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POVS. GHASAN III
Not the answer to who Eve's father meant, but the long advice I received from Mas Reyhan. Why am I always so reckless and prone to flutter if it's about him.
" The Asterghfirullah "
Forgive your servant, O God of Your power.
Have I not always been blessed with His bounty. How can I doubt all His power. All I have to do is really ask the Creator. As a result, His power, no one can change it.
It turns out that everything was beyond my expectations, koas finished sooner only two months left I'm here. It's all easy for me, which should be two years I've been through with just one and a half years. It can't be separated from my consulents here very well, so I can finish faster.
Ever since her closeness to Father Eve, nothing has changed in me treating her the same. I called her more often, but never once did I make a sound.
But what makes me happy every time I call her, she tells me a lot. I want to answer every word that comes out of his mouth. But in accordance with my decision from the beginning, I remained silent with a heart decorated with thousands of flowers blooming every time I heard his voice.
In May this will be UKMPPD (test the competency of the doctor's profession program material) I decided to return to Indonesia. But I did not go back to Kotaku, I prefer to go back to Bandung to ponpes where I used to study.
My arrival there was greeted with joy by the side of the ponpes, yes because I was a special student for my teacher. For a few days I was there I filled with studying because I wanted to graduate UKMPPD in one stage. With this I can concentrate fully, to repeat all the medical undergraduate lecture materials.I also do not forget my duty as a soldier. Which requires me to always report to my unit wherever I am.
True said people who make deg - deg right not when we are dealing with patients but when we are dealing with 200 questions about the CBT test (computer based test). I finished all that quickly in less than 60 minutes I was done. I have tried my best about the results of God willing will not betray the efforts that I have been doing so far.
Before I returned to Kediri, I met my senior who invited me to join him in helping him in his service at RSPAD Gatot Soebroto hospital and I agreed. Taking all the opportunities, for the sake of gaining as much experience as I thought. Because the announcement of UKMPPD is still one month away.
📞 Ummi, Syam has not been able to go home there is a senior who offered Syam to join.
📞 Thank God if it's like that Le, take advantage of all the opportunities that come to you. But Ummi misses you so much, won't he be able to come home for a while.
Hearing Ummi say so made me unable to not comply with his request.
📞 God willing Ummi, Syam will go home.
And I finally set my foot again in my homeland. I haven't been away for about a year and a half, but a lot has changed. Yes development is done quickly to facilitate humans in activities.
As usual Mas Reyhan came to pick me up, I first stopped to Malang to see some of my efforts there. All the families there welcomed me, for them I was already considered like family.
After Dhuhur we decided to continue our journey, to Kediri. Throughout the trip we filled with discussions about many things, yes this is indeed a mandatory thing that we do if we are together.
" What about the sidean plan about the halfway house ? "
" God like we've talked about. Rizki will help all about drafting the proposal, the rest Mas Reyhan also helped. "
" God, about Dance ? "
" I wanted to talk about it immediately, but ..... " His words hang because there is one thing that makes him doubtful.
" Something makes sampean unsure ? "
" I'm afraid of you, if she rejects me. "
" Wait for one thing that could convince me more. "
" I will always support all decisions. "
The car I was driving finally entered the ponpes neighborhood belonging to Abbah, I parked it right in front of the ndalem courtyard. Home is the best place to go home.
" Assalamualaikum "
" Walaikumsalam "Answer to Fisa who was at the time in dibale.
" Mas Syam. " The girl just ran towards me and hit my leg.
" Pica, the cheek-sitter. " I hug my sister's body just this wayang, one and a half years did not meet her make me miss her.
Not long after, two middle-aged pairs came from the direction of the middle room. Immediately I salami and I kissed their hand shop with reverence. Then I hugged them, for a long time I didn't feel this kind of warmth.
" Healthy Le ? "
" Alhamdulillah Ummi. "I replied as I removed the clear crystal grains on the wrinkled cheeks.
" How did everything go well ? "
" God willing Bah, just waiting for the announcement of UKMPPD. After that, you can immediately swear in profession. "
" Hopefully the knowledge that can be obtained can be useful for many people yes Le. " Say the middle-aged woman.
After a long conversation about many things we told you, I decided to clean up first. I went into the room that I had been leaving for a year and a half, nothing changed the same as the last time I left. Although not occupied but this room remains clean, of course Ummi will routinely clean it.
After the shower made me feel a little fresher, I sat my body on my desk chair. Then I took a cell phone, then I dialed a number not waiting for long the call was lifted.
📞 Assalamualaikum "
The voice that I so longed for, brought back all the spirit in me. Long enough I have not heard this sound because I want to concentrate on the UKMPPD first.
📞 How is Sampean ,?
He closed the call after asking me.
" I'm home "That's my answer.
It was enough to just hear his voice made me unceasingly smile on my face.
" Why smile like that ? "
" Ummi ........, Make Sham shocked, since when Ummi there ? ,"
" Since the phone call but I don't want to say that, continue with a smile - smile yourself like that. "
" Ummi ...... " I answered awkwardly when someone saw my behavior.
Last night after Isyak the three of us sat in Abbah's library, discussing many things until almost midnight was over. Which this morning made me wake up a little bad luck, when the dawn of the morning reverberate I just woke up.
It turned out that this morning was quite busy in ndalem, mbak - mbak santri who used to help Ummi was busy preparing various dishes to welcome guests. As usual on every Sunday in the last week there is always a regular review here.
" Sham, Abbah would like to also fill in the study today. "
" Enggeh Bah's. "
Time went by noon, from now Fisa had followed wherever I went it was like having a body guard. The study started half an hour ago and I'm still in the ndalem. When Mas Reyhan had reached the end of the study given, I just rushed to the page where the study was held. I stepped my legs wide towards the yard, but the oddity occurred the heart suddenly pounding.
Bbrruuukkk .........
My body was hit by someone who arrived - arrived in front of me. His body was so limp that he fell to the ground while his cellphone also fell.
Reg ..... deg .... deg .....
" Sir, is it okay - what ? " Take a ask of him.
But there was no answer from him, he sat still holding his chest I couldn't see his face because he kept his head down. Strangely the pounding of my heart grew even more crazy, I tried to cover up this awkwardness.
" Mom, can stand no. Do I need to help ? " Take me to him again.
But still no answer from him, I finally took his phone that fell. He had already stood up from his seat, yet it seemed like I had seen him, it seemed like he was no stranger to me.
" This is Ms. Hanphonenya. .. "I goose her handphone, which was immediately achieved by her.
The girl, not flinching she just fell silent in her place.
" Mom why shut up. " Tell me again.
He finally lifted his face, and our eyes met. My best smile, I didn't think, but this heart knows who it really belongs to.
" Sorry .... " She said.
" Yes Ma'am, doesn't this belong to sampean ? "
" Iii, yes thank you, " She said a little.
" Let Ma'am, Assalamualaikum "Say me while sharing my best smile.
It's really out of my control, I have to get out of there and I'm afraid orgasm really controls me. With wide and quick steps I leave him who is sculpting there. Don't ask me how I feel, even I'm like a crazy person trying as much as possible to hide my happiness.
When I thought I was far away from him, I turned around. I saw him still there with a little boy and a tall girl next to him. A smile on my face.
Give me one more sign, to be more sure in my footsteps.
I hid all my races, when I was already climbing the backstage side. I first Salami and kiss the hands of everyone on the stage who incidentally kiyai and some people whose age is above me.
Now comes the time I have to give a study, not usually I feel nervous. The shadow of his face back decorate all my views.
Bismilbornrahmanirrahim
A boisterous voice began to sound as I began to stand up, walking towards the podium.
" Your best friend knows ....... fell in love before the wedding ...... ? " I asked everyone present at the study this afternoon.
" Tests "Answer them together.
I looked at all the worshippers present, and then I saw him standing.
" Flying in love before marriage is a tough test. Allah does not forbid the love of one's servant, because love is the nature of every human being. Holy when framed in a lawful bond, and dirty when framed with something forbidden by God. When we experience the feeling of falling in love with an opposite sex that is not yet the time, the love in him is the most appropriate thing. Love in prayer is absorbed our prostration is the right way. "
I said it with certainty, as if I was conveying all my feelings to her. With our eyes locked onto each other. A second later I saw him nod, and I replied with a rug on my lips that was wide enough.
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