Heart Diary

16

What does all this mean?

I suspect a friendly introduction to the Dik Roses family just out of sheer sympathy. Umi once expressed her sympathy for me because I am an orphan

"real Zura. Rash thought about it. Praying istikharah. Indeed the face of Zura that appears in every dream of Rash at night," explained Doctor Rashdan firmly.

"But won't Rash and his family regret having Zura in his all-perishable state of Zura?" my reply released what I had in my heart all this time

"Speak it remind God, Zura. Zura must remember, Zura is also a human who has a heart and feelings? And did not Rash had said that earlier, umi, abah and Mas had agreed. He told Rash to come clean to Zura," explained Dr Rashdan again.

I was silent for a moment. Really this? Would I be compared to a doctor? Will I be placed in a family of people?

"Depart, Rash. Give Zura time to think about it. But Rash also had to think again. It's not a trivial thing, Rash. Determination of Rash's future as well. Zura didn't want Rash to regret it later, "That's all I can pronounce.

"Zura, Rash is hoping for Zura. Rash promised, if one day we are betrothed to each other, Rash will try to take care of Zura as best as possible," Doctor Rashdan promised.

I am at a loss for words now.

"Percayalh, Zura. Rash decision is not because of sympathy but indeed the heart of Rash was pleased. I'm sincere, Zura. Sincere to take Zura as Rash's legitimate wife." Admit Doctor Rashdan meant it.

How brave of Doctor Rashdan to be blunt. In terms of courage, I praise Doctor Rashdan but when you are Brother Shah so forth, it would be nice... Astagfirullahala'zim! Why should I remember it again?

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Climb up and hear him. Changed his face water

"Can't do that, Zura. Can't!!" Dila was brave.

"But why? Sinning me for accepting Doctor Rashdan's proposal?" My reply was less than happy.

"It is not you who sinned, Zura, if you accept Doctor Rashdan's proposal. I'm the sinner" Dila explained firmly.

"Crazy, you don't want to keep my head down, Dila. I don't understand what you mean!" my words don't understand.

"Zura, today let me just be frank with the real you" Dila said in a slow voice.

I'm mute. I let Dila continue her words.

"Zura, Abang Syah... Brother Shah..." The words of Dila were stuck there.

"Zura, I'm sorry for not being so forthright with you" Dila said.

"Just keep what you want to tell me, Dila. What else have you not explained? I should not want to associate Abang Syah with this," I told him immediately.

"But the question of Abang Syah cannot be set aside in the information I want to tell you!" Denied Dila, still firm and excited.

"Actually, Zura..."

"What actually?" Soon I cut.

"Zura, actually Abang Syah loves you!" It was also the expression from Dila's mouth.

My blood roars hearing it. Is it true what Dila has revealed? Nah! No!!! I can't believe it!

"You don't want to trap me, Dila? What, do you remember I didn't know about your relationship with Abang Syah?" about me full of emotion.

"By Allah, Zura! Between me and Abang Syah is just an ordinary friend," said Dila again.

"So what's been all this time, Dila?" about me again.

"As long as it's just a play to test you!" tell Dila loud.

Oh God! What the hell's been going on? Brother Shah, why are you doing all this? Just to provoke my feelings? Dila, why are you interested in being a sir? What good are you doing that? What game are you playing?

"You're cruel, Dila! Can you make a pact with Abang Syah!" my neck is like an unconscious person.

It's so good that Dila saw me not like that. Slowly, his eyes drifted in the other direction. Drizzling drops begin to fall from her clear eyelids.

"Please, Zura! I'll feel guilty forever if you accept Doctor Rashdan's proposal." Sayu Dila voice spoke those words.

"You have no right to stop me, Dila. Ii'm sorry. May you be happy beside Abang Syah. I hope your acting has really come true" I replied before it passed.

"Wait a minute, Zura!" call Dila on the first step of the coach.

Immediately I turned.

"Zura, believe me no matter what decision you make, you're still my best friend, Zura. I will forever love you as a true friend. World and the hereafter."

Sayu I heard those words.

Not until my heart let my best friend be constantly assaulted by guilt. Slowly I headed back towards him and as fast as lightning I hugged him in the iceak that came inviting my soul back then.