
"What about your promises all along? You said you said you'd marry me no matter what. You said you'd always fight for me. But now instead...?"
Oh my God, my voice is raucous.
"I'm sorry. I'm not good enough for you. I can never make your hatred and resentment break. I'm not the right man for you. Sorry."
Sleeked. I was disappointed. "Well, if this is your choice. I can't force." Then I stood up, and walked away.
"Ra..," I heard that voice when I was not far away. "I'll take you home. Let me explain this to Mother and Ihsan."
I'm nodding. I erased the water melt that slid from the corner of the eye while nodding. Good, at least I don't bother listening to everyone lecture me.
In silence, we set foot into the parking lot. Reza opened the car door for me. I went in, sat down, and looked out the window along the way. While we were heading home to the airport, my depression - also Reza, spread out and filled the entire car, like a smog. Our hearts are equally broken. I realized, too, that I was the cause. I should have been able to kill my ego, not follow it who had not wanted to reconcile.
At the airport parking lot, while we were waiting for the resto employees to return the car keys, Reza called Ihsan, so that Ihsan would not go anywhere until we got home. He was going to explain about the cancellation of the marriage.
"Mas.." call me. Tears are coming back from the corner of my eye.
"I want to obey your words," I cut quickly as I grabbed her hand, making her fixate and her eyes sparkle, as if not believing what she had just heard from my mouth. "I will obey all your words. I'm trying to accept my father. But please give me some time, it won't be easy for me to forgive all her mistakes in the past. You understand that, right?"
Reza nodded strongly. His happiness was bloated from the expression of his face that immediately turned cheerful. "Promise, will you always obey my words as a husband? Hm? Do you want to be a obedient wife to your husband? Yeah, right, sweetie?"
I nodded, making a promise in reverence, "I promise, as a wife, I will obey your every word."
He pulled my head to his chest and gently kissed the top of my head. With soaring happiness, I stretched my hand to her waist, leaned back, and let tears wash over her shirt. "thank you. I love you, Nara. Beyond my love for myself. I'm even willing to let you go so you get a better partner than me."
No. Shook my head. "I just want to marry you. You never leave me, do you?"
"Never, as long as we can listen to each other, will we always be together, learn to be a good partner to each other. Emm?"
My eyes are wet in a smile. I'm nodding. I can't hold back the day that yells. I tightly grip Reza's body which also re-engrades my body no less tightly.
I love You, Mas. Be my best love forever and ever.