Halal Me With Your Parent's Ridho

50. Not Ask for Answers

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Every one that goes will always be replaced that comes that way life.

" I don't know what to answer Mas, whereas I myself still have to treat the wounds that re-ignite on my heart. "

" I'm not asking you to answer yes or no to my question. I just want you to know that I have one taste for you, and I'm trying to fight the fear that's in me. I'm revealing this because I don't want any misunderstanding between the two of us. I don't want you to change your attitude and concern for Eve. "

" Because everything is like this, I will never change my attitude and concern for Eve. " Answer to Tari while looking back at the little girl who fell asleep in the middle seat.

After that there was no more chatter between them, the awkwardness was felt between the two of them. Dance closed her eyes her mouth incessantly - the ceaselessness of Kalam's memorojouah - the Divine Pool that brought a hint of calm to her. Fahmi's words were enough to make his heart beat back. Either debaran because of pleasure or even just the pain he felt.

" Tar, we stop by for Maghrib prayers and eat first huh. "

" Yes, whatever the case. "

The car stopped at a large mosque located on the side of the road, with a Dance plan to wake Eve who was asleep in the back seat. He slowly wiped the little girl's head, calling her name.

" Eve let's wake up baby, let's pray Maghrib first baby. "

" How Tar, what's not up yet. " Said Mr. Fahmi when he found out his favorite daughter was not also awake despite having been trying to be awakened by Tari.

The sturdy man walked towards the side door of the rear car. Approaching his sleeping daughter, he,

" Try me who wakes up. " When approaching the door.

" Monggo Mas, slow down don't be too tight."

" Eve, baby, let's get up. " Wiggling the little girl's body slowly.

The girl started to squirm, raised both her hands up and yawned. It was as if he was returning his consciousness.

" Let's pray Maghrib first. " Grabbing the little girl's body in her arms.

After a while they completed their duties as a Muslim. And went back on their way, which was still half way. The current atmosphere of the car is not like before Eve's babble and some questions accompany their journey. And they arrived in front of a simple house filled with many plants in the yard.

" Assalamualaikum "

" Walaikumsalam "Answer a middle-aged couple from inside the house.

" Let's go in first sir, " Mr. Grace invites his guest to enter his house.

" Yes sir, Sorry to go home a little late last night because the first sowan to ndalem Pak Kyai. "

" It's okay sir, it's still not too late either. "

The two men of different generations were chatting in the living room, while Ms. Fatma made coffee for her guests. While Tari went into his room followed by Eve.

He was shocked when he entered the room, because in his room he found two figures who always troubled him. And both of them were cool lying on top of the bed with both of them looking at the flat object in his hand. What made their attention was only on the object and did not realize the owner of the room had come.

" Assalamualaikum "

" Walaikumsalam" they said simultaneously and turned towards the door.

They soon woke up from their sleep and took turns to greet his cousin who they considered to be his brother. Their gaze turned to the little girl behind Tari, who grasped tightly the end of the robe that Dance wore.

" What is the name of the little man, let's Salim used to be with Brother? " Irsyad beat her body to match her body with the little girl.

Eve hid her body under her feet. He was not so easy to get along with the person he had just met.

" Come Hawa Salim used to be with Brother, it's okay - what is this Mother. " Taking the little girl's hand and directing her to greet Irsyad's hand that had been stretched out towards her.

" Call Bang Irsyad,"

" If I'm Bang Irhas, remember - remember later do not let taker ya call him. Hehehe ..... "

" What is mukana tama ? "

" Yes they are twins, so the face is the same. " Tari explained to the little girl.

" Bang Irhas and Irsyad tumben kok home is not the end of the semester ? You're not making a mistake, are you ? " Tanya Dance was full of investigation to her two cousins.

" No, we went home because we needed the signature of Father and Mother. We are about to start an internship and the need for a permit that parents must sign. So we asked for permission to go home, made sure we've returned to the cabin mbak. "

" Ohh, I don't think. So you guys have a place for an internship ? Come on baby's been put all his clothes in ? "

" Thank God Ma'am, in the central workshop Ah**s Hon** in the city of Kediri. It has also turned on the contract around where we practice. "

" Dah Unda, Oneka Wawa Tindal. " Putting a large elephant doll on the bed.

" Eve wouldn't look for him if his doll was left here ? "

" Yes, let's go ahead, Dad's waiting. Eve so a sholeha child do not trouble father huh. " Say Dance while gently rubbing the girl's head.

" Bang syad, Bang has Wawa puwang duyu yes, acalamuaikum "

" How quickly Eve wants to go home anyway, heart - heart. Waalaikumsalam "

The little girl greeted the two sets of twins and left Tari's room to the living room where her father was waiting. The twins followed Eve and Dance first. While in the living room, Mr. Grace and Ms. Fatma were accompanying the guest chatting. They are already familiar because this is not the first visit for Mr. Fahmi to the house of Tari besides that both parents of Tari including friendly people.

" No stuff left, baby ? " Grabbing the bag that Tari was carrying.

" Dah Yah, the shame Cudah Wawa pelikca. Well dicana da bang Syad an bang Has mukana cama Well. Tu oyangna Well, iyatan mutana cama ..... "

Fahmi turned his eyes to the direction his daughter pointed. There appeared two men - men of the teens who had the same height, skin color, hair shape, and face.

" Irhas Sir, and this is my sister Irsyad " said Irhas introducing himself and the younger brother accompanied by his second hand to Fahmi.

" I'm Fahmi, Eve's Father. " Grabbing Irhas and Irsyad's hands alternately.

Both father and son said goodbye and left the simple house. Carrying the car they were riding on split the road to Malang City.

Mr. Rahmat and Ms. Fatma went back to the house first while Irsyad and Irhas Dance was still on the terrace of the simple house. The two pairs of twins were busy packing their motorcycles parked on the terrace while Tari sat in front of them, watching her two cousins.

" Sir, who else was that ? How is his face so bad ? "

" A Fahmi's Mas ? "

" Yes, charisma once ? "

" His father Eve had bang, "

" Ehms, the new candidate huh mbak ? "

" I don't know Bang, we're just friends no more. "

Dance momentarily remembered Fahmi's words earlier, about the man's feelings for her. Actually what the man wanted - he did not understand. Stepping from the wound with himself the words from earlier continued to ring in his mind.

" Mom, even daydreaming "Said Irhas while patting his sister's shoulder gently.

" No Bang Irhas, just a little thought about ......." Dance paused her sentence.

" Sir, I hope you don't close yourself too much again. Because closing yourself is not the only way out of the problems you face. Although I know in our belief it is forbidden for us to date, but we can Ta'aruf "

" Bang Irhas said, no longer close the heart mbak Dance I believe God is preparing a mate until. "

" Tumben idih you guys are talking about. What a turnip buy montor kayak gini Bang keenakan bonceng bonceng lose a lot. "

" Where there is a kayak like mbak, which there is a piggyback added seneng nemplok same handsome guy like me. " Answer Isyad defended himself.

" From the beginning it was true that we did not show our maturity carelessly. "

" Halah reason, Come on in Bang already night when the bike entered. "

Dance in first followed Irsyad behind him while guiding his bike and Irhas behind Irsyad. The two hiking couples always have the same things since they were small and the habit was carried away until they were big. At home Tari does not have a garage because they also do not have a motor vehicle that requires a garage to store it.

They went through this night still joking until nightfall. Because rarely can they gather like this because they are preoccupied with their respective busyness. A lot of the things they started talking about the childhood of the three of them remember - remember the funny addiction they once had. Without them knowing the time is enough night and they finally fell asleep in a state not moved from his place.

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Elsewhere, a man stared at the flat object in his hand. His gaze was sharp as if implying just how many things were on his mind. Several times he smiled faintly followed by a long sigh. His gaze turned to a wedding photo located on the wall, without feeling the clear crystal grains fell just from the end of his eyes. A pain that he had suffered for years began to return.

" I hope that what I do is right to be honest with you, for the result, let God alone decide "

"O Allah is the Owner of Your People, make Him lawful to me if He is true, whom You have ordained as a healer of my wounds. And if he is not the one, keep us away in Your way so that none of us will be hurt. Let the servant correct the wrongs that the servant has done in the past, O Allah I beg you to lead the servant in this matter. "

" Yayah tok beyum. "

" A moment baby, " While grabbing the body of his little princess was his embrace.

" Yayah pa, tok Jayah anyis "The little girl felt her father's body tremble as she hugged him.

The man took off his arms from his daughter's body, stared at by her at the source of his happiness in the world. He cupped his hands to his daughter's face, showering the little girl with a few kisses. And then hugged that little body.

" I'm sorry Dad, son "

" Yayah Wawa yayang. Cudah dak ucah anyis adi anti mayu yo Yamah Tan tuat, Jayahnya Wawa dak boyeh anyis." While rubbing his father's back trying to calm the man who also acts as a mother for him.

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