God, I Don't Want to Be an Old Virgin

God, I Don't Want to Be an Old Virgin
Psychiatrist I




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A few moments later...


Brenda, Mami and her father left while driving a car.


After 2 hours of waiting, he finally saw a Car Exit and was immediately followed by the Judge.


"Where are they going.. Is Nina in that car ?? Ahh, there's no harm in following them." said the judge.


1 Hour drive, Brenda tried to keep waking up, even though her eyes felt very sleepy.


"Sleep first son if tired in the lap of Mami. " said Mami while stroking Brenda's hair .


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A few moments later they arrived...


Brenda and Mami immediately went down, and saw the name of the Clinic.


 


" **Dr. Juve Reksha Sp KJ's. "


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"Juve Reksha Dana ???" ask Brenda.


"Yuk Brend came in. The doctor was waiting inside." said Dad.


Brenda nodded.


Upon entering the Clinic was seen a doctor with glasses, who was sitting in his doctor's seat, and when he saw the presence of Brenda, he immediately stood up and widened his eyes.


"Brenda ??" said Dr. Juve


"Juve ??" brenda.


"Do you have any pain, Brend ??" ask Dr. Juve.


Brenda....


"Ah, doctor, let me explain.. Brenda you wait in front of me first yes." said Mami.


Juve are still staring at Brenda, and like reluctant to let go of his eyes.


"Doctor, can I tell you a little bit about Brenda's state ??" ask Mommy


"Ah. yes aunty. let's please.." said Juve.


1 hour later, Brenda was still waiting in front of the doctor's room, for her this was better than having to be someone else.


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Outside the clinic...


It was about 1 hour ago that Judge waited for Brenda to leave the clinic at the front coffee shop of the Clinic.


"Well, what the hell is this I'm like a silly person here.I'm just entering what yes.is this clinic.so I can be pretended to be that patient.." said the Judge in his heart.


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In the Juve doctor's room.


"Auntie... Actually, what Brenda experienced was a form of self-defense from a sense of trauma, so that made himself divided and became a double person" said Juve Doctor.


"Then what doctor are we going to do to treat Brenda ??" ask Mommy


"The main treatment for multiple personality disorders is through long-term care. The goal of this long-term treatment is to recognize the other personality and destroy and unite it with the initial person. In other words, the therapy aims to try to synchronize the existing – personalities into one. There are several steps that must be done before running the therapy" said Dr. Juve.


"Do whatever's best for Brenda, you know.... Brenda is the owner of the Group Hockey Company, so money is not a problem for Brenda." said Mami.


"Origin Brenda with me, I will give anything, even everything for free." Juve said in his heart.


"Can Brenda be invited in aunty ??" said Juve.


"oh, yeah, wait a minute. Brend.. Brenda. come in, son." said Mami.


Brenda is in....


"Bren, to be honest, I have to know first as bad as what DID you face" said Juve.


"You mean ??" ask Brenda.


"Yes, if you can stay here for a few days, so I can know who and what Nina Syafilah is like" Juve said.


"Usually they are present, when there is a trigger." said Juve.


"Trigger ??" ask Brenda.


"Yeah.It could be when you're stressed or under pressure, it all makes your mind tense and triggers the brain to build defenses, if in ordinary people it can be said like when getting bad behavior, he tries to forget" said Juve.


"Then shall we do what ??" ask Brenda..


"i will do a preliminary evaluation on you Brenda and also wait for Nina Syafilah to appear" Juve said.


Brenda just nodded ria.


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The judge, who was waiting in front of the clinic, is now in the waiting room and eavesdropping on Brenda and Dr Juve.


"Appeared ??? nina did not enter the house of Bren da, Ahh yes now I remember, yes her name is Brenda.. But why were they waiting for Nina Syafilah to appear??" ask Judge.


Suddenly someone opened the door, just contact the Judge who was in front of the door while tendering fell to the floor.


"Hi, sir what happened ?? are you eavesdropping ?? it's a crime." Juve said.


Everyone in the room looked at the judge.


"Ah, everything ?? please don't misunderstand me. Introduce me Judge, I don't mean to eavesdrop on your conversation, but I feel like something's not right here" said Judge.


"What do you mean, son ??" ask Mommy


"You don't do anything" said Brenda's father.


"Please listen to me first. So let's say, I'm an event producer and a Promoter, and Nina Syafilah is my artist, earlier I saw him like a sick man and arrived like a confused man, then he went to your house Madam did not go to the apartment where she had been living all this time.. I was worried so I just followed, it turned out that she stopped at Brenda's house, then you all went here and I followed you guys anyway, and sorry I heard the words Waiting for Nina Shafilah to Appear ?? Though he you guys live there how can he show up here ??" ask Judge.


"Oh, so this master knows that figure of Nina Syafilah ??" ask Juve


Brenda bowed shyly and lethargic...


"Where do you know Brenda ??" ask Dad.


"We met a few months ago, he was at the bus stop crying like a frustrated person, and I helped him to take him home, because it seems like being at the stop alone is not safe for him." explained the Judge.


Brenda felt so embarrassed by herself, by her behavior..


Brenda's parents looked at each other with Juve.


"Calm aunt and Om, here we get help because someone knows Nina Syafilah well, we can ask that when she shows up she does not run away" Juve said.


Mami and Dad just nodded.


"So Mr Judge, can you help us ??" ask Juve.


"Of course, anything for Nina Syafilah." said the judge.


"Okay Om and aunty please go first, I want to talk to the Judge and Brenda." said Juve.


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Juve tells all the stories that Brenda experienced, to Brenda's relationship with Nina Syafilah.


The judge could only widen his eyes in shock and could not digest what Juve said.


"So....so this is Nina Syafilah without her Hijab and Niqob ??" said Judge.


Brenda simply fell silent and shed her tears.


"I'm sorry, sir, this is beyond my control." said Brenda.


"Brenda... You know, where did Nina Shafilah come from ??" ask Juve.


Brenda shook her head.


" From your brain.. You feel very traumatized by losing your fiance, so your brain builds a defense to forget." Juve said.


"What's wrong if I want to forget him and move on with my life ??" ask Brenda


"Not wrong, but the wrong way, Forget but your heart is still very sick, Heartache is not like you write on paper, even without removing it you can throw it away" said Juve.


"Then ?? what am I supposed to do ??" ask Brenda.


"Ikhlas Brenda's... Ikhlaskan... You understand sincerely ??" ask Juve.


Hearing the sincere word, it was like there was a wind whirring all over his body.


"That's when you feel no pain even if the memory is there and you don't have to reject the memory is dead, so your brain can't accept it" Juve said.


Brenda....


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