He's Not Mine

43. Distrusting

“Om Priest!” the voice of the little boy called out to me, I looked for the source of the voice. Dona, Suryo's son approached me and asked me to shake hands. Anggi, Suryo's wife runs after Dona. “Oh, there's Imam here. We'll find another table!” he told Suryo Anggi, who was approaching our table because Dona was sitting next to me. 

“Sitting here can also be kok!” I smiled at Anggi and Suryo. Without a word Suryo picked up his son who had been sitting next to me and passed away.

“We excuse you first yes,” Anggi ask us for permission. Dona waved her hand at me. Suryo is rarely cynical rich, his wife who greeted me. Gapapa, I want to finish business with Resti first.

“Mas, I'm sorry for your permission to go home, it's night,” Resti ask for permission.

“Tell your father, you're with me. I'll drive you home!” my answer.

“I feel bad here!” Resti pinched his nose.

“Why? Do you want to move places? Where?” my many.

“I think Mr. Suryo does not like to see me, I better just go home!”

“She's down, maybe find a table downstairs, justin. I want to know for sure what is in your heart, I do not want to hear from others so that there is no more misunderstanding between us,”.

“Moreover what mas Imam wants to know from me?” Resti.

I was silent, watching Resti's beautiful face, but didn't know her heart. I used to love this woman, but how could she leave me and easily choose to marry her ex-boyfriend first. The matter? I lost to her husband.

“I'm just a farm boy, not a rich man. Maybe I never made you queen like Irvan did. You sure live with me who don't have this,” I tried to challenge Resti.

“I'm not matre Mas,” Resti looks disappointed.

“To be clear I was offended earlier when you said that Irvan could make you a queen. Then he can give you whatever you want, realize all your dreams that your father has been forbidden. Maybe what your father has done is not much different from my lifestyle, later if you are bored with me how?” I folded my hands on my chest.

“So I have explained, I have realized that my father's upbringing is true, always disciplined and simple!” Resti replied firmly. 

It's the way things are, words and deeds are not the same, when I'm told to believe, it's hard to accept.

“Mas Imam doesn't believe in me? Don't I have another chance to fix the error?” Resti.

“It is not so, but it is better to put off this taste first. Convince ourselves before we go any further. Your parents now are not only your father and mother, but you also have in-laws who as long as you remain your parents, they also need to be asked for blessing!”

“Why involve them? Surely they will not agree I am close to mas Imam.”

“Ya should. The in-laws are as level as the parents. Even if your husband is not there, forever they are still your parents.”

Resti was silent hearing what I said, his face looked anxious. Resti's phone vibrated, his mother called. Resti gave me his phone.

“You are the one who lifted!” refused it.

Resti raised the call, “Iya, Mom. This again eats the same mas Imam. Yes, Ms.” 

Resti gave me her phone, “Mom wants to say!” I took over Resti's phone.

“Halo” sapaku.

“Nak Imam is eating with Resti huh?” ask the Commander.

“Iya, Ma,” I replied briefly.

“The chat is connected at home only, it's night now. Ask for your blessing to be escorted home now!” pinta ma'am Commander.

“Ready, fine Mom. I'll drive you home now!” I said my greetings and closed this call.

“Your mother asked me to drive you home now!” I stood towards the cashier without waiting for a reply from Resti.

Until the parking lot, I combed Suryo's car, it's not here. I'll slide off soon.

“Home to your house or to the Commander's house?” my many.

“Home father. I'm lonely at home, no friends. Since that incident I never spent the night there.” replied Resti.

I looked towards him. “You are beautiful, all men must love your beauty, as well as me!” the car entered the grounds of Colonel Teguh's house.

“Titip greetings to your father and mother, thank you for accompanying dinner today!”

“Mas Imam don't come down first, meet with mom?”

“So, next time,” I smile at him, but Resti hasn't gotten out of my car yet.

“So Imam only likes it because I am beautiful? Not the others?” ask Resti again.

“Your mother is waiting in front of the door!” I pointed towards the door of the house, but the Commander ma'am instead approached my car, “in first Nak Imam!”

“Lain times Ma, it's night,” reject me. Resti get off the car. The mother and son waved as I left their home.

***

Very early in the morning Suryo came to my office, “what the hell were you last night? Would you like to revert to Resti?” ask without further ado.

“No, I happen to eat together again,” I replied pretending to be busy.

“Do not want to go back with her, like there are no other virgins. Ex-people want to. Self-esteem Mam!” Suryo.

“Iya,” my answer is short.

“Mending you are the same student, beautiful, young, than the same person who played you. Anyway I don't agree that you revert again to Resti!” Suryo is still stubborn.

“Quiet, I rejected him!” I pat Suryo on the shoulder.

“Nolak? Did he shoot you first?” Suryo. I'm nodding.

“Crazy, so brave. Don't you know what he was when he left you? Presumably you are a child who is wanted to continue to immediately like? Ih, ilfil really see the girl like that.”

“If he keeps chasing me, how about?” my many.

“Prove you can move on without him. Huh, deketin the student, I support!”

“If there is no him, can just say kayak gini. But if there's a guy in front of my eyes last night, it's hard too. He's got everything I like.”

“He has everything you like? Including his hobbies toying with you? You exist, like, you don't exist, she likes people like her husband. Is that what you like? Wake up bro, the world is wide, girls are not just one. This battalion many kowal singles that can be made wife!” Suryo patted me on the cheek many times, then I moved away, “iya, I tried not to be provoked by her words!”

“Well, so dong!”

“She said, don't like soldiers. That's why he chose Irvan over me, funny huh?”

“The reason does not make sense.”

“He was forced into the army with his father, maybe that's what made him hate the military world.”

“Keep, why didn't he get out of AL all of you from the first time? Weird!”

“Yes because her father is sure!”

Suddenly my phone lying on the desk shook, I picked it up. Number that I haven't saved, “Resti called,” I said to Suryo, Suryo immediately seized and raised it, “Halo, what else? It's me, Suryo” asked Suryo loudly. No reply from the end. “Don't approach Imam again Ma'am!” suryo said again, I grabbed the phone from Suryo's hand. “Sorry, it was Suryo who picked up his phone. What's up?” my many.

Suryo looked angry then sat down and raised his feet to the table. No sound from across there.

“Well, if there's nothing else to talk about, I'll hang up. Thank you.”

Suryo clapping, “do not be weak in front of girls, girls should submit to us.”

“Siap. I'm desperate and trying to get away from her, but I can't lie that I still love her!” 

Praang, Suryo threw an ashtray against the wall beside me.