God, I Don't Want to Be an Old Virgin

H-2 Let me love you my way.

Father and Mas Frisya peeked out from behind the bedroom door .

"Why is this so moving son." said Dad to mas Frisya.

"True dad, I was so happy to see them both" said Mas Frisya as he shed tears.

After that, we rested in our rooms.

I can't rest... I knocked on my bed, I felt my head dizzy from crying too much, I looked up at the sky of my room...

Wouldn't something worse have happened if my mother had married the old man.

Where am I ?? I even brag about everything I have right now.I always tell myself, if I was a beautiful easy woman who was successful at a young age and blah blah blah blah... without me remembering where and who the people who fought with me until I got to this point.

Even I forgot my own parents who had given all the love of her time and sacrifice to me..

If they had not met Frisya mas and his father..What would have happened next ?? am I still going to be this arrogant..

"Gun Woo.. Is it true that I left you ?? it's so unfair." I cried a mouthful under the pillow, hoping no one could hear me.

(Incoming message sound)

"Stop thinking about unnecessary things.it's all getting better.." Frisya.

"Yes" Brenda

"You can even marry whoever you love.. I love your father and mother very much, I can let you be happy with others. But I can't let Mami and Dad be sad because of others." mas Frisya.

I don't reply to Frisya's messages anymore..

I still daydream...

Group Hockey Company may still be big even if Frisya does not invest, but it requires approximately 10 years.. but because Frisya mas in a period of 3 years has all become this big..

Do I have to marry Frisya mas..??? my head is dizzy, I don't understand everything...

After that I fell asleep...

I woke up at 7pm and immediately cleaned myself, and when I came out of the room I saw the house was very quiet.

I went to Frisya's room.

"Mas... Where's mom and dad ?? really quiet." I said as I opened the door to Frisya's room.

"Mommy is the same father again to the city, he said there is his daughter who married again." replied mas Frisya.

"It's a grand wedding." I said

"Yaiyalah deck. This is the wedding season." said mas Frisya while continuing to stare at his cellphone.

"Mas.. go home yukk.." I said.

"Hey. where can. mami come home tomorrow morning.where may be able to go home without saying goodbye to them.." said mas Frisya while holding my hand.

"Gun Woo's two days back home." I said as I leaned my head against Frisya's thigh.

"Dek. dek.. do not sleep here yaa. again sensitive mas.." said Mas Frisya.

"Mas." call me.

"Yes... what?? are you hungry ??"

"No. I just wanted to say. kiss yuk. once again.."

"Why ?? "

"Wind it. "say me down.

"Brenda.. mas actually do not mind.. mas even want it.. but if you really choose gun woo, then what about my heart ??"mas Frisya

"I touched kisses, even seeing you I just did with my heart completely Brenda.. I don't want my heart to break even before I marry anyone." continued Frisya.

"If so.. Stop saying love to me, "say me as I go to my room and slam the door.

"Has he really backtracked." asked me inwardly.

***In Frisya's room**

"I'm sorry I hurt you, Brenda, it's going to destroy my feelings even more if I keep showing you my love.. Let me love you my way.."

Frisya could not even imagine tomorrow, how would it feel if she saw Brenda cuddling with that gun woo guy..?

But anyway, Frisya is a reliable man.he realizes the night is getting late. If he does not sleep soon then he will be bad luck tomorrow.

Frisya inevitably ended up taking sleeping pills in order to get some rest.

Next morning...

Frisya got up early as usual, immediately took a shower and immediately woke me who was still asleep.

"Deck.. Bren. yuk wakes up. he says he wants to go home..."

The real me was awake, knowing that if Frisya walked into my room, I immediately pretended to fall back asleep.

I felt Frisya's fingers touching my cheeks, my eyes, my nose and my lips as she touched my lips, I accidentally suddenly bit Frisya's finger gently.

Suddenly Frisya was shocked, her eyes wide open.

I brought my face closer to her and removed her finger and Cup...

Frisya felt hypnotized..

"Why didn't Frisya return my kiss." I said in amazement.

"My body feels like it's boiling the deck." said mas Frisya while closing his eyes.

"Aren't you papa mas ??" ask me

"Hurry out when it's done" said mas Frisya as he walked out of my room.

At 6am, my mom and dad got home and immediately took us to breakfast together.

"Mommy, Dad.. Friss same Brenda went home again yaa.. because.." mas Frisya reluctant to continue his speech.

"Iya Friss. ga papa mami already seneng you come here, look at us. while bringing Brenda again. thank you son." said Mami warmly to mas Frisya.

30 Minutes later we finished eating.

"Mii.. Brenda went home first yaa. sorryin Brenda during here ngrepotin mami same father.sama mas Frisya too.."

"Udah nduk. ga papa.." said the father..

"Brenda's heart.. Friss.." said mami.

"Yes Mami, Bye's father bye." we said as we waved.

2 Hours on Frisya did not speak a word to me.

"Mas, I'm sorry about that. I should've stopped not doing that.. "

"Forget it. We'll be there soon."

"It's like he's not in the mood to talk to me" I said in my heart.

time passed, we were getting closer to the city, but unfortunately Frisya's face was getting closer to the city getting darker.

"Mas.. You're good, right ?? the aura of your face is very frightening to me..."

He stopped his car and looked at me inside.

"Mas ain't papa, sorry to scare you Dek." he said with a smile on the force.

His mind seems so fucked.

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