Hot Couple: Inara's Love Story

Tranquilize

I left the room and went to the room in a shudder. My feet feel lunglai. Fear started to run through my brain.

Congratulations Inara, you will be a virgin forever. No man will marry you. There is absolutely nothing.

In the room, I sat crying on the floor covered in black carpet with soft fur, bent my legs and leaned against the side of the bed, turning my back against the door I had locked from the inside. I shiver withstanding anger. Fucking man! Demonized. Scoundrel. Motherfucker. My men are racing out. I'm upset. I held my face down while biting my lips and took a deep breath, holding back tears. Although in vain. The clear thread barged out. Finally my face was soaked with tears. I don't know how long I've been in that state. I flinch as my mother walks into the room with the spare key. Seeing me like that, he immediately hugged me, making my cry even more broken-splitting the room. I let the heart-shackling pain go down with tears.

"Mother is angry at Nara?" ask him with a hoarse voice. My esophagus hurts. My eyes are hot, sore, like my heart that feels broken into pieces. I've lost, my hope is dashed.

He shook. "Mother is not angry. Mother actually apologized because Mother allowed your father to come here. The wrong mother. Moreover Mother deliberately did not say it to you first. Mother's sorry, huh?"

"It's not wrong Mother. Nara is not angry at Mommy. Nara even understood everything. Nara knows why and why you do this. But Nara also could not help herself, Nara could never be ready to see the man. Nara hates him so much."

My mother said that she understood my attitude and she did not blame me at all. After all, I was the child he raised with his own hands. How could he be angry with me because I am the real victim, the victim of my father's selfishness, the victim of the infidelity of my father's women.

"Bund, Mas Reza and his mother said what? Did they cancel the proposal?"

My mom just said she didn't know because she said Reza's mom hasn't said anything. I was crying in my mother's arms. But I don't want to blame Reza, let alone blame his mother. I was the one who was guilty of being too emotional, and blamed my father for the fact that he shouldn't have come. As he left me, he should not have come back, even if one of us dies.

"Nara is okay. Nara is fine. But Nara can go, huh? Nara wants to wander again, that's what Nara's fit for. Nara doesn't want to have any more hope. Nara will forget Mas Reza. Forgetting that Nara was once his future wife. Nara's... Nara will forget. Nara will forget all about him. Nara is okay. Nara knew Nara could get through it all. Nara will always be as strong as Mother always wanted. But Nara has to go."

My mother shakes again. Her tears are as hard as mine. "Don't, Mommy won't allow it" he said, detaining me. He asked me to calm down, and asked me to talk to Reza first.

I didn't realize that Reza had been standing at my door for a long time, hearing all of my words. He came to me when my mother left us both. While I was still in the same state, sitting on the floor crying. I tried to hide my face from her. I didn't want her to see me again in tears, and luckily I never had a thick coat of clothing, so my face would not be blown away as tears rolled down my face.

Reza, who was in front of me, sat down by bending her knees, then grabbed me into her arms. He hugged me very tightly. I felt a little pain in my body. He didn't say anything in a long time. He just hugged me, leaned my head against the curve of his neck, between his shoulders and his head. While his fingers were stroking my back. He calms me in his way, even without words, his presence just like Mother, calms me down.

When I calmed down, I didn't cry anymore, she started talking, "We're going to get married. What you have done, and what you have said, does not change anything. I am still here, will always be here, always with you, with you and love you. I'll never let you go. Your place is here, by my side."

"Drink first, dear," he said, opening the lid of the cold greentea from the refrigerator.

After gulping down almost half the bottle of greentea he pushed - I felt a chill run through, extinguishing the remnants of the embers of the fire from within my soul. Relief is slowly getting. "Thank you, ma'am," I said, putting the greentea bottle back on the floor.

Reza smiled thinly. "Sama-sama," said he. "Now you listen to me, if you want to go, want to travel, want to travel, adventure, picnic, haiking, camping, camping can also. Whatever it is, I'll always accompany you wherever you want to go" he said slowly, word by word, making me laugh.

"It must be mentioned one by one the types of traveling? You're a fucking."

She shook her head. "Not really, but you like it, right? That's proof you're laughing."

I nodded, then looked into his eyes. "Mother... how? Definitely disappointed?"

"Don't think. I can definitely understand your situation. The important thing is you, try not to be like that, after all he is your father. I think he had a regret in his heart. And. maybe your relationship can still be repaired, as long as you give it a chance."

I shook weakly. "Twenty-two years, that's a very long time. And now you're saying about opportunity?" I said with a flat expression and tone.

"At least you should try. Even if not now, maybe later."

Reza stood up and put his hand on my shoulder. He pulled me up and grabbed me again in his arms. Pretty long. As he let go of his embrace, he immediately cupped my face with both hands. "Inara, when life gives you a thousand reasons to cry, show life that you have a million reasons to smile, and make me one of them. Okay?"

Lastly, he kissed me so gently on my forehead, then said that he loved me for who I was. The therapist's tub, his touch, his kisses, his hands, his hugs, his speech, even leaning on his shoulders, all gave me a million comforts and serenity. He's like marijuana that makes me addicted to everything about him.

She's. It's so soothing.