Halal Me With Your Parent's Ridho

85. My life perfecter

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POVS. Dances

Yesterday I didn't know if I should see him again, I honestly didn't like that. Not because the account still likes him, or just hoping he'll come back to me at all is not such a thought in my mind. I'm just a normal human being who also has heartache when someone hurts me.

Every time I saw him, I remembered the betrayal he had committed, and he still expected me. I've forgiven him but somehow seeing him makes the pain in my head throb again.

This morning the pain was still felt, even now it feels spinning - even turning which resulted in a little nausea. But because of the obligation I still go to teach, because in my class there is no substitute Mbak Lenni. Speaking of Ms. Lenni since that incident she completely avoided me, even from the news I heard more precisely when I accidentally talked about it. He is now mutated to Surabaya, I regret his nature like that. He should have asked me directly, and at least listened to my explanation. Not running like this, however, I felt like I had lost a friend, who I already considered to be like a sister to me.

📞 assalamualaikum

📞 walaikumsalam

📞 Well to take medicine ?

📞 Already nduk, have not gone home until ?

📞 Soon well,

📞 What's up, kok sampean sound hoarse.

📞 It's okay, it's just that Ijah sleep less, Oiya besuk Insyaallah Ijah go home.

📞 Yes, be careful when you go home.

📞 Well Well, Ijah close first, Ijah will return to the dormitory. Good dad - good at home, Assalamualaikum.

📞 Sampean there also heart - heart yes nduk, Walaikumsalam.

I ended the phone call with Dad, I don't know why at the end of this I feel like there's something weird about him. Though clearly his situation is now good, but it is only natural that I worry about him because I am his daughter. Soon I tidied up my things and returned to the teacher's room, it was still crowded. I decided to first input the data because I planned that when I got to the dormitory I would go straight to sleep.

I was there long enough because the data I input is quite a lot. Likewise, other teachers also do the same with me, interspersed with jokes between them. The news of Mr. Rizki and Wardah's wedding was quite spread, even though the invitation was not finished printing. Well that's how the news of such a thing will quickly spread, let alone a married Mr. Rizki.

" Don't run out of this Miss Tari who got married. " Say one of them.

I can only smile wryly, when there is such a word. At my age I should have been married. Even my friends have children, but I'm still alone. Moreover, the end of this I was faced with the past that came. Irony is what I feel now, wanting like the others to freely express feelings with the opposite sex. But I hold fast to what God has commanded us as His people. That there is no love before a sacred bond, and I believe that behind all this God is preparing the best soul mate for me.

" No ma'am, I'm still a long time." My answer.

I decided to go home when my work was done, I walked towards the dorm with Rini's mother. This dizziness came back to attack me, it felt like I wanted to hurry up to the dormitory and lay my body on the bed.

To the halfway house what is not Tar ? "

" It doesn't seem like Mama. "

" Why not, Rizki's friend comes to you later. "

" His friend Mr Rizki Mbak ? "

" Yes, the man who built the halfway house was Tar. Come on Tar, you can meet him again. He rarely visited. "

" She's God. "

" Truly yes will come, let's know the person. "

I was really not well, after arriving at the asthma I immediately stepped my feet up the stairs, and there Mr. Rizki took me also to the halfway house that I subtly refused. Wardah who knew my situation immediately grabbed me and accompanied me to the room. After arriving at the room the girl took my medicine and then gave it to me. I just take it and drink it.

I lay down, and the throbbing began to disappear as my eyes closed. Not that I didn't think about the event I had just experienced, but this pain was completely unable to open my eyes. I tried to regain my consciousness when I heard my phone ringing aloud. With the consciousness not yet fully accumulated I swipe towards the green button.

📞 Assalamualaikum

📞 Walaikumsalam

Turns out it was Gus Reyhan's voice, what's he calling me. I sat down to listen to everything he was saying. His voice changed with a voice I was very familiar with.

📞 Nduk

📞 Forgive Dad if you take this decision unilaterally without asking for your opinion first. I hope sampean accepts this with ihklas.

Up there I still did not understand what was going on and what Dad meant. Until that call turns into Vidio's call. Seen there Dad, Ibuk, Pakde Sukadi, Pak Dul, Gus Reyhan and the figure of an indistinct but I like to have seen it.

📞 Will Nyimas Khodijah Bramastari be my only wife ?

Who is he ? First it came to my mind, then I realized the meaning of all this. I saw everyone waiting for my answer. And I don't know because of what that word just slid.

📞 Yes I am ready.

After that procession took place, in one breath he was now my priest. I was still confused as to what was going on, but the happiness was obvious. Gus Reyhan ended the call, and the pain came back that made me lie back with all my might against the pain. But I was back to sleep.

I don't know how long I've been asleep, but I see a sense of long enough because when Wardah woke me up he said it was 22:00. I was a little surprised when Buk Tini was also in our room, they both looked worried. I went to the bathroom first, because I remembered I had not fulfilled my obligations. After I have completed my duty .

" Nduk, please accompany Mas Rizki with Wardah home. " Said Mrs Tini.

And so now I sit in the back of Mr. Rizki's car accompanying these two people back to Malang. The thought of going back to the events I just experienced, wanted to feel like I was telling Wardah but it didn't seem like the right time because I saw he was looking worried. So I decided to go back to sleep, to shake off all my bad thoughts.

Wardah woke me up when Mr. Rizki's car was parked neatly, and I got up and got out. With a long sleep turned out to make me a little better, the dizziness was finally gone as well. We walked down the hospital corridor to a part of the ICU, where I started to feel bad. Our steps stopped in front of a room, and when Mr. Rizki opened it how shocked I was.

With a quick step I approached the patient's gurney, and his shady face was so calm that all the tools attached to his body described his present condition. I could no longer hold back my tears that had fallen.

" Thank ....... "

" Buk, Dad why ? Forgive Ijah. "

" Patient, who are we are being tested. "

As much as possible I should be able to master myself, as much as possible I am strong and face the trials we went through with patience and sincerity. Immediately I purify myself and then hold my prayer prayer begging for healing for my angel.

I don't know why I felt like someone was watching me, but I didn't get dizzy. I had to concentrate with Dad, who after that he regained consciousness. I quickly went out of the room to call the nurse or the doctor. But I realized my stupidity, soon I turned around and ......

Bbbrrruukkkkkk

My heart was pounding, I could not lift my face to see who was holding me. I tried not to look nervous but it was useless, even a voice as sharp as my heart could be heard clearly. But strangely I can also feel the heartbeat of the body that is holding me.

" I don't want my own to be seen by others. " Say him while covering my head with his turban.

There my world seemed to stop spinning, we fell silent with our eyes locked onto each other. I was still trying to understand the word he had just said, while his eyes were still looking at me with a smile adorning his face.

" Allahumma inni as'aluka min khairiha wa khairi ma jabaltaha 'alaihi. Wa a'udzubika min syarriha wa syarri ma jabaltaha 'alaihi "

Meaning: Verily I ask Thee for the good of him and the good You have set upon him. And I take refuge in Thee from his wickedness and the wickedness which Thou hast set upon him."

He said while stroking my gray hair, then kissed my forehead slowly but felt deep for me. Then his hand clasped my hand, in the face of my face that made my face somehow now.

" Deck ....... " She said softly to me

I really really still can't believe it turned out to be him. He was the one I met a few years ago on the bus, he hit me in the hospital, and he was the one I met a few months ago.

" Khodijah Deck "Call him again.

Which brings me back from all my daydreams. I dared to look at his black eyeballs, the shade of his gaze until - until my heart felt full of strange glands that I felt.

" Yes, ...... " I answered nervously.

" Thank you for accepting me, be a perfecter for my life. " Say him while kissing my hand.

Instantly my cheeks warmed up, without feeling my tears just fall. I had never felt anything like this before, no matter what kind of feeling my heart was currently filled with blossoming flowers.

That dawn I went through with a broken heart, he never let go of his grasp. Hopefully after this is only the happiness I feel, especially with her by my side.

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