Heart Diary

12

This morning the joy began to pick up the feeling.

"Sir Zura, Kak Zura's legs are getting stronger now. Dah can stand a little longer than before" said Dik Roses with gratitude.

"Thank God, the Rose. Dik Roses have helped Kak Zura a lot. It's like how Zura's sister would reply later," I replied immediately.

"I didn't ask for anything, Brother Zura. We are brothers. It is not wrong if I help my own brother," said Dik Roses friendly.

I'm speechless.

The rose also fell silent.

"Sir Zura, later I if Kak Zura's leg has really healed, I want to take Kak Zura for a walk.." said Dik Roses later.

"By the Rose, do not always dream," I refute the words that I have always recited.

Dik Rose smiled spoiled.

I felt like laughing to see the late Rose who was always dreaming.

"Oh yes, Brother Zura, my brother sends his greetings to Brother Zura. He said, after Friday he wants to come, "tell Dik Roses seriously.

I was shocked to hear it.

"Sir Zura, my brother always praised Kak Zura's works. He often follows Kak Zura's work in magazines and newspapers." Keep up with the Roses again.

"Read Kak Zura's work? Fortunately, Zura used a pen name, if not ashamed people know," I replied.

"Thy? What is to be embarrassed? Do you do good work to be ashamed? What is Zura's sister." Protesting the Rose.

"Sir, Brother Zura is not ashamed to do good work but..." I haven't had time to go through the words, the phone on the side is ringing aloud.

The rose immediately lifted.

I'm lazy to put my ears on. Don't want to interfere with the affairs of the Rose.

A moment later the phone was placed.

"Sir Zura, my brother did not want to come today, he said he had to attend a week-long seminar in Kuala Lumpur. This evening also had to leave there," told Dik Roses with a feeling of emptiness.

No so? The yahoo! Congratulations me. I am ashamed to meet my brother Dik Roses. Let's just know this. No need to see you.

"Why not, the Rose. Not seeing you is okay. It's also dangerous to play this meeting. Know the deck of her baby, doomed Kak Zura later," said I unpretentious.

"Alah Brother Zura, brother long is not a baby. Since frust make love the first time, keep fun to make love again," tell Dik Rose bluntly.

"Any man is fun to make love, Dik Roses? Remind the girls like that" I said again.

"Abang long is like that, Brother Zura. His soul is too sensitive. He once said he liked a patient but there were problems again," the story of Dik Roses at length.

"What problem, Rose?" My fissure.

"The problem of the patient's family, Brother Zura. They don't like my brother. Darling, said the slave sister was kind, gentle and attractive. Meet the characteristics that you want "Song Dik Roses.

I'm interested in hearing the Rose story.

"It's not that stupid, the Rose. If brother Dik Rawar feels that woman is good, meek and assorted again, of course there are people who are more than that," I said giving an opinion.

"That's it, Brother Zura. Brother Zura may be the one," Dik Roses said in a joking tone.

"Isy, that's where the Rose is. To the knowledge of the Rose, Brother Zura is also fun to make love." My luck is in a joking tone too.

"If that's good, Brother Zura. The fun to meet the fun. Just ngram!" Usik Dik Roses.

Hit me again.

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"Ai, Zura, you're getting a stick now ye?" admonish Abang Syah that morning.

I'm just smiling.

"Well?" I asked for selamba.

"Yes" replied Abang Syah succinctly.

"The ladder of success. If you want to succeed, you have to work hard," I said excitedly.

Stunned Abang Syah heard it.

"Abang is proud because Zura is no longer a weak Zura." Praise Abang Syah seriously.

"Time has changed everything, bang," I reply immediately.

This time his face looked cheerful. I am amused to be in this situation. Not always fighting and quarreling, insinuating and others who gripped feelings.

"Dark..."

"What's up, bang?"

Abang Syah was silent.

I was surprised to be made. Just call my name. Remind me to say something but now be quiet anyway.

Brother Syah keeps locking up.

I also felt disappointed because the desire to know what Abang Syah wanted to say stopped there.

"Dragon, tell me what you were saying." I insist on being impatient.

Abang Syah is still silent.

Suddenly the car guided by Abang Syah was stopped on the shoulder of the road. Increasing my water.

"Why did you stop the train here?" about me amazement.

"Zura, brother.the real brother." Only then did Abang Syah speak again.

"Get light on Zura? Zura is ready to hear. Zura is my brother." My drawing so that Abang Syah no longer stammered what was playing on his mind.

"Zura, brother..."

"What's up, bang?" Urge again.

"Err.. don't mind, Zura. Next time aje brother tell." How empty my heart is to hear Abang Syah's answer.

I never showed this void in front of him. Let the cloudiness clear again. If I showed this void, I would surely have the heart of Abang Syah would have returned unsettled. That is the attitude of Abang Syah. Can't see I'm hurt.

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The journey to work continues. This time Abang Syah was back in silence. Not as always.

"Abang, forgive Zura if Zura asks."

"Ask, Zura," replied Abang Syah succinctly.

"Abang, why did Zura look lately Ni Zura look at gelisa aje's brother. Now Zura rarely saw his brother and Dila out to eat together. What... brother and Dila fight to?" suaseku.

"Zura, how many times have you talked to Zura. Between brother and Dila is just an ordinary friend. Why with Zura ni still want to associate brother with Zura's best friend?" replied Abang Syah firmly.

In the sound of that voice was still tangled in a still hidden anger.

"Anged angry?" my about.

Sejurus Abang Syah smiled again. Ow hell! That sweet smile. Almost stunned me the umpteenth time.

Brother did not anger Zura. Just warn. Please, Zura. brother does not like that Zura associate again brother with Dila," said Abang Syah softly while persuading.

"But, bang..."

"No more buts, Zura." Rayu Abang Syah's.

Wanting not to, I had to agree. Far in the corner of my heart is still stored empty because Abang Syah does not unravel the real meaning.

The journey to the destination. As soon as the car was stopped, I looked up to someone. Dila! Why is Dila here this morning?

Then I turned towards Abang Syah. I saw Abang Syah was exchanging a smile with Dila. Aik? What does all this mean? Just now Abang Syah warned me not to associate it with Dila but now? Uh! Basic guy. Likes pretending. Wise play of words. A fraud!

A moment later Abang Syah quickly turned his head towards me as well. As fast as lightning I pretended to turn the other way.

"Let me help you, Zura," Dila said as soon as the carriage door opened.

"Nothing, Dila. I can't stick now" I said slowly. Intentionally to get rid of anger because it has been deceived.

"You can walk with a cane now, Zura?" about Dila kehairan.

I smiled to control the mood.

"Take forever I'll ride on wheels. Later if I was destined to be able to walk alone, it does not suck me to overlap the car Abang Syah again to work," said I turned towards Abang Syah.

"Zura, Zura won't be a pea, forget the pulpy." Sampuk Abang Syah suddenly

I was shocked to hear it. Has Abang Syah helped me all this time?