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" What I really want from me. "
" I've never been a clairvoyant if you get to someone else's, why when my family can accept you reject me instead. And what I can't accept is why she has to be. "
" All this is the destiny that has been outlined for me, and sampean. We have nothing to refuse. "
" At least, neither is he ......... "
" Can we reject something that has been confirmed since the journey of our lives began to be written ? " Ask the figure of the man sitting in front of him. His face was covered with dried up tears.
" Not say anything, because it won't change my decision. You eat first I don't want you to be sick because our journey just started tomorrow morning. " She said while giving a box of food.
The man stood up from his seat, leaving him still sitting on the floor hugging his knees. He exited the room leaving it alone, and locked it away from the outside. He hugged his knees even more tightly, the rest of the dried tears were now wet again. A feeling of fear overwhelmed his mind at this moment, thus making him only able to cry.
O Allah protect the servant, open the door of his heart and mind so that he realizes what he is doing is wrong. I'm so scared here, Mas, find me quickly. I'm so scared ........
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After Gus Syam and Gus Reyhan found Tari's cell phone that fell in the back alley of Wardah's house there was a furore. Everyone who had originally enjoyed the entertainment of a single person with great joy, turned around. The event, which was supposed to be completed before the Mahgrib, was stopped by the Wardah family because of the incident.
Everyone was even involved to find, but until after the ashar there was no result. Almost one village has been traced but the results remain the same, Dance is lost as if swallowed by the earth. No one saw where he was going nor was there any clue at all.
" We seem to have to go to Shan police, let me report. "
" How good is it, I don't think. "Jawab Gus Syam.
Ever since finding the wife's cell phone he was like a dazed man, feeling worried and losing control of his mind at this time. So that makes it, a figure that looks very fragile, far from his usual figure looks calm. They still have not left Wardah's house because they hope to still get a clue or at least the wife went for an interest and will return there.
" Yak what Rek, gang loro wes in comb tah ? "
" Uwes Cak, but ganok asile. "
" Try the gang papat karo enem, I want the durung lak se ? "
" Arek - arek isek nyisir saiki cak. "
Chat some young men around the Wardah house who helped to find the whereabouts of Dance, but the results remain the same. Gus Reyhan and Mr. Rizki are no less confused they both appear to be pacing back and forth with a cellphone that is always attached to their ears. Seemingly contacting their acquaintances to petrify them looking for Dance. The atmosphere of the party was still in the house, but it was a little tense because everyone in the house was worried.
" Have a drink first, "
" How to buk, Nabi Tari where I can not calm Buk. Where did Mbak Tari ngak usually Buk Mbak Tari go without saying like this. "
" Everyone is looking for nduk, hopefully soon to be found. Hopefully nothing happens - what is Nduk, hopefully. "
" A moment Buk, I did not go out first Mas Rizki outside right Buk ? "
" Yes your husband is out with the others. "
Wardah came out of his room, approached the husband who was still standing back and forth. The atmosphere on the terrace of the house was still tense, there were many people but not a single chat. Only occasionally was Gus Reyhan's voice contacting someone who was heard. The girl held the husband's arm slowly, which made Mr. Rizki immediately turn to her.
" How is Mas ? "
" There is no bright spot yet. " Answer answered while shaking.
Their gaze immediately led to the figure of the man who was now sitting with a ditch, the usually radiant face now as if dim. His face was already tangled once, even the buttons of his batik shirt are now open. Her tears were not dripping but the look of her eyes implied a deep sadness.
" Shan, we'd better get home. I made a report and my friend was reliable. "
" No Mas, later if he comes I'm not here what if he's looking for me. "
" There will be Rizki, if she comes here Rizki will definitely contact you. We should go home first Buk Fatma and Abbah have also arrived at home. "
" But Mas. "
" You've gone home Shan, if Tari comes here later I'll call you. " Rizki approached her best friend and patted her shoulder softly.
" Yes Gus Syam later if Mbak Tari comes we will definitely tell sampean. " Wardah also persuaded Gus Syam to be invited home first by Gus Reyhan.
Gus Reyhan has reported the incident experienced by Tari to his acquaintance who is a police Intel, not only they gave up the responsibility to find Tari. But looking at his cousin's current state, it's better to go back home first. After some people convinced and persuaded him finally Gus Syam wanted to be invited home. Along the way he stared at the streets with a blank look, all completely outside his power.
" Why there really is no clue. It might be him, but as long as I'm there I don't see him at all. " Murm Gus Reyhan quietly while watching the road in front of him.
" Why can I be this reckless ? "
" Don't beat yourself up too much Shan, hopefully it's all meeting point. "
Their car stopped in front of the fence, because his carport was filled. The door of his house was open, indicating that there was someone inside. Gus Reyhan embraced it, they walked hand in hand into the house. The usually quiet house is now crowded because the family came and stayed here to attend Rizki's wedding reception.
" Assalamualaikum "
The first sight he saw was Bu Fatma and Umm Salamah who were sitting next to each other with their hands clasped together. The two middle-aged men seemed to shed tears, both seemed to strengthen each other. Abbah sat with Nafisa and Rina holding Micah's baby.
Everyone seemed silent as they entered, not a single word they said.
Gus Sham came over to the two middle-aged women, then crouched down in front of them. Then he grasped the hand of Ms. Fatma, who was reciprocated by the in-laws.
" I'm sorry Sham Buk, can't keep the Dance Deck. " The cry that he had been holding back had finally spilled as well.
" No son, we're being tested don't blame ourselves. "
The two of them, crying with a hug for quite a long time. While Buniki Salamah who witnessed his son's willingness can only stroke his son's back slowly. It feels so crowded, especially if you remember his promise to the in-laws to always protect his wife, adding to the sense of his tightness deeper.
" It's Nak, I have to strongly believe Ibuk can find Ijah. "
" I'm sorry Sham Buk. "
" Don't talk like that, I'm a big believer. "
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The voice of Adzan reverberated, waking him from his sleep. His eyes blinked - erjap tried to gather his consciousness, but in fact his eyes felt dewy probably because he had been crying for too long. The room he was in now grew darker, with a piercing chill to his bones.
Amidst the darkness with limited eyesight he kept trying to find something he could make his way out of this place. But his efforts were in vain because so far he had not found any papun. When he found the door knob, he immediately opened it forcefully, he slightly stomped his body to the door hoping it could be opened.
Bbbrruukkkkkk ........
" Free, what you're doing is going to hurt you stop !!!..... " The voice of someone she knew so well from the corner of the room.
The light just lit up, after the man turned it on,. He was sitting on a chair with his arms crossed. Looking at him with a look he could hardly understand.
" I'm trying to "Her answer without stopping what he's doing.
Dance was really disappointed with what the man was doing. How could he have come to act so far, was not at all like the men he had once known.
" I don't like you hurting yourself like this. " Say her as she grabbed Dance's hand, and pulled her away from the door.
" What does Sampean say, you don't like to see me hurt myself ? " Ask with emotion, there he saw his face flushed with glassy eyes.
Knowing that the woman he loved so much was angry, the man let go of his hand. In her heart she also disliked the way she did but this was the only thing she could do to get Dance back into her arms. Although he was fully aware, what this did was the wrong thing.
" This way is much more painful to me than the pain of being physically wounded. "
" How can I do this to me, with my status as a wife. "
" What ***** is really mastering the whole mind until you can't distinguish right from wrong ....... "
The man was just speechless with all that was said by Tari, his common sense really could not beat his lust. While Dance she kept sobbing, even her breath seemed to sting - so hard she cried.
" Why did this sampean put this on me, what's my fault ...... ,? " He screamed while crying.
" I will take you away from all this, and I will always make you happy so you will never regret the decision I made. "
" What, what does sampean say, who's sampean ? My happiness is only with my husband ... ," He said that with a slight shout.
The man was shocked when he heard what Tari said, because all he knew was that Tari was married to her husband because he was forced by his late father. Hearing that from the mouth of the woman he loved was like being struck by lightning in the scorching afternoon. The man then approached Kemabli and tightly blocked Tari's hand.
" Answer my question, do you love him ? "
Dari tried to rebel because the man grabbed her arm tightly, forcing her to look him in the face. It was reluctantly Dari did because staring at someone other than her husband was the one she avoided.
" Look at me "The impact again.
" Do you love her ? "
" Yes I love him so much "Her answer confidently with a confident view of what he is saying is the truth.
Seriate..........
Assalamualaikum.
Previously, want to be given a pause ngak up first for today, eh ngak know finger fingers and brain synchronous. Thank God one chapter was completed 🤭, yey even ...........
Maybe the days ahead up ngak can be every day, because the children have started to go to school again. And children bontot need extra attention when entering school so it can affect the time to write. But God willing if there is time I try to Up
Thank you for your attention Gus Syam and Tari have reached this chapter. Do not forget to like and comment especially if given a gift I will thank you very much.
May we always be in the mercy of God. 🙏🙏🙏