God, I Don't Want to Be an Old Virgin

I don't understand

Mas Frisya suddenly stopped his car and hit hard towards the handlebar, clearly a disappointed look on his face, but he did not say anything.

"Is my decision to tell the truth wrong ??" I said in my heart while looking at Frisya.

Frisya silenced myself, this atmosphere is really very awkward. Very inversely proportional to his attitude before I tell the truth.

I tried to break the silence between us.

"Mas ?? Are you not hungry ?? kok diem aja sii.." I said.

"What do you want to eat ??" he began to respond to my words.

"As for Frisya deh. I just follow."

Mas Frisya repeatedly took a deep breath, like holding himself back for something that was enough to make him shaken.

Many times I looked at her like I was desperate, and agitated. I slowly held onto Frisya's arm while looking at her deeply.

"Can you share it with me??" say me.

"Hm, Brenda..we're close.. 2 hours later we arrive, can you drive home by yourself ?? I have something to do here."

"What ?? how did you get home ? can't do.. I can't possibly go alone."

Mas Frisya opened the car door and took a cigarette while inhaling it.

"It's gone, I'm fine" he said as he walked away.

In my mind this is not right, this is wrong.Maybe my words hurt him so much, that he seems like a frustrated person.

As she began to walk a few steps, I pulled her hand and hugged her in my arms.

It was raining..

Her tears started flowing...

"Can't I be your only love?? " his word.

" I'm sorry why we just met, I'm sorry." said I who also started crying.

Seeing me cry, Mas Frisya pulled me into a cafe. We sat facing.

"You really don't make me have any sense to Brenda.."

"Sorry Mas Frisya, I didn't know anything about mas all this time either.."

"Do you love her so much that you can't change your decision ??"

"Let's know about that, but I promised I'd be with him."

"Can't you lie to me so I don't hear that directly from you ??" her word.

"I can't lie to people I care about, I'm sorry if this hurts you so much."

"Alright, this is enough. please order something, we will immediately continue the journey." he said, looking like a person who is trying hard.

"I think my appetite is gone."

"Ah, no. You have to eat. I don't want you to be sick Brenda, let me order."

Moments later after ordering food, Mas Frisya bailed to go to the toilet.

15 Minutes later, the food came. I was about to wait for Frisya mas but I was already very hungry to wait for him, so I ate first..

About 30 minutes later, I finished eating.. However, Frisya has not returned.

I walked to the toilet to catch up with Frisya. When I got to the front of the toilet, my steps stopped.

"I'm sorry it's a male toilet, a female can't go in" said a guard in front of the toilet.

"ahahaha yes, I don't want to go in sir. uh yes, sir please help me dong."

"By mba, please what the fuck ??"

"Please tanyain dong.. inside there is a guy whose name is mas Frisya no ?? because my friend said to the toilet but didn't return."

"oh, yes, please wait a minute."

A few moments letter...

"Sorry mba, inside there is no such thing as mas Frisya. maybe mbak's friend has come out."

"Oh, that's it... Okay.. Maybe I didn't see it when I came back. thanks .."

"Yes, same thing."

I went back to my desk, but I could not find Frisya's car, and when I saw the car that had been parked, now it was not there.

I remember what Frisya said before we ate at the cafe.

**** "Hm, Brenda.. We're close. 2 hours later we arrive, can you drive home by yourself ?? I have something to do here." ****

"Jeez... did Frisya mas leave me alone here??, then the car was brought too..Oh gosh it's almost 9 pm, how can I go home. " said I was confused.

I walked to the nearest bus stop, and someone greeted me.

"What are you doing here ms. Brenda ??"

I looked at where the voice came from.

"Sister Benooo.. huhuhu.hiks hiks...hiks..." I hugged him right away.

"What... What happened to you ??" she said she saw me cry.

"I can't go home. You can take me home. It's late, I'm afraid.." I'm clear.

"Get in my car" he said.

"Rest me. Put this on (take off and give me the jacket) so you don't get cold"

" thank you, brother." I said.

Soon I fell asleep from exhaustion.2.5 hours later we reached my house.

"Miss Brenda, we've arrived.."

"thank you. tomorrow I'll visit, but I don't know if I don't feel well."

After that, Beno left immediately...

When I got to my room I immediately laid my body on my comfortable bed.

My mind glared at the day before today, everything felt so perfect.

But today, I feel like I'm being thrown down on earth. So hurtful... I was reluctant to go back to meet Frisya. After I got tired, I fell asleep.

The next day I was reluctant to wake up. Someone came knocking on my door.

"Miss Brenda... This is me Deborah... Can I come in ???"

"Come in." I replied briefly.

"Miss-gray... How are you ?? why are these few days so hard to contact ??"

"I haven't even touched my phone since yesterday."

"Come on Miss. get excited and see Mr. Gun woo's email message.."

" Gun Woo ??? I don't even know where my phone is right now."

"Are you pickpocketing miss ??"

"That's it.. In short, you take care of all my lost stuff."

"Well Miss Brenda... are you going to the office today ??"

" Yes, is there an important meeting today ??"

"There's Miss Brenda, this afternoon and this afternoon with.."

"You get it ready, I'll open a gun woo email message from my laptop."

"Alright lady, I'll go back to the office first... "

"heart, the streets are crowded this morning."

"You're very considerate Miss, thank you."

I read an email message from gun woo.

" Hey Brenda, I miss you so much. I tried to contact you, but it was very difficult so I decided to send this message to you, I'm sorry I didn't give you any news for so long, I'm so busy with all this.. Are you okay.I heard from Deborah, you look so messed up this last time, please live happily until I get home."

"Gun Woo. why did you leave me here alone, why don't you let me come with you. It's so messed up here." I complained.

Just as I was about to reply to Gun Woo's message arrived Sari's voice called.

"Sorry to bother you, Miss Debora told me to remind you to go to the office at 10, and it's time.

"All right, I'll be ready."

"Okay, Miss, excuse me."

I immediately prepared to be ready to go towards the Hockey Group. I asked Bik Sari to braid my hair to make it look fresher.

"Bik, I'll go first..." I say goodbye to Bik Sari.

"Non heart, don't rush." A very sweet smile reminds me of Mami.

"Bik, can't I ask you something for a favor."

"Of course, whatever it is for Miss Brenda.."

"Hug me for a minute... I miss Mommy."

"Loh, he said he just came home from the big lady's house ??"

"Udah hugged the tree.."

Maybe my spoiled is outrageous even to the bik Sari I am very spoiled, but what is the power.

"Non't leave.later late.."

"Hehe thanks ya bikk. The end of this is a bit complicated, I'm a bit depressed deg it feels."

"Running life with gratitude and sincerity Non, everything must feel easier."

"Thank you. I'm leaving first, bye bye bik Sari."

"Byebye Miss Brenda."

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