I'm Just an Ordinary Widow

Finally met mommy !

"Maybe this is painful news to hear rin, but I can no longer cover it" Raihan looks increasingly frustrated in conveying his intentions and goals

"They've got big brother rin" said Raihan pointing at Orange's belly then turning his face to the steering-side window

JEDERRRRR

Whatdoes thatmean? what do you mean, mas? the word orange in his heart. He is speechless. He couldn't ask because he wasn't ready to hear something he didn't want to hear.

"You have said the same, accept all the shortcomings of the mas. This is one of them, I'll tell you. But please, don't be disappointed, don't ever stay in whatever happens" Raihan's tone began to sound calm like never before.

Orange is still silent, Raihan returned to drive his car. Even without seeing the maps that Orange shows he has memorized the way.

About 45 minutes they finally arrived in front of the orphanage that Jingga wanted to go to. Once again a surprise for Orange, he saw Sulaiman's car parked neatly in the orphanage's yard.

Raihan opens the car door for Orange. Orang-orang immediately down following the footsteps of her husband, many children the age of Kinanti play in the garden of the orphanage, so orange remember her little daughter at the home of her parents.

What are you doing? she said inwardly, then she pulled out her phone to make a video call with her daughter.

"Assalamualaikum mba ayu?"

Waalaikumsalam deck

"Mba ayu how are you?"

Thank God, how are you? said triplets, huh? congratulations on deck

"Hehe thanks mba, yes I also did not expect to be given three at once. Kinan where's mba?"

Oh Allah, forget to tell. Kinan again followed his aunt's uncle to the zoo.

"Oh, if that's how I'll tell you if Kinan comes home. Greetings to abi and mother"

Is adam not ?

"No need, mas adam mah ngabsen I every day since I knew I was pregnant mba. I was mba, I was outside. Assalamualaikum"

Hehe yasudah, Waalaikumsalam.

Orange disconnected the call, then put the phone back in the bag. He circulated his gaze, looking for where Raihan's figure was. While walking a few steps, it is not too difficult to find where Raihan is, the proof is now that Jingga has seen her husband sitting in a garden chair with his parents.

Wait a minute, that kid? who's that kid sitting on Raihan's lap? Curious orange

Orange stared at his family from a distance, even a step he did not dare to approach. Orange squinted his eyes, hoping his vision was not wrong. The child's face was almost similar to the face of the little Raihan that Orange saw in the living room.

What does it mean that the child in my stomach has a sister? what don't-don't? No. , this is impossible. The orange shook his head quickly and instantly took a thousand steps closer to them.

"Dad's? when can Ryu come with daddy?" from a distance of 5 meters Orange has heard clearly babble the boy called the word daddy while looking at Raihan's face with his carefree.

Orange smiled bitterly, feeling tightness in her chest. I don't know what made him sick, if this was a lie. So Orange can not be that easy to forgive him.

"Orang?" reprimand Sulaiman was a little surprised. Orange looked at his two in-laws with a flat gaze as if asking for an explanation

"Daddy, who's this pretty aunty?" ask the boy who is thought to be the same age as Abi the son of Adam and Ayu.

"From now on Ryu calls her mommy, don't be aunty" Raihan said without explaining making Ryu come down from Raihan's lap and step closer to Orange

Brughhhhh, the boy hugged the Orange without shame

"Ryu was smiling, Ryu finally met mommy" he said while hugging Orange, Orange was silent without a twist, even he did not return the hug of the little boy. Orange stared blankly at the front, as if he had heard no sound around him. The orange has entered his own world, where no one else is. No one can see, no one can hear, not even the Orange can feel.

Minutes later the orange awakens, the little boy named Ryu was no longer in front of him. There was only her husband's family and a middle-aged woman who was staring at Orange with a smile

"Airin introduce, this is Miss Ningsih the owner and caretaker of this orphanage" said Raihan pulled the corner of his small lips

"I already know, if Ms. Ningsih did not forget. 8 years ago I often come here with Dimas, I am a friend of Saras" said Jingga respectfully

"I still remember you, remember once" said Ningsih grabbing Jingga's hand looking at her with a longing gaze

Jingga issued a paper bag containing money from the sale of the watch.

"Before discussing anything else, this is a little windfall from Raihan mas for the parlour" said Jingga still holding back her tears

"What is this, son?" tanya Bu Ningsih raised both eyebrows

"Thank you ma'am" pinta Jingga

"Sit down dear" said Maryam patted the empty seat next to her, Orange according. Because in any case he had to hear the explanation of his family

Maryam was seen taking a deep breath before finally opening her voice.

"Ryu is your husband's biological child" said Maryam grasping a hand of orange tightly as if strengthening. Orange Heart seemed to stop beating, like running out of oxygen around him so almost difficulty breathing, a sudden blurred vision did not make Orange immediately collapsed in front of them all.

"Mother and Abahmu know, we knew before we married you" Sulaiman said

"Did Adam know pi?" tanya Jingga looked at Sulaiman with watery eyes. Sulaiman nodded

Tests.. The orange tears suddenly fell without excuse.

"Ahahahaha, hahahahaha is funny, the joke is funny hahahahaha ahahahaha. funny" said Jingga laughed out loud while crying , whether the cry is what it is that clearly Maryam understood the heartache that her daughter-in-law felt.

"Hahaha is so funny" Jingga looked Raihan in the eye, then glared at him. Orange took off Mary's hand and ran away leaving them with tears that had completely fallen on her cheeks.

"chase ! he can't run like that. Orangas are pregnant !" shouted Sulaiman, Raihan immediately chased after the Orange. Ryu had wanted to follow Raihan, but with the promise as usual, Ryu finally according to play with oma opanya again.

"Rin, wait" he exclaimed as he chased after the still running orange

"Rin you're pregnant, don't run baby !" raihan said make the orange stop

"Why run? don't you need an explanation?" asked Raihan with breaths of breath

Raihan stabilized his breath and then stepped closer to the orange.

"He's my son Airin, my biological son" Raihan clutched his orange body that sculpted since earlier.

DEG !!!

Like being struck by lightning in a hole, Orange felt extreme pain to hear the confession directly from her husband. Orange does not question the mass of Raihan if indeed he was honest from the beginning. He was too disappointed to accept this fact. Not only her husband and father-in-law, her own family even had the heart to cover up this great disgrace to Orange.

"Get me home, go to our house" said Jingga and then get in the car

"Don't go back to my mom's house, baby?" ask Raihan. Orange was silent, even his lips seemed to tremble withstanding the pain in his heart. It seemed like his initial intention to sulk because the watch had instead changed. She was really disappointed this time to be reluctant to talk, even she did not want to see her husband's face for now.

Arriving at the mansion that Raihan bought to live with Orange. The orange asks the security guard to close the fence as soon as the orange enters.

"Sir Anto, if you still want to work here. Don't open the pager. Don't let Raihan's mas in !" Orders of Orange patting Anto's arm. Anto became a dilemma because all this time he worked on Raihan, not on his nonaanya. Raihan nodded in response to Anto's gaze.

Forgive me sir . Highlight Anto's eyes as if saying that to Raihan. Raihan just waved then left his own home with endless regret. Raihan also felt the pain that Orange felt.

"I'm sorry Airin !!! Arggghhh !!!!" he hit the steering wheel a few times. Raihan looks frustrated because he has cut a wound in his own wife's heart with a lie that he should never have done. If so, what would it say? Rice has become porridge. All that had happened, the woman was already crying, her airin was hurt, because he was back to hurt her.

Arriving inside, Orange was welcomed by the maids who of course had long missed him.

Jingga asked the maids to get back to rest. "Jump just as usual, consider it like yesterday when I was not at home" said Orange Friendly. The maids only accept the request of Orange which certainly could not be realized, because however Jingga is the wife of his master, the wife of a Tengku Raihan Khairi.

Orange went into his room, filled the bathtub with water to the brim, he decided to soak. As soon as she fell asleep as usual, no one woke her up this time. He woke up on his own with the already heavily wrinkled skin of his hands and feet. The orange grabs the bathrobe without feeling cold.

The orange immediately lay down his body on the bed without removing his bathrobe. Orange lowers its ac temperature, for normal people the room may feel very cold. But because Orange was feeling the heat in his heart, as if numb, he was not cold even without a blanket.

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"Non has a guest"

"Who's bi?"

"The name is Illona, the face is rich bule non, very beautiful" said Iin innocently.

Huh Illona? want what? orange Mumbler

"Bi said that there was no one" Jingga asked Iin to lie

"Well just say it, I'm sleeping bi" said Jingga again

"Every non" Iin immediately ran forward to obey his non-command. Orange observes Iin from the window of the house, before long the car that Illona uses finally passes away. Orange breathing relief.

Do you know what it's like to be an orange? what should the orange do now? how Jingga addressed this issue, even to discuss it with her family alone Orange is completely powerless.

All Orange could do right now was be silent. Shut up for a while. He wanted to calm his heart, convince himself, so as not to make the wrong decision later.

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Bi? is Airin asleep? ask Raihan on the phone

"Not yet sir, miss is still in the reading room since then" said Rinah

Alright, if you can. remind him to rest early ya bi. I closed the phone

"Good sir"

Rinah walks to a small library near the park. The library is not in the house, Raihan deliberately separated it into a small space in the park. A beautiful place, with an all-wood interior design that adds to the classic impression of the outside and inside, even the place is more suitable for photo spots. Rinah went inside, she saw Orange instead of reading. Instead of watching action movies from his phone while leaning his body on the back of the sofa.

"Non? rest is night" said Rinah softly

"Not yet drowsy bi" said Orange smile

"So miss is still here, later I get scolded by you" Rinah's face paled

"OK. okay, I went to the room first bi" said Jingga got up from her seat then stepped out and returned home.

Inside the room, Orange stared at the ceiling. In the void he still had time to smile in the midst of his pain. Imagine the nights he had spent with his dearest husband who had unlucky enough to lie to him. The brown bead dripped its clear liquid, Orange grieved again. His heart hurts. Orange smothering his mouth with his hands, he could not help but endure the pain of accepting a reality that he did not yet know its clarity.

The more he held on, the more he became claustrophobic in his chest. The orange feels that he no longer has someone to trust. Even his own parents are willing to cover up the truth that can break the heart of the princess he always said was his favorite.

Hahahaha, it hurts, God. Very funny, this is really funny. He slammed his own chest with one hand.

Yang Jingga knows, Raihan has admitted that Ryu is his biological child. Out of which woman, Orange could not imagine it. Unlike her, Orange has a child with a clear status. Orange was married, but not to Raihan.

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Elsewhere, Raihan was busy with his daydreams. He thought about how he could sleep with Orange tonight

"So how's man?" asked Jerry to open the beer. Bhumi shook his head to signal Jerry not to ask more questions

"Honestly, I just knew that Orange is your wife, I just saw in your wedding photo" said Jerry again

"Surely you have a crush ?" Bhumi glanced at his devil grin

"A little bit, just this way" said Jerry showing his index finger and thumb almost stuck

"Emang cakepan wear hijab anyway" lirih Bhumi but still heard by Raihan

Bughhhhh

One hard kick floated right at Bhumi's feet, making Bhumi complain.

"No need to praise me. Want to die lo?" ketus Raihan with slick eyes. Jerry and Bhumi deliberately provoke Raihan to talk

"Gue thought your wife also knew Ryu's problem" said Jerry

"Gue find the right time man" said Raihan in despair

"Gue ngrasa if I'm really loving Airin. And I think now is the right time, make a point to Ryu who will be his mommy" Raihan massaged his temple

"But I didn't expect Airin's response to be like that. I'm also sure Ryu must be sad" he said

"All women will also react richly to the orange han" Bhumi said

"It's a fire I've been hiding this from Felicia for years. I took bodo very if samo Felicia tau pas it. But same Airin, honestly I'm weak. I can't afford the rich bodo. I'm afraid Airin is gone" Raihan's eyes began to turn red withholding anger and tightness in his chest.

"If the mistake had never existed, had Micah not been pregnant, there would probably not have been this much disgrace that I had to cover up" Raihan clenched his hand

"Lo ya, take nyesel. Ryu is lo's son, lo's flesh blood. Although it was a mistake, but you do not have the right to regret the windfall that God has made you" Bhumi hit Raihan's shoulder hard hoping that his best friend will soon realize and retract his words

"Gue don't know if what I'm sleeping on is Micah, we're each other. Micah also knows I'm James. We were so drunk back then, maybe if Kemala kept on my side. I will not nyeselin ngehamilin children of people who at that time I like" said Raihan with a voice that had begun to vibrate. Bhumi and Jerry are seen mangosteen trying to understand Raihan who is in a fog lamenting his fate. Seconds later Jerry gasped ! after digesting Raihan's sentence earlier

"What ? who did you say ? Kemala ?" Jerry frowned with his serious face. Raihan just nodded slowly

"What do you mean anj*g !! Not me !!" jerry asked, annoyed

"I'm the same when I've known since college, I've had a heart for him. But not really a relationship. He wanted to abuse me for another man's sake" said Raihan

"Not ! the same incident with Micah, why did you bring the name Kemala???" ask Jerry

"Lo inget is not the time of Gustaf's birthday. I'll bring a girl, yes it's Kemala. Just because I'm the same he's just status, so nothing happens. Because I was drunk, I went to Gustaf's room, very well fitting that. There are girls kiss me, because my mind that day was only Kemala Kemala doang. I thought he was Kemala, until I did the forbidden thing. Around 2 am I realized, woke up. It turns out that in the same blanket I have the Micah !!!! shocked half my death. Long story short as Micah realized that it was a mistake, we agreed to do it and close it. Besides the guenya also do not feel anything, you already do not wear my clothes" Honestly Raihan

"How will you be with Micah?" jerry asked while enjoying a puff of smoke from a cigarette he held

"After that incident, my friendship with Micah became tenuous. I keep going to college, the Micah is also still a model in KJ Group only we never hang out again rich usually. A month later Micah started me at college, he said he was late for the month. I don't want to be a coward dong, I ask Micah to make a punishment, and it turns out to be true. POSITIVE ! I finally brought Micah home. I tell the same story papi mami how the story sequence, hope they understand me. Papi I'll take his vertigo man ! Zayn beat me mercilessly, I deliberately did not fight because I know I was wrong ! I'm baj*ngan ! Finally my family asked me to marry Micah, even though it was just a mistake Micah was pregnant with my child. I've taken Micah rich kaka myself man, I'm really ashamed to be honest. A week later the family of Micah from Japan came to the place of papi. Speaking of Micah's pregnancy, they insisted on asking Micah for an abortion. While my family abstains from doing so right" explained Raihan, making the two men in front of him wide open

"What's the point, why don't you marry both?" Bhumi also curious because all this time Raihan has never told the details

"The answer is yes because Micah was fiancee with James. After much deliberation, Micah's family finally allowed Micah to be born on one condition. He can't be caught by the public let alone caught by James. Papi and Mami agree to hide Micah according to the wishes of his family. Micah managed to selesein contract with KJ Group when the age of the womb entered 3 months. And then Micah started living with my family, and I lived in an apartment. During that time I never once in repotin the same Micah, because he feels I am still rich and he is a clear man ! weigh cravings, instead of asking me he would rather ask the Zayn. Even I really try to participate in Ryu's pregnancy, I really want Micah's anterin to the doctor. But he refused, he wanted the same Zayn or mami. A few days before Ryu's crush, Micah finally dares to ask me for something. Unreasonable request but finally I'm the same mommy papi takamin too" Raihan sighed and then spoke again

"He asked us to tell his family that Ryu died at birth. Micah doesn't want any more contact with my family, even with Ryu. Because he was afraid long ago James knew"

"Crazy, that's a female !" said Jerry origin

"So far as the story goes you think Ryu is hiding in an orphanage" asked Bhumi

"Gue gave up Micah. Mami papi agrees that Ryu was not brought with him. A week after Ryu's birth, Micah returns to Japan. A few months later, he married James. Pas Ryu was born at the age of 21 Micah 24. I was too young to take care of my children, finally my mother asked me to wake up next to the orphanage that is now the neighborhood Ryu lived in. Ryu grew up in that house, mami was the same papi almost every day there, while I was the greatest once a week jengukin Ryu. Make light of mami's work, finally papi rent 2 baby sitters to keep Ryu until now"

"This problem is too complicated for you to explain to Orange man, I am also confused if you want to start from where" said Jerry

"Let's try the story, how do you think?" ask Bhumi

"Gue does not want to ask you for help, because Airin did not want to see me Bhum" said Raihan

"But by the way, did Micah ever come to meet Ryu?" bhumi's asking makes Raihan shake

"He made a promise to never get Ryu at all"

The two men were stunned to hear Raihan's dark story. So long friendship with Raihan , Bhumi has only ever seen Raihan absorbuh this. Even Jerry did not think that the story of Ryu's birth was very heartbreaking. He could not imagine if one day Ryu knew how the story he was born into the world.

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