feels heavy, I am more appetizing to eat, even I often cry sobbing for no reason.

Giska forced me to eat every day even if it was just a bribe she said had made her calm hiding people's wives. Until I was not strong anymore, I did not have the strength to do anything. Giska was swimming, I was about to approach her, I wanted to ask her to take me to the doctor.

Suddenly my head was getting dizzy, my eyes were getting heavier. I don't know what happened next, all of a sudden I was in hospital xx when I opened my eyes.

Looks like this is the VIP room, I thought maybe Raihan brought me here. Butwhy? Me why? Why is there an infusion on my left hand?

Soon after, Giska arrives with Bastian. Giska grabbed my hand with a smile on her father's face, while Bastian just put on a flat face.

"Lo's good?" Asked Giska, I nodded slowly because honestly my body still felt weak.

"Gue why?" I asked softly, Giska pulled the corner of her lips then she came out to call the doctor. Bastian smiled at me then sat on the sofabed by the side of my bed.

"Who brought me here?" ask me awkwardly

"Giska the same me" said Bastian briefly, I know he was uncomfortable with my attitude that turned cold to him.

Giska returns with a long-hooded female doctor. I read the name tag. Her name is Doctor Tania, the doctor smiled kindly at me

"Congratulations mother of Orange, you are pregnant" she said. I was shocked to death, after hearing this I was confused to be sad or happy. I didn't give any expression to Doctor Tania.

"Be.be.... How old is my doctor?" I ventured to ask

"It has entered the 6th week more or less" said Tania doctor

Tonight I insisted on going home, when I should have stayed at the hospital at least last night. It's all I do because I don't like being there, I don't like the smell of the hospital and the atmosphere. I hate it ! I remember the day I opened my eyes after watching the news of my own death on television.

I decided to switch off my phone for the next few days. I blocked Raihan and Bhumi's numbers. The doctor said I shouldn't be stressed and have a lot of thoughts. While I want to calm myself.

The days passed, Giska always faithfully accompanied me, served me, and Bastian? Of course Giska always asked him to come once a few days to the Villa just to obey all my strange cravings. As of right now, I really want the gravy peek that was next to my old campus. Giska immediately contacted Bastian to buy it, although Bastian and I rarely interact directly. But I admit, he was a good man even though his love for me was never reciprocated.

Three days later I returned the drop, in my heart would love for Raihan to come pick me up or just meet me. I'm so mad at him but I don't know what's going on in my heart. Is this the wish of our future son to meet his father soon?

I came to the hospital with Giska, I always noticed a man watching us from a distance. He's Bastian, the expensive perfume giver I've considered to be my best friend.

At my request, I'll let Bastian watch me, but from a distance if it's outside Villa. I don't want any more misunderstandings like back then.

I rested my head on Giska's shoulder, Giska always wearing a mask when driving me to the hospital. I don't know why, and I don't want to ask.

Doctor Tania gave me another vitamin to relieve my nausea. Every day I always vomit even in a day can be a dozen times. Until my body became thinner, I was less willing to eat. I just ate the food I wanted that day. Fortunately Giska and Bastian were always on my guard. I want to thank Bastian one day if I'm not lazy to talk to him again.

I returned to the villa and rested in the room as usual. Not infrequently I sleep on the floor that is only carpeted, for me it is the most comfortable place. I used to be this way when I was pregnant with Kinanti. Unlike my previous pregnancy, this time it was 180 degrees different. I hardly ever take a shower, I don't like the smell of scented, the smell of soap, the smell of toothpaste, the smell of perfume, the smell of rice, the smell of meatballs, the smell of fried onions, the smell of fried onions, and all the cooking smells I didn't want that day.

Tonight Bastian invites Roy , Luna and Erin to stay at Giska's villa. Luna and Erin were two of my friends who went together at Rifki's wedding.

Barbeque in the pool at night, who doesn't like it? Maybe it's just me and my baby in this womb. Hearing the word barbeque alone is difficult to make me vomit, let alone smell the smell of food? I just saw them from inside the villa. Every now and then Giska waved at me, probably so I wouldn't feel alone in the villa.

It's been my 10th day living in villa Giska. I didn't dare turn on my phone, I wasn't ready to see a chat bomb from my husband and his family. Every time I thought about it again I cried, I rubbed my dear stomach. I'd love to hug Raihan's body, I'm sure this is a baby ! Yeah, I'm sure.

I checked myself again into the hospital because of Giska and Bastian's coercion of course. Doctor Tania advised me to stay in. But I cried even sobbing.

"I want to be. hiks.." Giska immediately hugged me. While Bastian was holding my shoulder.

"OK, if you have to be treated, can not be treated at home? He doesn't like hospitals" Bastian said with a worried face. Doctor Tania seems to think then she agrees to Bastian's request.

"Just brush, doc, I'll take care of the administration. Do the best treatment for Orange" Bastian said again

"Let's calm sir, the father's wife just lacked fluids, she just had to be infused so that her energy was restored" said doctor Tania suddenly made my crying stop. Giska and I looked at each other, alternating with Bastian.

So all this time Doctor Tania thought that I was Bastian's wife? Let it be, after all, not important to explain who I am to her.

I went home to the villa followed by doctor Tania and two nurses who worked at the xx hospital. Tonight's gonna be the night I start to feel uncomfortable sleeping because there's an associated infusion tube on my hand. All right, I have to be patient for the sake of my future baby.

FLASHBACK OFF

"Where is Bastian?" Ask Zayn on the Orange

"The son of Mr. Andri, his ceo is loh bang, what is the name of his company.it is the deketnya mall B" said Jingga while remembering the name of the company owned by the Bastian family.

"Oh, GG Corp huh? You know his son. If I am familiar with Mr. Andrinya" said Zayn pulled the corner of his lips. Suddenly Zayn widened his eyes when he saw Raihan who was already standing in the doorway listening to the story of Orange. Raihan hinted at his index finger in front of his lips so that Zayn would not tell Orange that there was Raihan behind him.

"Yes, college friend. Se gang is so bang, six" said Jingga while looking at the gardener who was busy cleaning the garden.

"The six that you just called?" Ask Zayn

"Yes bang" said Jingga "Oh yes, whose name is Giska is single until now loh bang" added Jingga chuckled

"What do you mean?" Zayn raised his eyebrows

"Well I've never seen a bang Zayn as a woman, want me to know aja hehehe" Jingga chuckled again

"You say she's beautiful, how come she's single?"

"Because he's been waiting for someone who wasn't clear from the beginning. He likes one guy who is hooked, hooked to the club, anyway. Back in college when the guy asked Giska to make him go to the Giska bar. Giska has often expressed his feelings but become rich in benefits. I was so scared that one day the guy was a macem with Giska. Pity 'em, Giska is a good man" said Orange mellow

"What's the guy's name?" Zayn asked a little curiously

"Who the hell, forgot. The Pokonya in Giska's hapa is only in the save under the name KING. So I don't know what his real name is, anyways if it's that other guy. We call him king bang" replied Jingga "Bang I entered first yes, the smell of fragrant aunt like clean glass deh use Clong. Nausea me" said Jingga while running into the house, then she leads to the toilet near the kitchen and ..

"Hoeekkk.." The orange spews out a yellow liquid that feels very bitter because the stomach has not filled anything. "Sheep. hoeeekk..." Raihan immediately rushed towards where the voice came from. He saw his wife bending over the closet, painstakingly massaging her nape.

"Where's rin, how's it?" Raihan was anxious to see the state of his wife that he was worried about. "Would you call Dr. Rin?" Raihan asked, making Orange shake. Raihan asked Orange to sit at the dinner table. Soon Sulaiman, Maryam and Delisa followed them to the dinner table.

"Why son?" Ask Maryam worried

"Noodles, fragrant smell" Orange

"Hmmm, exactly like when you were pregnant with the twins" said Maryam glanced sharply at Zayn and Raihan

"Why do you see that?" New Zayn's chirps are approaching the dining table. Maryam did not respond to Zayn's remarks

"Well, how much rice?" Ask Maryam to the Orange

"Nasi and all the dishes that I don't want noodles" said Jingga

"Down pi, exactly rich mami used to fit pregnant them" said Maryam patted her husband's arm

"Yes Orange.your mama is right, but fortunately papi was always good with mami, never rude, because mami was always a good wife for papi" sulayman's words were like a slap to Raihan.

If Raihan is still like before, maybe he has gone berserk because he does not like insinuations let alone blatantly. Somehow this time papi satire even made him feel like he had knowledge. Even Raihan's face was seen looking at Sulaiman without an annoyed look.

"Yes, really, papi always wanted mami Ngga, because papi was afraid that the twins would be born and continue to be rich laneran which is said by the people of hehehe" said Maryam again

"What is it like, mi?" Raihan's question suddenly made everyone widen their eyes "Why? Strange, is the question?" Raihan smiled bitterly at the sight of his family members shaking

"Eh uh, really. Mami used to ask papi to find market snacks but fitting it at 1 o'clock mallem yes pi. Papi muter-muter tuh, mami said that if you have not been able to do not go home" said Maryam smiling proudly

"How do you think pi?" Timpal Zayn glanced at Sulaiman

"Fire to the wet hawker seller in the market, the address that makes snacks the same vegetable supplier that has stayed there. After dapet address papi there dong, continue until there almost aja expelled for making a noise. After papi negotiates with the grandmother, papi says papi's wife again nyidam. She agreed to make, after that onde-onde became the most expensive food your mother had ever eaten while pregnant she said" Sulaiman smiled

"It's expensive because the onde-onde price that should have cost 500 rupiah at that time even your papi paid two million because it's not good to disturb people's rest time" Maryam chuckled considering the cravings first

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