God, I Don't Want to Be an Old Virgin

The Difficult Period of Brenda III

"Snack... Nak.. Brenda dear.. son, realize.this is mommy son... Mami please "said Mami resuscitated Brenda on her bed.who kept screaming calling Gun Woo's name since 1 hour ago.

Moments later Brenda woke up, her body was covered in cold sweat, her eyes were puffy and hot, her breathing was breathless.

Brenda rearranged the rhythm of her breathing, while looking around her... After a while his consciousness was full.

"Mami ??? Fathering... Auntie ???" ask Brenda.

"Son.. What happened ?? what are you dreaming ??" ask Mami.

Brenda twisted her brain, remembering what she had just experienced.

"Gun Woo !!!! Ah.. Mommy... Gun Woo..!!" brenda.

"Yes son.. Why is Gun Woo ??" ask Mami.

"He came here to save me Mi." said Brenda.

Mami did not understand what Brenda said.

"How could son. Brenda. lkhlaskan Gun Woo ya son.. he was calm there.." said Mami.

"No mi. he really did come here." said Brenda

"Tell me.. What really happened ?? how did you meet Gun Woo ??" ask Mommy

Brenda explains everything about her intention to end her life, until Gun Woo comes to save her life .

Mami Brenda is shocked to death to hear Brenda's confession to end her life.

"Son.whatever we'll do. please.don't say it again if you're going to end your life.." said Dad.

"But the proof is that I was saved by Gun Woo" Brenda said.

"Yes We already believe.. have rest again.let mami and father accompany you to sleep tonight." said Father.

"Well, I'm tired too." said Brenda.

***** The next day...

Brenda opened her eyes, looking around her. It turns out that Mami and Dad have been awake since.

Brenda immediately woke up and cleaned her body. Finish shower... Brenda walked back the street on the balcony of the room.

"Is what I had last night just Gun Woo's dream ???" brenda asked herself.

"If it's true, it must be the most beautiful dream I've ever had." Brenda said with a smile.

Brenda douk on the Balcony sofa while looking at the clear stretch of sky that day.

"Good morning Miss Brenda has woken up. This is Miss' breakfast... The big madam and the big lord were going home, to see the state of the house." Bik Sari.

"Yeah... Just put it in here bik. and sit here with me.." said Brenda.

"Well Miss Brenda." said Bik Sari.

"Bik... last night it all felt very real. when I was just dreaming.how could yaa.. this makes me curious.." said Brenda.

"Yaa.Namannya dream Non. could be because Miss Brenda really misses him" said Bik Sari.

Brenda again tried to remember what happened last night to her..

"What's Miss Brenda doing ???" ask Bik Sari

Brenda's looking for something in the dirty laundry basket.

"What are you looking for Miss Brenda, let me do it." said Bik Sari.

"It should be. If last night was just my dream... The skirt I was wearing last night shouldn't have been torn.!!" brenda

Then Brenda found the skirt she was wearing last night, and how surprised they were both.

"God... I guessed it.." said Brenda as she returned to shed tears.

"Non.. Miss Brenda..who knows it's because of something else.." said Bik Sari still can't digest what Brenda said.

"Come here if the aunt still does not believe." said Brenda while walking towards the balcony fence where Brenda's skirt was stuck.

"See !!! " Brenda shows a torn Brenda Skirt stuck on the balcony railing.

"Gosh... So last night... Then what ?? what did Mr Gun Woo say Miss ??" ask bik sari

"Gun Woo asked me to forget about it and move on with my life." Brenda said as she began to sob.

"Miss..maybe it's really the best for both of you." said Bik Sari who joined in crying.

Brenda wiped her tears...

"Have bik.. I will try it. bibik can go. I want to be alone.." said Brenda.

"Well Miss. if there is anything you want miss to say. just say it. don't be pendam" said bik Sari.

Bik Sari also passed out of the room.

After that day....

Brenda spent a lot of time just staying in her room... Closing herself to meet other people, even to eat Brenda chose to eat in the room.

Brenda still can't forget everything.His life is grim after the departure of Gun Woo...

The color of the world became black and white and ash for Brenda... No more smiles.

Life Brenda has changed 360° .

Brenda rarely talks to other people..

his heart was dead, only his body was waiting to die.

Mami, Father and Bik Sari are devastated by Brenda's current situation...

Mami often cried bitterly to see what her daughter now had to experience..

Brenda still cries a lot.. At first Brenda always cried in the corner of her room with one sleep lamp accompanying her, but was once caught by her mother, and it made her mother more sad..

Because I feel more guilty...

Finally, Brenda chose to cry in the closet with her face covered with pillows, making no one hear her.

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