God, I Don't Want to Be an Old Virgin

A glance at that time

After a while, they had already finished their breakfast.

"Bren, where are we going today ??" ask Frisya.

"Hm. a moment." said Brenda while looking for something in her bag.

"Gosh, I didn't bring my medicine to it.." thought Brenda.

"What are you looking for, Brend ??" ask Frisya.

"It seems like before we go, we have to go back briefly to the hotel.

"Well let's go back to the hotel." said Frisya.

They walked along awkwardly.

"Why does it feel so strange." thought Frisya.

"My heart. well, it's like getting dislodged, I hope he doesn't hear it." thought Brenda.

*****

Barra Hotely.

"Is this hotel so convenient." asked Frisya.

"Yes, I think it's quite comfortable to stay here for a long time" said Brenda

They were in front of Brenda's hotel room. Brenda immediately opened the door to her room.

"Come in. " said Brenda.

Frisya sat on the sofa, looking at Brenda who was looking for something and immediately drank it, and after that Brenda went to the bathroom to waste the wind, Frisya was enough to make him Grogi.

Frisya was curious about the medicine Brenda was taking, and Frisya tried to see what medicine Brenda was taking.

"Xa**x ??" frisya.

Frisya immediately checked what exactly the use of the drug was.

"Anti Depresan ?? " said Frisya.

"His response to my question was enough to make him feel annoyed." said Frisya, looking at the bathroom.

Frisya sat back on the sofa, waiting for Brenda to come out.

Moments later Brenda comes out of the bathroom and greets Frisya.

"Mas...your face is very serious....What is it ??" ask Brenda.

"Since when have you taken such drugs...??" ask Frisya.

"Em.. just now." said Brenda.

"Can you not think of me like a stranger ??" ask Frisya.

Brenda is unable to lie to any of the people she cares about.

"The hard day after I lost Gun Woo drove me crazy" Brenda said, shedding tears.

Frisya hugged Brenda.

"She.. diaaa. she even left when tomorrow was our wedding day.hiks... hikss..." said Brenda while crying bitterly in the arms of Frisya mas.

Frisya kept hugging Brenda, Brenda cried as she would.

"I didn't quite lose her, I even had to see Mami cry every day because of what I went through, it all made me worse.."

"Say everything to me. Sorry I didn't know it, sorry I wasn't with you at the time." Frisya said, crying.

Brenda tells all the stories of her difficult time with Frisya, until in the end she has the best person in her life who is willing by day night to help her heal.

"What a hard thing you're going through. I'm sorry, I think you're both married and living happily, I even secluded myself here, I'm afraid to see the fact you're with her.." frisya.

"I'm sorry I always hurt your heart.I'm sorry." said Brenda.

"Go back to me, I promise to make you happy." said Frisya.

Brenda was at a loss to answer him, so she chose to shut up and continued her crying.

2 Hours later they both hugged each other and cried, After that it was probably because Brenda was tired of falling asleep on Frisya's arm, seeing Brenda asleep Frisya moved her to sleep on the bed.

Frisya was about to leave Brenda but her heart was not able, so Frisya slept next to Brenda until night.

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At 7pm Brenda woke up.

Brenda slowly opened her eyes, looking around...

"It's dark today.it looks like Frisya's gone home.." said Brenda as she got out of bed and immediately went to take a shower.

After bathing and dressing Brenda only realized that Frisya had not come home and was still asleep.

Brenda looked at Frisya up close and smiled.

"How can you sleep here and your wife never touches you" Brenda said.

"I'm sorry, I can't return your feelings to me... However, I will not be able to forgive myself if I destroy your household." said Brenda.

Frisya still closed her eyes. Brenda went to get some water.

"Have you got another dream guy ??" frisya's question made Brenda surprised.

"Did you hear all my words ??" ask Brenda

"Maybe.." said Frisya while sitting down and crossing her arms.

"Mas..it's late.maybe you should go home soon." said Brenda.

"Well, I'm home.remember !! I've let you go once in my life, and it was a fatal mistake, I'll never let you go again." said Frisya, clasping Brenda's hand tightly.

Brenda was speechless not trying to answer Frisya's words.

Frisya let go of her hand and immediately left... Brenda closed her bedroom door with a raging heart.

Brenda was silent behind the door, her tears were not able to drip, her head was full of questions because on one side Debora was her best friend, and one side of Frisya is probably the person she loves.

Brenda immediately took the medicine that had been prepared for Juve while still in the country.

"Gun Woo.. losing you alone is difficult, it turns out to fall in love again is also not easy." lamented Brenda.

"You know, honey... A few months ago I had started to stop using this medicine, but, it didn't seem that easy." said Brenda as she stared at the star-filled sky that night.

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