Heart Diary

11

Brother Shah as usual came to take me and we were together to work.

"How's Dila doing now, bang?" about me as usual.

Abang Syah again felt himself insinuated.

"Zura, please don't talk about Dila anymore. Already brother said, between brother and Dila is just an ordinary friend," said Abang Syah seriously.

I know, Brother Shah lied. The cooking is nothing. Intentionally to hide from me.

"Zurais... Zura where was Friday? Brother called Zura's house, no one's picking up." Abang Syah tried to change the topic of conversation.

"Zura went out, bang," I replied in a contrived laugh.

Changed water face Abang Syah.

I'm not surprised.

"Zura is good at rating now ye? Who's that with? Can you tell?" the matter of Abang Syah is still serious.

"Actually Zura has long been good at dating. Since Zura has not been deformed yet," I replied in a perli tone. I do not tell you that Abang Syah wants to be angry even once.

"Who is Zura with? Say it!!!" I don't know why suddenly Abang Syah was angry.

What's the deal with this Shah brother? What's my mistake? Brother Shah has no right to scold me if I really come out even though. If Dila should be angry Abang Syah. Abang Syah mistaken people presumably. Not thinking about letting go of his anger.

"Why with this brother?" I'm asking for certainty. In the circumstances that I realized, I should not ask again but to fulfill the will of the heart, I was forced to ask.

Lama Abang Syah was silent. My question is not ignored. His face is still scratching.

"I'm sorry, brother, Zura. Brother realized, brother has no right to block Zura. But..." The words were cut off there.

"But what, bang?" I want to know once what the ends of the words of Abang Syah.

Abang Syah no longer connected his words. Let those words be cut off.

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Friday comes again.

In the morning, I was at the Rose House. Some friends of Dik Roses did not return to the village. They did not tell me about my arrival which often been there lately.

"How did it go, Brother Zura? Any progress?" tegur Surina, Housemate of Dik Roses.

"Thank God, Ina. God willing, maybe after this can Brother Zura walk using a stick anyway," I said.

"Thank God it's like that, Brother Zura. Within a month Kak Zura practiced walking, has seen his development. If Kak Zura does not despair, there is hope that Kak Zura will walk again. At first in a wheel, then in a stick, and then just healed as usual." Sampuk Nurisah is also a housemate of Dik Roses.

The rose only smiles.

I do too.

"That's it. Let's start rehearsing Brother Zura," asked Dik Roses.

I just follow.

I started to practice seriously. Sometimes it also feels stingy body due to falling several times but I do not give up.

At first I woke up clinging to the hand of the Rose. Then slowly I began to move while being helped by Dik Roses themselves. Just about to step up, I fell down again. He was helped by the Rose. I'm waking up again. Falling again and so on. Just about to walk, my legs felt weak.

A pretty exciting development, I can now stand but not for long.

I just nod.

"Later if Kak Zura can walk, may I bring Kak Zura to my house as well. Not later Kak Zura feeling inferior again," said Dik Roses after being at the dinner table for lunch.

"Dik Roses this is not yet a dream," I reply affectionately.

Sulina and Nurisah smiled at my answer.

"Imagical dreams, Brother Zura as long as accompanied by serious effort," replied DikRawar also defended his words earlier.

"Dik Roses, if Brother Zura can walk later..."

I just wanted to talk, The Rose has already touched.

"Ha... Brother Zura, earlier said I was dreaming. Now look," Sampuk Dik Rose teased.

My buttocks got hit by the Rose.

Surina and Nurisah started laughing out loud.

Lost his grief while he was here. Oh God! I feel so peaceful right now.

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At noon today the Rose did not come. A lot of work, he said last night.

Dila replaces the coming of Dik Roses. The uninvited arrival.

"Zura, forgive me for the events of the day period. I know, you're still mad at me but trust me. Not a little oun is intent on my heart to hurt your heart. You are forever Zura's true best friend" Dila said as I was making work.

"I've long since forgiven you, Dila. Because you have been regarded as a true friend then I am not even a little consumed with your words during the day just.." My reply and it feels heavy for me to continue the words.

"What's all, Zura? Let's say. I'm willing to hear it." Desperate Dila.

"I only hope your relationship with Abang Syah will continue to bloom for good. Don't worry, Dila. From now on I promise not to disturb your relationship. I pray that your relationship will end in happiness" I said, issuing a hidden heart

Dipa's face changed when I said those words. Lost cheerfulness and dimnessbeginning inviting on his face.

"Zura, you're mistaken. Brother Shah is not my lover. Brother Shah..." This time it was Dila's turn not to be able to pass on the words. Stuck in the throat.

Instantly I saw the dim that was showing on Dila's face becoming more and more so. I know Dila was desperate to carry on the words. Guilt starts coming to my guess but am I guilty?

"That's Dila. I understand how you feel. I told you, I have no intention of interrupting your relationship. Trust me we're still friends, Dila. What a cruel name if a friend like me hinders the happiness of his best friend." I try to persuade Dila's heart that I feel is currently angry.

Dila mute. I don't know what he's thinking. What is on his mind at the moment? I began to find the strength to keep persuading but in this urgent situation, I felt it was better for me to be silent than to continue speaking.

Dila my best friend.Do not because of a man you inhabit me yaiu a close friend of yours. Do you remember, Dila, we once vowed that you and I were a couple of worlds and the Hereafter. Yes, Dila. We are a couple of friends, have the same taste. We are souls, Dila.

"Here, Dila. forgive me if my words and my behavior have been breaking your heart. I also have no intention of doing that, my friend," I said again.

"You're innocent, Zura. I am guilty of disturbing your happiness. I'm not intending to be so but I forced Zura. Forced!" Dila now made a sound after a long silence.

I was shocked to hear those words.

By compulsion? What do you mean, Dila? Uh! I am sorry I asked. If I had asked would have fostered this friendship again. Let it! Whatever you say, Dila, I'm forced to accept even in my circumstances that are not the real situation.

"Dila, that's it. Let's go eat. I'm shopping. We haven't eaten together in a long time. Each has its own business, right?" I had to succumb in unraveling the meaning of this tension.

Me and Dila without a second continued to head to the nearby food store. It felt awkward because it had been a long time since Dila and I had not eaten together.