Halal Me With Your Parent's Ridho

55. Recollecting

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It is like reuniting broken pieces of glass that have been destroyed like that when we try to remove the mistakes we have done to others. The same will be painful for both sides.

There is no mistake that cannot be forgiven, but a scratch will remain a scratch that will always last forever. Forgiveness is not a difficult thing but accepting and letting go is a big thing.

The quality of a person is tested when he must be able to accept and accept what is the purpose of his life but God has not allowed him to achieve it. Not a mate is a reflection of ourselves ........

" Mom Tar why silence ? "

The woman was sitting next to the window of her room staring at the cloudy sky so that the light of the moon and stars could not touch the surface of the earth.

" It's okay what Dah ....... " Without taking his eyes off the sky.

" Since this morning Mbak Tari did not come out of the room, was not at the halfway house ? "

" Truly nothing happened to me. "

The tall woman walked over sitting with her legs bent. Holding the hand of the woman he had only known for the past three months, as if he wanted to feel something his friend was feeling. Dari looked at Wardah in pias, his heart wanted to say all his complaints but his mouth could not speak.

With difficulty he tried to hold the crystal clear granules so as not to fall down, adjusting the breath trying to reduce the tightness in his chest. Wardah rubbed his blistered hands from the hot water this morning quietly. To reduce the tightness experienced by his friend.

" Sir there are times when we have to cry so that the pain in our hearts can disappear. "

And at that instant the crystal clear droplets fell down on the girl's smooth cheeks. His shoulders sobbed up and down without a sound, hinting at how deep the pain he felt. Crying without a sound but it feels so painful for the person who sees it.

Wardah was concerned about his friend's circumstances, but there was nothing he could do he did not dare to interfere in his friend's affairs. All he could do was hold his hand to slightly reduce the burden in his friend's heart.

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Gus Reyhan's family has arrived as a new family member who has been waiting for his arrival for 9 months. A cute, clean-skinned baby with thick hair. It brings happiness to that little family.

" Darling why are they all the same until I don't look alike - similar to me ? " Again looking at their son who was in his arms.

" Allah is Exalted in Justness, though he does not resemble at least one like his Abi. And may his nature be as good as his Abinya. Amians ...... "

" Thank you my wife Sholehah has perfected my religion, especially my life. " When he kissed his wife's head with love

" Thank you also my husband has made me an angel of your paradise ...... "

Both spouses are so happy with what God has given to their households. A couple who complement each other, who remind each other in terms of truth, walk together towards His Jannah.

" Gus sampaan has told Tari ? "

" It was yesterday, the first time to get in here. " Laying his son in baby books and then walking to sit next to his wife who was still lying in a hospital bed.

" Tumben he has not had a message to me since yesterday, do not know why it arrived - suddenly my mind feels bad. "

" Maybe he was busy, besuk early in the morning until the morning can contact him this has been a quick night sleep. " Bringing his wife's blanket and then peeling his wife's forehead affectionately.

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The girl had already fallen asleep curled up hugging her roll tightly. Wardah looked at her with a full view asking what makes a woman like Dance like this. Indeed, Dance is a quiet figure and tends to close himself to others but never he saw Dance like this, like carrying a very heavy burden

He took his handphone who was on the nightstand, rubbing the flat object to find someone's contact. Which might explain something his roommate experienced.

⁇ ️ Assalamualaikum, sorry these nights are disturbing, it's about Mbak Tari. This whole day he looked no good just silent and aloof and lastly he cried until - to sleep. He looks so hurt, I'm so worried about him.

Send a message to a contact through the green phone icon application. After being sent he put his phone to its original place.

" Mom actually what happened, since the incident this morning until it became like this. Actually there is something between the same men just now. It's impossible if it's okay - what could be like this. During our time together we never got this way. Not like Mbak Tari that I know, Sampean is so fragile and also looks to store a pain that is so painful. "

Dddrrrrtttttt

The phone sounds like an incoming message notification from the green phone icon application. Soon he took his phone and read the message.

⁇ ️ Walaikumsalam Mbak Wardah, How is the state of Mbak Dance now ? Does he feel pain in his head ?

Quickly the thin-bodied woman replied to the message she got after reading it.

⁇ ️ Ma'am please take care of Mbak Tari for tonight, tomorrow we are early - early in the morning we will be there.

⁇ ️ Iya without you even asking I will do it. Assalamualaikum .....

⁇ ️ Thanks, Walaikumsalam

Wardah went from her bed to the door, she felt thirsty and wanted to take some water to the kitchen. He stepped down one by one the stairs to the first floor. And the situation there is still crowded because it is still around 20:00, many residents of the dormitory who did not come home this Sunday. Make the atmosphere of Saturday night this time a little crowded.

Wardah continued walking towards the dining room, opened the refrigerator, took a large water bottle and immediately poured water into a smaller bottle. Not finished pouring water into the bottle he was carrying he was shocked because there was a sound of deheman that was enough to make him shocked.

" Ahem....... "

" Astaghfirullah .......... " Say it because of surprise.

" Why be surprised like that, I'm not a ghost. "

" But Mr. Rizki it makes me surprised, if I have a heart attack how. I was amazed at my ngusulin. " Speak it while closing the refrigerator door and then sit on the dining table chair.

" Dah, Dance where it's not usually she doesn't come to the halfway house without telling you in advance. I sent a message not repaid. "

" Ehms, .......... Mbak Tari no sir, just ... not feeling well. "

" Is he sick ? "

" How yes sir, maybe a little less well. "

" Is he okay ? or should we take him to the doctor ? "

" So already taking medicine sir, Mr. Rizki did not need to worry if there is no change. I'll take him to the doctor. "

" If there's anything - call me immediately. "

" Open Boss ...... ;!!!!!! "

" Besuk - besuk veil is often - often washed so that it smells like gini " said Mr. Rizki while passing while covering his nose.

" Mr. Rizki ....... !!!!!!! " Shouted the skinny girl grinning - a murmur.

He could not understand why his boss was happy to tease him, not the time of school hours or free hours like now. The skinny girl grumbled along her footsteps leaving the dining room.

He sat his body on a long sofa that was still unfilled. He was silent for a moment while playing a drinking bottle that had been filled with water. Trying to digest the events that have happened in the past few days. Dance's changed attitude made her wonder what really happened to the woman she already considered a brother. After a long time of thinking and not getting an answer, he finally decided to return to his room.

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While elsewhere a pair of men and women were sitting opposite to what was being talked about. The food and coffee in front of them were untouched despite emitting an appetizing aroma. Unable to tempt their taste buds to just taste it.

The talk they had was so serious that it could not distract them.

" It never occurred to me before, if again - again fate brought us back together. "

" Who are we to oppose Destiny - Him ? " With his fingers in chains tried to divert his nervousness.

" It's really out of my control. "

" What is our power, this is the path we must cross. I hope this doesn't change the decision I made. And Mas also fought for me just like me who also fought for Mas. "

" Let's just be in line with our wishes. " He answered while reaching for the cup of coffee whose smoke had begun to stop billowing. ........

" If only I could choose I want to be reunited with you first rather than him Mas. So I can get your love first. "

The man put his cup back on the table, looking closely at the woman in front of him. Trying to overcome the feelings that have plagued him all this time and trying to convince him that this is the thing chosen by fate for him.

" That's a word that doesn't have to be said, not an earlier one or a first one in the end, the main thing is that the lawful before Him should never doubt the strictness that has become our destiny. "

The state of silence returns, they are busy with their own thoughts. Trying to understand destiny where to bring them to the next destination until the destination they both want or should stop in the middle of the road.

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