Halal Me With Your Parent's Ridho

57. If I Could

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Sometimes we are faced with a reality that is not at all in our favor. Fate is no less instrumental, sometimes toying with us very epicnya. Want to get angry, but can ?, want to go to avoid, but where are you going?. Something that causes pain tends to be avoided by anyone, or indeed the pain cannot be enjoyed.

" Tar, what's wrong with you ? " Tanya Fahmi when seeing the nervousness experienced by Dance.

Dance still noticed two figures walking from the courtyard towards the door. The longer it got closer, which made his nervousness even more. Fahmi who saw it also turned to the direction that Dari saw.

" Assalamualaikum" The two men said simultaneously.

" Walaikumsalam" Fahmi replied.

Two people who were quite well known by Tari, walked slowly towards them. A man shook hands with Fahmi then nodded and clenched his hands in front of his chest to Tari. While the woman who was with him clenched her hands in front to Fahmi and sat her body next to Dance.

His nervousness grew when the two men in front of him could not be separated from him. With all his might he held back the crystal clear granules that were ready to fall at any moment.

" Where is Eve Tar ? "

" Ehmb....... Eve ? Eve is being taken by Mr. Rizki and Wardah out. "

The atmosphere was so awkward among the four of them, because they were busy with their thoughts.

" You are also a teacher here ? "

" No Mas, just being on business here to take my son to meet his mother, introduce my name Fahmi. "

" I'm Setyo, sir. " Welcomed Fahmi's hand.

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The chatter of the two men just flowed, throwing questions and answers at each other. The center of the two women sitting on the opposite seat only fell silent with occasional attention to the two men in front of them.

Dddrtt............

Fahmi's phone shook, he quickly took it out of his pants pocket, then stared at the lit screen.

" I picked up the phone for a moment Tar. " Stand up to step foot towards the door. Who was only answered nod by Tari.

There was no talk, only the clang of the clock for some reason at this moment it sounded so loud in the room. Usually not heard at all.

" Are you going to keep quiet like this. " Say Lenni arrived - arrived.

There was no reply from Dance nor from the men before her

" What should I talk about ? " Tari said because Lenni looked at her with a careless look that made Tari a little less comfortable.

" Not pretend yet. "

" Len please, watch your talk. " Setyo said a little loudly.

" I'm not pretending, and I don't think there's anything I should talk about. "

" You must speak, for his feelings have never been resolved upon you. " Lenni looked at the man in front of her with a look of disappointment.

" I'm sorry Ma'am seems to be completely misunderstood. "

The atmosphere became increasingly awkward, the look of disappointment and as well as accusations was so obvious on Lenni's face. While Tari just fell silent to put her fingers together, and squeezing her was indeed faced with a difficult situation for her. Fahmi went back in and sat in his place while playing his phone.

" Tar, let me make an appointment with my doctor acquaintance here in a moment practice hours. "

" I don't think it's necessary, I'm fine. "

" Quickly soon hours of practice, usually the streets will be jammed let's quickly get ready. " Fahmi's speech sounded emphatically not accepting the objection seen from the look in his eyes.

Realizing Fahmi's remark, Tari immediately rushed up from her seat then stepped towards her room.

" Sir Lenni I walk first, let's all. Assalamualaikum says. " Step out while throwing a smile while nodding.

Dance stepped towards the side door while looking down trying to control her heart from nervousness. The man's gaze was still very fixed in his eyes, the look of the eyes were still the same as a few years ago. Always calm and warm is what he always felt every time he looked into those eyes.

Ddduukk ..........

" Abaghfirullah, "Tari said as she rubbed her arm that was hit by an iron gate.

" Come fast, come in. "

Fahmi opens the front door to the side, then lets Tari in. Then close the door again, and walk around to the steering door. The car drove off the alley towards the big road, splitting the city streets quite blistering this afternoon. Every now and then Fahmi throws a glance at the girl sitting next to him, while Tari stares at the street in front of him.

After a 30-minute drive, the car turns into a private clinic. The atmosphere there was crowded in the parking lot saw several two-wheeled vehicles and four wheels lined up neatly. They got out of the car walking in tandem towards the vestibule that served as a place for patient registration.

Arriving at the registration place Dance intends to do the registration, but directly prevented by Fahmi.

" No need to register, I just called to register directly to rung wait. "

"Yes Mas. "

They walked through the registration room, towards the waiting room, there seemed to be quite crowded with some people who were waiting in line. Fahmi invites Tari to sit on the bench located in front, to make it easier if it is his turn in the call.

" Mother Nyimas Khodijah Bramastari "

Dari immediately got up from his seat, walked to the examination table first to measure his blood pressure before meeting with the doctor. After from the tension table he is welcome to go directly to the doctor's examination room.

After entering Tari a little surprised, because found Fahmi who had talked to the doctor. They look familiar because the sound of Fahmi's laughter is quite crunchy.

" Assalamualaikum "

" Walaikumsalam, let Ma'am please sit down. "

" Include me doctor Fathiya, Fahmi High School friend. " With his hand.

" I Dock dance, "

" Is it still often painful ma'am ? "

" Just sometimes it feels pain, dizziness and a little nausea doc. But not every time. "

" Oh so, let me check first. "

Dance walked towards the gurney then lay down who was assisted by a nurse. Doctor Fathiya immediately examined Tari, as well as asking some questions.

" From the examination there seems to be a trauma. ehmz. All only Miss Tari could control that pain.

" How to urgent ngak, until in fainting lo kok spelled ngak papa. " Fahmi Grunts.

" It hasn't changed in the past, still. "

" What ? " Answer Fahmi.

" Effort to avoid the situation that is reminiscent of events that are less liked because it makes the brain work increased and makes the brain stiffen so that it causes pain that is very painful. So it was quickly halted so that Bu Tarinya did not feel hanged. " She said as she dried Fahmi's collar.

" Please prescribe the best medicine. "

" Calm down, the medicine at my place is the best. "

" Yes, it was fast, because we had to hurry to get Eve. "

" Mother Dance, who is patient with this Ice block. From the cold was full of mystery as if untouched. "

While Tari from earlier just smiled, hearing the chatter of the two charcoal. Seen familiarity between the two of them because it turns out they were friends during High School. After waiting for the prescribed drugs they immediately leave, because the patient queue is quite a lot and again they will also pick up Eve who is in a Mall.

The car drove towards the road, the originally clear sky now turned black and the water point began to fall. Not usually the road here but this afternoon the road is jammed.

" Kediri is now stuck. "

" It's not usually like this. "

" Yes, Malang is now always jammed in rush hour. "

" She'll come to the dormitory for the money I change.

" Help you, call Wardah Hawa no fuss.

Dari then took the phone in her bag, calling the number of the skinny girl who became her roommate.

Tut, ...... Tut, ....... Tut, .........

📞" Assalamualaikum "

📞" Walaikumsalam, Mbak "

📞" Bye, Eve fussy ngak ? "

📞" No, Mbak is calm even he is beautiful. Don't think about Eve clearly she's all right. "

📞" Yes we are on our way Dah, but still stuck in traffic. "

📞" Have solved the problem Maak first do not worry Eve. "

📞" Alright then Assalamualaikum. "

📞 "Walaikumsalam "

Dance put her phone back in her bag, before showing the photo Wardah sent to Fahmi.

" Well, will Eve be able to sleep in the dorm ? "

" It's up to Eve Tar, if I never forbade Eve to be with you that long. "

The road is still jammed, even the congestion that occurs is aggravated by the rain that falls quite heavily. To reduce boredom Fahmi turned on the audio in his car.

If only I could

Play back

Time that has run

Tuk get back together

In you forever

Not what I meant

Bring yourself

Go too far

In the love story

Which is impossible

Happened

And I don't have the heart to hurt you

And I don't have a heart to love

You who always loved me

Even if you know I'm still with him

Even if you know

You know me

Still with him

If I Could (Chrisye )

Fahmi stared at the girl sitting next to him, while the one who was stared at just threw his gaze outwards staring at the rainy point on the window. There were so many questions in the man's turn, but he didn't have enough courage to ask the girl directly.

" Was he the one ? "

Dari immediately turned to Fahmi, shocked by the question posed by the man.

" Your silence, I take it as an answer yes. " She said while leaning her head against the steering wheel.

" I was trying to make peace with my heart Mas, all this time I thought I had forgotten about it but the meeting made me remember everything that had passed. "

" That means your feelings stay the same ? "

Dance shook her head weakly, her fingers clinging back to the things she always did to divert the nervousness she felt. Fahmi stared at the girl beside him, why was it so difficult for him to just understand the girl. The closed nature of Dance made it difficult for her to get closer to the girl.

" Forgot what I said. "

" No, please give me a little more time. "

" I'll always be here, you know the way to find me. " Smiling towards Dance.

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