
There was still about an hour before we went for a walk. Reza told me to fall near him. "I won't do anything" he said. "I know you're tired, you're tired, from the morning you're sitting without falling down, here."
I really believe in the man I am with. I'm just embarrassed, embarrassed because I've never been that close to the opposite sex. Reza stood up, approached me, and sat me to the left of the bed. After that he turned around, sat down, then collapsed on the right side. I also broke my body. Our position is opposite, only our heads are next to each other on the same pillow. My head is on the right and Reza's head is on the left. With such a relaxed position, we can also chat casually.
"Za," call me.
"Emm?"
"Trims, you've invited me to prayer."
He smiled faintly. "I think you're judging me excessively, religiously, pretentiously, or whatever" he said.
"No, I don't have such thoughts. I know, you have no evil intentions towards me at all. You also accidentally kissed me earlier. Mmm. I mean, not with intent, you're just getting carried away. That kind. And. I realized, I also do not deserve to be friends with people whose morals are super noble. With my nature and character like this, with my heart still soiled with hatred and resentment, being friends with someone like you is more than enough for me. We're together because of a lot of fit, and that's what makes me comfortable around you. After all, if you are super noble, you will not be here, will not be alone with the opposite sex in a room like this, even you will not catch up with me to the beach that day. While I-I'll stay lonely without you."
We were silent for about a minute or two before Reza started talking. She tilted her body facing me with warm breath that felt on my cheek.
"Inara," he called. "Emm... wedlock, yuk? I want you to be halal for me. You want to be, yeah, my wife? Please...?"
I was stunned to hear that. But I tried to control myself well, because for me, life was never that simple. How could this possibly happen? A foreign man suddenly asked me to be his wife?
I tilted my body to the left, our position facing each other. I stared at him before I answered him. "I didn't mean to refuse. But I can't answer that right now. You don't know my family, and vice versa, I don't know your family. We also do not know each other further, not knowing each other's shortcomings. I don't want to make a decision too soon" I said, then I fell back on my back.
Reza turned his position to face down. He spread his head over his left arm, his eyes looking at my face, and his right hand at the end of my head - grabbing and grasping my hand. Hot air flows directly, traveling throughout the body. It feels like flying gets such sweet treatment. "I will come to meet your family, and I will also introduce you to my family. As for all your shortcomings, whether I know them or those I do not know, I will accept them, whatever they may be. And I hope that you can also accept my flaws. I'll ask you for your answer again someday. I will wait until you give me certainty. Hold promise.
Oops! Because of what I said, Reza smiled wryly, then he immediately sat down. I reflexively sat down and tidied up my clothes before he approached and sat down beside me - - facing me.
Eh?
Reza took my hand, and she looked at me with a serious expression.
The deg!
Relax, Nara. Cool out! Don't nervous.
"I'm not a romantic guy. But I have good intentions."
Is he serious or just trying to test me? Even if he meant it, it was too soon. What am I supposed to say? I took my hand and tried to avoid her eyes. "Sori, Za."
"Ra," he said softly. He grabbed my hand again and grasped it stronger and tighter. "Try opening your heart to me, huh? Let me have a place there. Please?"
Dag! Digs! Dugm! Dag! Digs! Dugm!
Geez, my heart's a gap-jedug. "Ehm, honestly, I feel comfortable with our closeness. But. I. I haven't been able to have a serious relationship. We got to know each other first, huh?"
Reza nodded with a faint smile. "I know for you this is too soon. It's okay if you need time to convince yourself, I can wait until your heart is sure and ready to accept me."