Halal Me With Your Parent's Ridho

81. M. Ghasan Fariq As - Syammimi II

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POVS. Ghasan II

This whole day I really couldn't take his shadow off my eye. Keep haunting my mind, and fill the recesses of my heart. I feel like a teenager who has just learned the love of my life. Sometimes smile when you remember him, a second later become sad if you remember the reality.

The next days every time I went to the hospital I took the time to go around first, hoping that luck would be on my side. I walked down the crowded hospital corridor on my left right, occasionally returning greetings from some nurses who recognized me.

" Monggo Gus's. "

" Li Mbak "I answered while commenting on a smile.

Very fast news circulating, until almost everyone here knows that I'm a Gus. Ah it's okay that I'm here to stay today and make it big, so I should be able to thicken my ears.

" Ghasan" A call from a woman who was able to stop my steps.

" Sir, "I answered after I saw the wide-hijab woman approaching me.

" Well I got to pangling if the sample pack clothes like that. "

" Halah can't do it, you know what's going on here ? "

" Seeing my student who is being treated, how do I proceed ? "

" She's God. "

The two of us finally decided to chat in the hospital cafeteria. Sister Rina is the wife of my cousin Mas Reyhan who I consider to be my brother. Many things we talked about, about my efforts that I will leave that will be managed by her husband.

Chatting with him is endless, because he is a very pleasant figure now who is simple but able to carry himself wherever he is. The right figure when being a wife, had my mind drifted back to that figure.

" San, where did you get that from ? " Sign it to the prayer beads I'm wearing.

" Why Mama is. "

" Can I see it ? "

" I can, but I can't take it off. If you look at it like this. '" I said as I thrust my hand at him.

Yeah, I promise I'll never get this done before I justify the owner. How silly my mind is, but I have faith that God will grant my wish.

" It belongs to my friend San, can I ask it I'll give it to the owner. NKB was originally named Nyimas Khodijah Bramastari meaning "

" Rightly Ma'am, "

" Let's see this. " Sir's mother offered her mobile phone, whose screen displayed a woman who was teaching in front of the class.

I looked at the picture carefully, and sure enough this is him. What a need this is, my heart is unrelenting - endlessly grateful when there is a bright spot. I hope this is the first way for me to get it.

I told him everything, from the beginning of my meeting to how I felt about Ms. Rina. What she greeted him by also told me the girl's past.

The night before my departure, I went through hard when I could feel love again but I had to leave. Long enough 1.5 to 2 years I have to go. That time if I could choose I actually wanted to cancel my departure tomorrow.

" Don't be like that, like you don't have faith. The man who held the talkane. "

" It's up to Mas. " I'm lazy.

That night I met Mas Reyhan, we met at the hotel because to make my departure easier. All night he advised me, this is not me who is very ambitious on something.

My overnight conversation with Mas Reyhan made me realize that my race towards him was not purely because of God but because my race was already filled with orgasm. I was so stupid that the devil entered my mind, that I lost my way.

I've determined in me I'll stop him because of God. Resigned with the destiny set by Him but ihtiar by asking directly to the owner. Yes that is the way I choose now, I will always be an invisible shadow to him, but always walk beside him. I will not say the word love before me

bind it in a halal bond.

" Bismilbornrahmanirrahim "

I started everything here in ginseng country, I want to get the provision of life here and I fight for him here through my prayers every five of my time and in my third of the night. Never once have I not mentioned his name in every prayer.

The days here I went through so quickly, the work system here is very different from in Indonesia makes me grateful. Because I can gain more knowledge and experience. A few days ago I got the number from Mas Reyhan.

" Save it away maybe one day until you need to contact him. " So Mas Reyhan said when he gave me his number.

And it's true that my brain and fingers are out of sync, when my brain says don't finger me instead by casually dialing that number. And the severity of it is not just once even up to 2 times. And in the second call came his voice.

📞 Assalamualaikum

And after that I often contact him but never once I speak.This is all I do more to keep my love for him pure, love because God is not love because of orgasm.

And that morning Mas Reyhan told me, if today he will be proposed to someone. My feelings at that moment were really desperate, various questions came to my mind. Did I really mean it less - really in fighting it. Is my way wrong in fighting for it. All those questions just popped up.

I stir all these feelings against the owner of the universe, for only he knows what the true destiny of each of His creatures belongs to. But somehow my belief in him as my soul mate, is so great. Almost the same as my faith in Him.

It is that which I keep inculcating to my mind and heart, but my every day never once though I do not mention his name in my prayer.

O Allah make him my soul mate if he brings good to me, to the people around me, and to my religion.

And keep him away when he has only a momentary lust for me, which brings evil to me, to those around me, and to my religion.

📞 Assalamualaikum

📞 Walaikumsalam

📞 Dance entered San hospital, she had a brain hemorrhage due to a collision.

Now that my world is collapsing, hearing that she's getting married to someone else doesn't hurt as much as hearing that she's sick.

📞 It's been three days that she's been unconscious.

Like a knife that was directly slammed into the heart, while there was nothing I could do. I looked at the sneil I was wearing right now, like there was no point in me wearing this but not being able to be next to it.

And the news that I wanted to hear finally came too, he finally opened his eyes. I feel relieved once, it makes me more excited in living my next days. So that I finish my koas soon.

Destiny again - again sided with me, yes after the incident was either coincidental or what. What is clear is that the scenario of the owner of the universe is never wrong, he applied for a job where my best friend worked. And thank God she is acceptable, of course she must be accepted because she is a smart girl.

⁇ ️ Please Ki put him, where you lead. And take care of him for me.

Without feeling a year I have been here, Allah is indeed very good. He gave me everything I asked for, I only have six months left. And what made me even more happy, he participated in the halfway house.

Something I made with Rizki and some other friends. But I just left because something disappointed me. Yeah my life wasn't that perfect I used to fall in once. And it was the turning point of my life that I got to this point.

When we love, but we are underestimated and even looked down upon it is very painful for men. What else property and office are used as a benchmark for whether or not a relationship. The world is real, but it is so worldly. Especially for people like me is not the belief that the world and its contents only belong to God thicker than ordinary people.

But I was grateful through that stage and felt such disappointment. What I am now like this, maybe I do not have much money, even my position is not high but the incident makes me a better person. When I'm not in a relationship with the opposite sex, people misinterpret. They think I can't make peace with the past.

In fact, I refrained from making the wrong move again. Improving ourselves in any case, is not a soul mate is a reflection of ourselves. When we want the best, we should also be the best.

And another one turned out that Abbah and Ummi also already knew who the figure of the girl who was the day before my departure, I told them. Even Abbah and Ummi already knew his family, these must have been the two couples. Who else, if not them, told me all this.

I'm grateful that when I'm far away, she's surrounded by people I know. And His scenario is right beyond the limits of His ability

📞 Mas Syam, yesterday I just met Mbak Tari.

📞 Really deck, where does Sampek meet ?

📞 In the place of Mas Reyhan, but Mbak Tari there is the same little boy who called her mother, Eve her name

📞 Then ?

📞 Ma'am Dari, Eve, and her father they came with mas.

Deg ........

What else is this, who else is approaching it. Ever since the news I got from Nafisa, I was a little uneasy. Mas Reyhan and Mbak Rina did not tell me this, what they were hiding from me.

⁇ ️ Mas, who is Hawa's father ?

I did not speak - stale just asked Mas Reyhan about it. For a long time he replied, I can't wait to hear about this.

Until I came out of the operating room when I took my phone in the storage cabinet there was no message from Mas Reyhan. I rubbed my hair rough which began to be long,

O Allah what else is this, I know all this is coming from you. But the belief of the servant remains the same, make him lawful to the servant.

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