
As per the agreement, that night we will stay at mes resto. There are two empty rooms next to each other, one of which is Reza's private room when he visited Surabaya. The room was given to me. There is one bed with an extra bed, one sofa complete with a glass table, one small cabinet made of wood with a lamp to sleep on it, and one small cabinet with a lamp on it, and a television attached to the wall just in front of the sofa, there was also a bathroom next to the entrance.
An hour since I entered the room, I was just dumbstruck or occasionally looking at my phone. Guess what if my eyes can't be closed for a second. What if my mind was on someone behind the wall next to the room I was occupying? We were in the same place, a short distance away, but blocked the wall that I could have wanted to knock down with a magic mandraguna spell.
Ahah! I remember the spell, uh no, I mean the lyrics to the song Republic of Magic.
I was born in the land of magic - the land of magic.
I grew up in a magic republic - a magic republic.
His country is an expert magician, likes to juggle anything.
From nothing to nothing.
From there to nothing.
Bim salabim, bim salabim, abracadabra.
Bim salabim, bim salabim, abracadabra.
The ngedebuzzz...
Naughtiness! Nothing happened. I threw my body into bed.
Instantly, Reza's voice called out to me from outside, knocking on the door of the five-by-five-meter room. Yup! Magic succeeded.
After the door opened, Reza immediately thrust two paper bags at me. A nightgown and a change of clothes for tomorrow he said. He told me to change my clothes so I could sleep comfortably. After that he said good night.
Just a few steps Reza walked from my place, I called her. There was some kind of impulse that made me dare to do that, a feeling that I still wanted to spend time with him. He turned and asked why. But I fell silent, not answering his question. A little quiet for a while, until he repeated the question again.
"I want you to sleep here" I said.
"You scared? It's safe here, Ra."
"That's not the problem."
"Then?"
I bow my head for a moment. "Emm, you said yourself that you would take twenty-four hours with me," I said timidly and fearfully - fearing that she would think that I was a cheap girl.
Even Reza, instead of directly answering my request, he fell silent and lowered his gaze - - a moment later, then he looked at me. "Mmm..," he murmured.
"Well, if you don't want to." Quickly I entered and closed the door a little hard. Disappointed with shame, I leaned my body behind the door.
A moment later, he knocked on the door that had just closed, and instantly slipped in when it opened. "Yes if you force it. You lo, yes, that force."
"Patch or use distance?"
I put my shoulders down. "As far as you."
"If it's up to me, yes it is, it doesn't need to be taken down" he said, smiling mischievously.
I went into the bathroom, washed my face, brushed my teeth, and changed my clothes. While Reza had already opened his shirt and changed into a short-sleeved shirt as I walked out of the bathroom. I couldn't see if he changed his pants or not because he was already curled up into the blanket, on the bed beside my bed. Our bed was without distance, only my bed was a few inches taller. Reza was not asleep at the time. He was watching a television show, about an elite luxury residential promo.
I climbed onto the bed, then leaned against the wall with a pillow behind me. I'd rather play mobile than watch television.
I didn't realize when Reza turned off the television. When I realized he was looking at me in silence. When I saw her, she hinted for me to shift closer to her. If I don't control myself well, I feel like I want more than just being together, more than touching hands, and more than just hugging. I think he held the same desire. Might as well.
I shifted to the side of the bed, drawing closer to it, like two magnetic poles pulling each other, that was how we wanted to get closer to each other. And as always, she likes to hold my hand.
"Not sleepy?" tanyanya started the conversation.
I'm shaking. "Yet" I said.
"I want to ask about the sketches of the house at that time, the inspiration is only from films and novels, what are also from the shows like the one that just aired on television? From the movie, what movie? I love your design."
I corrected the position, so that it was more comfortable to tell stories. "Mmm. if the house is only from films and novels. As I said yesterday, the roof top is on the fourth floor of the novel. If the third floor is my own desire, a reading room like a library where books and works of fiction, a place to watch the big screen, a karaoke place, as well as a photo gallery, are in the same room. If the second floor is also my own desire, there is a family room and bedroom, so before going to bed get together first, gather family. If the lower floor is public, living room, guest room, kitchen, dining table. Especially the kitchen is a la bar, open kitchen that blends with the dining room. It's just sealed with a long table like a bar table. Understand, no? Understand, dong, huh?"
Reza nodded, meaning he was serious about listening and understanding my point. "Front page and back yard, how? Then, if there are many rooms, there are many chairs with a large dining table, what is the reason?" tanyanya.
"Important front and backyard pages are beautiful, green, many plants, stone pools. If the table ala bar inspiration from the house dr. Alif, in the Assalamualaikum Candidate Imam series. Then if why there are many rooms, so that it can accommodate a large family if there is a stay. So is the large dining table and many chairs, it is also to welcome many families who come. I will have a large family, a nuclear family of grandparents, a family of grandparents, a family of grandparents, and a family of grandparents. This is what I mean by your parents' grandparents, yes," I explained, then I turned my head.
Reza looked pensive after hearing my answer. Like there's something wrong with my words. I apologized and asked why. He just replied that I was lucky to have a big family, unlike him who was just alone with his mother. She said her mother grew up in an orphanage, had no family at all. As for his biological father, he didn't know anyone. Likewise with his father, who never introduced his family to Reza and his mother, it could be because he also did not have a family. At that moment I saw sadness in both eyes, sadness and longing that I had never seen before.
"What we really want is not a big family, but a whole family. That's what we never had in the past. And that's what makes us feel like our lives aren't perfect."
Like magic, the look on his face immediately turned cheerful. "We can have that in the future. You and me" he said, looking at me. "I promise to be a good and faithful husband to you. And our children will not feel what papa and his mother feel. I promise," he said, as if talking to the burning embers so excited.
"Papa's mom?" ask me with a meeting expression.
Reza nodded. "Yes, papa and mama. I'm his father, and you're his mother." He laughed, and seemed to imagine what he had just said.
The aura of sadness that had just been created suddenly disappeared instantly, changing into a sense of happiness. Great hope clearly emanated from his eyes. That night we discussed something we had never discussed before, about Reza's dreams, about marriage, the love affair of husband and wife, about cute children, who called us papa and mama. He wanted to give the name Dinata behind their name. No matter what kind of magic he did to me, I went to respond to everything that became his dream.
"Considerably, our children will be as handsome as you, no, huh?"
She's staring. "certain. He will be even more handsome than Reza Rahadian. If they were women, they would be as beautiful as you. Yeah, right, Ma?"
Huh! He made me feel wrong. Nothing called me mama.