God, I Don't Want to Be an Old Virgin
The Difficult Period of Brenda II
*** Brenda Room
"I have to do something. Yeah I have to know what really happened, and how Gun Woo left me" Brenda said.
Brenda is about to step away to find out about what happened to Gun-woo.
However, his steps came to a halt.he had to take another deep breath that he felt so heavy.
"It looks like I'm still not able to do this right now" Brenda said.
Brenda spent the day sleeping and remaining silent on the balcony of the room, smiling, sad, even sobbing without anyone knowing.
"Brend... Son... Why don't you get out of the room.. You ain't papa ??" ask Dad.
"I'm okay Dad..bentar me out.." said Brenda while cleaning her face from the rest of the tears.
"Son..if there is something you want to talk about just say haaa.." said Mami.
"l'm okay mii. I will do it if there is something I want to say." said Brenda.
"Good.mommy believes in you." said Mami.
Mami and Dad were a little relieved to see the state of his son who had begun to improve, look cheerful and his appetite was very good.
Tonight Brenda sleeps with her mom.
"My mother, I'm not a child anymore. Please don't do this." said Brenda.
"Duh. don't papa son. here let mami hug. duhh.. mami's little girl really has grown up like.." said mami.
"Yes dong.. for the sake of mami. anything Brenda will do." said Brenda.
**** The next day
This morning a courier delivered a letter to Brenda, which was sent by her father Gun Woo.
"Already the courier, let me give it to Brenda myself, I'm the mother." said Mami Brenda stopped the courier so as not to meet Brenda.
"The 40 days of Gun Woo's death ???"said Mami lirih.
"God son... Gun Woo ku... did not feel it has been 40 days you left us all son.." said Mami while crying bitterly.
Bik Sari was shocked to see mom crying in the living room.
"What's the big lady ??why are you crying ??" ask Bik Sari.
"Bik.. It does not feel Gun Woo has 40 days left us bik.. This is very heart-wrenching bik.." said Mami who already loves Gun Woo like her own son.
"Please, big lady, this must have been God's best course for Mr. Gun Woo.."
"If time can I repeat bik. I will keep my words. I can not see what experienced Gun Woo and Brenda. this is very heavy" said Mami.
"It's the big lady, afraid that Miss Brenda will hear the voice of Madam" said Bik sari.
"You are right bik." said Mami as she moved and threw away the invitation letter.
The real Brenda knew when the courier had come, came out of the room to meet the courier, but stopped when she saw the mother crying, and heard everything..
"Hm.. 40 days ?? I didn't even notice it." said Brenda, who then went back into the room.
This time Brenda doesn't cry, or even Brenda can't cry.
"What should I do Gun Woo ?? is it present ?? or I should stay here." said Brenda.
**** Night of the day..
"Brenda darling... Mami both want to go to the condangan first yes dear." said Mami who actually attended the day Gun Woo died.
"Ah, of course. have fun yes." said Brenda.
"Bye dear.heart at home, make sure to call Brenda naughty ya.." said Dad.
"I'm not a child but yeah" said Brenda.
After Mami and Dad leave, make Sari see Brenda who starts to look moody and fragile.
Yep... Brenda is not a top artist who can always act perfectly to hide her sadness.
"Miss Brenda ?? do you need anything ??" ask Bik Sari
Brenda who realized if she was noticed by Bik Sari immediately returned smiling and cheerful.
"Ahhh.. bibik.. I don't need anything. please dong.. take my medicine. I want to take medicine and rest first, tired nih.." brenda said with a cheerful smile.
"This is not true.Miss Brenda should be able to tell stories and share her sadness.." thought Bik Sari.
"This is Miss.." bik Sari gave Brenda medicine
After taking the medicine, Brenda immediately went to her room. Brenda tried to lie down while closing her eyes.
"Iih.. nyebelin. I really can not sleep anyway.he said medicine I have sleeping pills, can not make me sleep" said Brenda angry at herself.
Brenda opened her phone and started looking at the menu on her phone lazily.
"Apaan.. Spirtify ?? hm. okay, there is no harm in us just listening to music." said Brenda.
Brenda started with a song by Hivi that you'll fall in love again.
"No !!! I'm not ready yet.change ah.." said Brenda while punching the song carelessly.
🎶 when you just play you've wasted free time...
"Hanjirr who played the game.change ah " said Brenda nagging herself.
🎶
The sky, so dark the rain didn't stop, either,
I had to watch my love go unsaved...
Hearing this song Brenda immediately fell silent, like living every line of song sung.
🎶
Where.
Let me replace your place with mine
Is the ladder of heaven let me replace it
to be with you...
this song really makes Brenda carry all her heart and feelings, seemed to fit with what was felt by her heart.
Brenda tried to take a deep breath, but unfortunately she could not hold back her tears from dripping.
🎶
What is life without my lover
It's free for me to be here....
Brenda felt pain when she first saw Gun Woo in a terrible state in front of her.
"Jeez Gun Woo... Why leave so soon." cried Brenda.
Brenda walked towards the balcony of her room while crying.
"Tell me. how can I move on with my life .."
Brenda was standing right on the balcony of the room.
"Today's 40 days of your death... Are you coming to see me ??" ask Brenda.
"I lost you as if I was going to lose everything." said Brenda.
"Would it be better if I just come with you." said Brenda began chanting.
Brenda began to climb the balcony railing of her room, her skirt was snagged and slightly torn.
"In fact, this fence is holding me back. It's quite ridiculous.. hi the fence. I will meet my lover. don't be sad I will be happy with him there.." said Brenda with her narrow mind.
Brenda is now over the balcony railing.
"This house is about 30 meters high, and I'm standing at a height of about 20 meters. Maybe if I hit my head on the floor first, maybe I'll die immediately..." brenda said bitterly.
"All right. Come on Brenda we do. We'll follow Gun Woo... Gun Woo's brother I came." said Brenda smiling as she closed her eyes and started dropping her body from upstairs.
As Brenda's body violently crashed downstairs, it arrived....
Something with angel-like wings in white clothes clutched tightly onto Brenda's body, and carried her back up onto Brenda's balcony room.
Brenda opened her eyes...
"Gun Woo's.... Did I die.. honey... hiks hyks... I did not expect to see you again... huhuhu.. don't leave me again, I need you.." brenda said while crying and touching Gun Woo's face.
"Brenda.. baby.. Our world is different. we can no longer be together. don't do this anymore. live happily.. continue your life." said Gun Woo.
"Don't leave me again... !!! please." said Brenda screaming.
"Brenda. listen.this is the way of the Lord.Live happily.don't torture yourself.. I have to leave right away.remember.I love you so much.remember that." said Gun Woo.
"No.. !!!! No.. !!! No.. !!!! Gun Woo !!!! don't go please !!! " said Brenda.
"Snack... Nak.. Brenda dear.. son, realize.this is mommy son... Mami please "said Mami resuscitated Brenda on her bed.who kept screaming calling Gun Woo's name since 1 hour ago.
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