Heart Diary

Prologues

It's so lonely this life.

Today I'm locked up again. From morning to evening I did not touch any more food. I'm not hungry. I've been eating the wound. While lying on the bed, I was long pensive. Sometimes I look at the pictures I keep in my diary and sometimes I stare at the face of my sorrows in the mirror. My face is swollen and my eyes are still red.

.... This is even five years of age my love for Airi. The day we were supposed to celebrate together was apparently the closing day of a relationship that had been intimate. What power, I can't stand in the way if it's His decree. I am sad, but I must be strong. I was hurt but I had to be patient. Good bye love...ZURA

I'll cover it up again. The memories of Airi began to come to dikiran. I tried to forget that memory and then I got up and headed to the window to breathe the afternoon breeze. The duck that flew freely in the clouds I noticed. The clouds of\-clouds that were moving slowly I pondered.

Uh! Until when I have to be like this? I am indeed deserted. Did I invite a second love?

It's too hard for me to forget the pain of a breakup. Then I was afraid to fall in love again.

While gazing at the natural panorama outside, my heart suddenly\suddenly became my darling. Sayu remembered the unrelenting fate of self\-stop surrounded by pain. My own fate. Have failed in love, also failed in craving love from family. If only mother was still there....

Living with a stepmother is indeed a lot of conjecture and obstacles. I tried to accept the fact but I failed to expand my perception. My soul is often depressed. Just by befriending tears, I express the contents of a heart that is often thorny.

Now that I had not expected, Airi's departure had presented two people who were both asking for my love. I love both. I love both of them, I miss them. Between Abang Syah and Doctor Rashdan, I was mistaken. It's hard to make a choice when both are equally special. It's hard to get rid of disappointment because someone will get hurt and disappointed. Between kindness and sympathy, I resigned to all His provisions.

sorry if I repeat the story because it says it must be 500 new words can be posted in the story😁😁

It's so lonely this life.

Today I'm locked up again. From morning to evening I did not touch any more food. I'm not hungry. I've been eating the wound. While lying on the bed, I was long pensive. Sometimes I look at the pictures I keep in my diary and sometimes I stare at the face of my sorrows in the mirror. My face is swollen and my eyes are still red.

.... This is even five years of age my love for Airi. The day we were supposed to celebrate together was apparently the closing day of a relationship that had been intimate. What power, I can't stand in the way if it's His decree. I am sad, but I must be strong. I was hurt but I had to be patient. Good bye love...ZURA

I'll cover it up again. The memories of Airi began to come to dikiran. I tried to forget that memory and then I got up and headed to the window to breathe the afternoon breeze. The duck that flew freely in the clouds I noticed. The slowly moving clouds I ponder.

Uh! Until when I have to be like this? I am indeed deserted. Did I invite a second love?

It's too hard for me to forget the pain of a breakup. Then I was afraid to fall in love again.

While gazing at the natural panorama outside, my heart suddenly\suddenly became my darling. Sayu remembered the unrelenting fate of self\-stop surrounded by pain. My own fate. Have failed in love, also failed in craving love from family. If only mother was still there....

Living with a stepmother is indeed a lot of conjecture and obstacles. I tried to accept the fact but I failed to expand my perception. My soul is often depressed. Just by befriending tears, I express the contents of a heart that is often thorny.

Now that I had not expected, Airi's departure had presented two people who were both asking for my love. I love both. I love both of them, I miss them. Between Abang Syah and Doctor Rashdan, I was mistaken. It's hard to make a choice when both are equally special. It's hard to get rid of disappointment because someone will get hurt and disappointed. Between kindness and sympathy, I resigned to all His provisions.

sorry if I repeat the story because it says it must be 500 new words can be posted in the story😁😁

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