
Reza looked at me with a sad look as I lay on the sofa. It was still very early in the morning, I was just about to resume my sleep.
"Why? What are you thinking?" my many. I stood up, carrying my blanket and lying on her side - on top of the hospital bed.
Despite shaking her head weakly, Reza still answered my question. "About today," he said. "Today should be the happiest day for us." He grabbed my hand and put his finger on the lines of my palm. "But destiny-"
"Sst. There is no point regretting everything that has happened. We take the lesson, this incident actually makes our love more deeply rooted, right? And look, you even deliberately took advantage of this situation to indulge in me."
Her lips flashed a shy smile, she looked away, and I could swear I saw her blush. Very cute if he suddenly blushed so.
A moment later he kissed my hand - more precisely smelling it while inhaling the distinctive vanilla scent of my skin. Oh yeah, it needs to be underlined that I don't mean the bad hand kiss of the actor you see in the movies, the scenes that are usually shown when the actor and actress are just getting acquainted for the first time, or when they do a romantic dinner scene in a fancy restaurant, or a scene shortly after the declaration of love. Not something like that. All right, I assume you understand what I mean. And I admit that I loved it when Reza did that, even if it was just lingering around putting my hand on her face, it seemed to imply how much she needed me by her side, and, uh, that, it was also like one of his ways of being grateful for my presence as his life companion. Maybe I was too exaggerated in describing, but that's how Reza - his treatment of me was a manifestation of his deep feelings. Although I had accused him of treating me as a slave, I was not serious at the time.
"thank you. You are ready to take care and accompany me. You're willing to bother. I don't know what I would be without you here."
I'm nodding. In that split second I remembered something - about his mother's trust. "I remember when Mom asked me to take care of you and accompany you. At that time you said that you could take care of yourself, you said - you didn't have to bother me. But now look, you're spoiled for real." I pinched his nose with anxiety. "I'm glad I could take care of you, Mas. I don't feel bothered at all."
"Thanks, you're life's best friend. You're not bored, are you, accompanying me here?" tanyakanya.
I'm shaking. "No. I'm not bored at all. As long as you are with you, anywhere will always be fun."
I know, he must remember I said that a few days ago, as we were getting ready to go to Cianjur. I'm glad this morning I saw a smile on his face, even though I'm still very sleepy.
"I'm going to sleep again, yes" I said. I also pulled the blanket. Leaning against his chest, I closed my eyes again, continuing my sleep in his warm embrace.
Well, even if we're not getting married today, at least we're still together. Still surrounded by people who love us. Like Alfi and Mayra that day came around nine in the morning. They came with fresh bread and pepper jam Reza's favorite as a hand.
"Here, I bring your favorite," Mayra told Reza, just after she had a conversation with me.
Reza thanked me and immediately asked me to prepare bread for her.
"What's it like to be locked up here for three days?" ask Mayra.
"Fun," Reza and I answered compactly.
"What's so fun?" ask Mayra again. She and her husband suddenly immediately grinned, and, looking strangely at the two of us, it was as if we were the strangest couple in this modern century.
Reza and I glanced at each other and threw smiles at each other. "It's fun because there's her," Reza replied without taking her eyes off me.
I've been with Reza for two months, almost every day, but it still feels - the slightest special thing he does always makes me flutter. I tried to dampen my turbulent heart and tried to hold back my unceasingly expanding smile.
"He took good care of me, lovingly," he said.
Mayra grunting. "The base of the dreadlocks," he poked, then he pelted Reza with a pillow. It was fortunate that the infusion in her hand had been removed, so Reza could catch the pillow easily.
"Seriously, May. Just eat it to be fed."
I'm glaring. "You are spoiled, always asking to be fed" I said.
"He was originally spoiled, Ra." Alfi said as he reached out to the television remote from the table. "If it hurts, the effect becomes even more."
O-ow. "Basic rese!" said. He threw an almost empty bottle of mineral water at Alfi.
Mayra was lucky to break them both when Alfi was about to throw the bottle back to Reza. Otherwise, jokingly they will be straight and Reza will forget the stitches. "Don't be like a kid, yeah. This is a hospital."
"Well, you didn't forget, did you, how to eat yourself? I need to get Nara away, right away" Mayra said.
I who knew nothing felt shocked and immediately turned to her. "Where are you going?" my many.
"Salon and spa. Not far, though. Nearby there is," Mayra answered me casually.
I practically shook my head, wanting to refuse.
"I'll answer all your questions later. Now go and have some fun" Reza said.
Obviously he understood what I meant, because I turned to Alfi - I wanted to know the truth about the stabbing. But I'm always powerless if Reza has triggered - say "command" - unless I get angry, it won't happen, I won't be that easy to tell him.
"All right, come on." Mayra approached Alfi and kissed her husband's hand, they hugged, and not forgetting that a sweet kiss landed on Mayra's forehead.
It was at that moment that Reza called out to me and stuck out her hand, her wide grin and beautiful eyes instantly narrowed adorning her handsome face. He wants me to do the same.
"Counterferer!" alfi's comments -- were not ignored at all by Reza
Again, I was so submissive when my heart was happy. Kuciumi hands like a wife kissed her husband's hand. And Reza kissed my forehead, exactly what Alfi did to his wife. No doubt, Alfi and Mayra shook their heads to watch the ridiculous behavior of his best friend.
A moment later, as Mayra and I were about to leave the ward, Reza called out to me. "Don't go long" he said.
Fucking weird. He told me to go himself, he asked me not to go long.
I nodded, and I ordered it to him. I turned around and was about to take another step, but Reza called me again. "If you go to the salon, don't cut your hair, don't color it, don't straighten it. I want your hair to stay that way. Okay?"
I smile. What he did was ridiculous and impressed caper. Search attention. But I do according. "Yes, Mom." I said.
"Darling," call him again.
"What else, Mom?"
"I love you."
"Look!" Mayra mocked him with annoyance.
I'm not saying. I just smiled very faintly, symbolizing the happiness that radiated from within - - deep at the bottom of my heart. "I'm leaving, huh?" I said.
We opened the door when Alfie called Mayra.
"Why?" mayra asked shortly after she turned her body.
I thought Alfi would say something common, like leave or ask to buy something, or just say be careful. But what he said was beyond my expectations. "I love you" she said, as Reza did.
Spontaneous Mayra turned to approach her husband. They kissed in front of us. Huh! I gulped to the point of seeing a real kiss scene in front of me. I have never seen a scene like that live.
"We'll continue later at home" Mayra whispered, but a clear whisper could be heard by everyone. He turned to look at me dumbly, staring at the door. "I can wait if you guys want to cheat on that scene" he said. He rolled his eyes at me.
I turned to Reza who was clenching her lips, she held back the laughter of seeing me this tacky one. "No," I said. "Thank you for the offer. We'd better leave now."
Goddamnit! They make the craving I desperately resist -- come straight to the surface.