God, I Don't Want to Be an Old Virgin

A life that was never fair

Brenda and Kai immediately left the empty building. Brenda pecked, her tears flowing into silence.

" Why is he that bad to me ? Maybe if he didn't do that, I'd be happy with Gun Woo" Brenda thought.

"Why do I always get in trouble, I just want to live happily with Frisya at first, but this reality is really." Brenda said in her heart was not out of thought.

Arrive arrive..

"Kai, stop the car" said Brenda.

"What happened ?" ask Kai

"You can continue the journey, I'll come down" Brenda said.

"Where are you going ? why get down here ?" ask Kai.

"Don't worry, you've gone" Brenda said as she moved down.

Kai gets out of his car following Brenda.

"Say where are you going ?" ask Kai with a face.

"There's something I need to finish" Brenda said.

"What ?" ask Kai

Tears are back.

"I spent so much time that my old wounds would heal and I would move on with my life, but today.the wound is re-scratched so deeply, please leave me alone.. " brenda said as she began walking away from Kai.

Kai understood what Brenda said, but it was not right for Kai to leave a woman in such a deserted street place.

Slowly Kai followed Brenda walking a considerable distance..

"Is this how you heal wounds, " thought Kai.

Brenda and Kai had been walking for about 1 hour. Kai's legs, which had been seriously injured while dancing, started to feel pain.

"Brenda !! You've been walking long enough, don't your legs hurt ?" ask Kai.

Heard from a distance.

"Why are you following me ?" ask Brenda

"I can't leave you alone" said Kai.

Brenda did not answer.

"Hi, at least use footwear, your feet can hurt, it's very hot" said Kai.

"Let me alone I'll vent this, if I shut up I'm afraid I'll go crazy like that." Brenda said.

"We can talk, this is not the right way" said Kai.

"You go home and have someone pick you up, I'll go to my Mommy's house" Brenda said.

"Brenda... !!! " call Kai again.

Brenda didn't bully him.

" Even after walking far enough away I felt no pain or fatigue" Brenda said.

" I'm going home, Mami and Mom were right, maybe after I knew Frisya's story, I should have retreated, so as not to fall many more victims." Brenda said.

Brenda recalled the time she had spent with Frisya this year.

"Am I someone you deserve to betray ? can't you say it without more lies like this. It hurts too much " said Brenda as she continued walking.

"Is this enough" Brenda told herself.

Arrive arrive...

"Brenda." said someone who was none other than Frisya.

"Sir... What are you doing, why are you walking like this ? You tortured yourself ", said Frisya.

" Isn't this better than being betrayed by someone you love ?" ask Brenda

Brenda is still walking. Frisya went down and stopped Brenda's steps.

"Mas will say everything as well as the reason you do this, this is not what you imagine" said Frisya.

"Not like you imagined ?" ask Brenda

"Do you know Fris, how I feel when... (Sighs) When I found my loved ones bathed in blood right before my eyes" Brenda said.

"Do you, I even lost my mind and became someone else, feeling played by myself." said Brenda

"Do you understand that ??" ask Brenda

"Unfortunately, surely people like you will never understand" Brenda said.

Brenda continues her journey.

"Are you unconscious." said Frisya in a slightly raised tone.

Brenda is not flinching.

"DO YOU NOT REALIZE THAT I AM YOUR HUSBAND !!!! " Shouted Frisya.

"How can you treat your husband like this for the sake of your dead ex.

Brenda stopped her steps.

"I know you're my husband, but I'm not sure" Brenda said as she passed.

Deg !

Deg !!

" You're too much Brenda" said Frisya, shedding tears.

" Stop your crocodile tears... I'm going to go to my mom's house, don't follow me. I need time for myself." Brenda said.

"You're really gonna leave this mas of yours ?" ask Frisya

Brenda did not answer and ran a little so as not to hear Frisya's words anymore.

Brenda felt life was unfair to her.

"If indeed I am not destined to be happy living with someone, can't I live with pleasure like before" said Brenda.

"I miss my past life.. I want to laugh again, happy, " said Brenda.

A few hours later Brenda arrived at a bus stop. Brenda's sitting there...

Brenda saw his feet.

Brenda smiles.

" It's worth my feet to hurt, it seems I've been too far walking." said Brenda looking at her feet that began to bleed from walking barefoot.

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