God, I Don't Want to Be an Old Virgin

The Difficult Times of Brenda I

"Brenda's brain is willing to respond, hopefully he will soon be aware" said Sadid doctor.

"Thank you, you've helped a lot... Gun Woo must be very proud to have a father like you" Brenda's father said

"Ah. do not hesitate, if the woman does not exist we must have become one family" said Gun Woo's father.

12 Hours later Brenda awoke from her long slumber.

"Mommy.. oh. dizzy.." said Brenda.

"Loh, son, are you conscious ???" mami said

"Doctor.. doctor" said Dad called the doctor to check on Brenda.

Doctor Sadid immediately examined Brenda's condition carefully.

"Hi Brenda.. Do you remember me ??" ask doctor Sadid.

"Sadid brother ??" ask Brenda.

"Is there anything you remember from earlier ???" ask Dr. Sadid again.

"i don't remember much, but my eyes were painful." said Brenda.

"Well, I think Brenda just needs to rest, a few more days must be home." said Dr. Sadid.

Brenda actually clearly remembered what she had experienced a while ago.

It's just that, when he was in a coma he had heard too much Mami and her father crying, too, even Bik Sari also came and cried bitterly beside him while in reality Brenda was still unable to accept the bitter reality of what happened to Gun woo, which made him reluctant to wake up.

"Son..you rest first yes.mami outside you take food for you." said Mami.

Brenda just nodded.

Brenda tried to walk for a while inside her ward, as she approached the door she again saw her mother crying.

"Well...what should we say, if Brenda asks again about Gun Woo ??" ask Mami.

"That's why I'm also confused.I can't imagine it.." said Dad, join the tears.

"Hm. You've been crying too much because of me.. I promise you, I will never cry in front of you again" Brenda said

Brenda went back up to her bed.

"Son.. Brenda.. This is eating yuk dear.. Mami bribe.." said mami

" I will not eat hungry myself." said Brenda.

Brenda ate voraciously, making her mother astonished.

"Darling slowly." said mami.

"I'm done" said Brenda.

"Brenda darling... "

"Yes, i..."

"about Gun Woo.." said mami cut off.

"It's mii. I'm fine." said Brenda.

Doctor Sadid came to check on Brenda.

"What are you feeling today Bren ??" ask doctor Sadid.

"Very good brother." said Brenda

"If until tomorrow there are no complaints, you can go home Brend." said doctor Sadid

"yes, thank you, brother." said Brenda

"Good girl.. immediately healthy.. if you linger long here, can you will fall in love with me again.." said doctor Sadid.

Mami is shocked to hear the words of doctor Sadid did not expect if they ever had a close relationship.

"Even since I first woke up and saw you again, I've fallen in love with you again" Brenda said

"Jeez.. It seems like you are already well" said Dr. Sadid.

"How do you know brother." said Brenda

"Yes.it's joking you're starting to go too far Brenda.." said Doctor Sadid chuckled.

"Thank you for comforting me. You're still the good sister you used to be." said Brenda.

"You must live well and be happy Brenda.. God will not give trials beyond the ability of his people" said Doctor Sadid makes Brenda creeps.

"Yes, my good brother, thank u.." said Brenda.

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The next day...

"Am I allowed to go home ??" ask Brenda

"Yes, of course, because your condition is getting better." said Dr. Sadid.

"Alright if so, I will take care of your return, son. let mami just make Sari who is in order" said Father.

"Yes, thank you" said Brenda.

Mami Brenda was astonished, how could her son be this loud.

Brenda looked very cheerful as before.

I don't know until when Brenda was able to survive in the purities of her heart.

**** brenda arrived home.

When he first entered the house, Brenda seemed to feel a different aura.

Every step of his foot felt something.

Brenda sat on the living room couch. He looked as if all the memories of Gun Woo rose up and were going on all their togetherness, the laughter of the two of them...

Brenda's breathing began to tight, eyes began to glaze glass. The sofa that Brenda was sitting on now was exactly where Brenda used to hang out with Gun Woo, who was in her usual place, he looked as if Gun Woo was actually sitting next to him and asked him to speak.

But when Brenda was about to answer him, everything just disappeared. Brenda realized that it was just a hallucination. Brenda was disappointed and then went running towards her room.

He locked his room and cried.

"I can't lie to my feelings" cried Brenda.

From outside the room...

"Brenda.. You ain't papa son ???" ask Mami.

Brenda was shocked to wipe away her tears.

"Im okay mommy." brenda cheerful.

"Alright. you rest first yes. mami want to boil your medicine was forgetfulness.." said mami.

"iya mi. heart of heart" said Brenda.

A few seconds later.

" Miss Brenda. bik sari pamit to the market first yaa... Miss Brenda is the same big master in the house... sir is in her room, what do I need to call to accompany Miss ??" ask bik sari.

"Go bik, no need to call dad, he's tired.let me rest too.heart ya.." said Brenda.

"Well miss." said Bik Sari

*** Brenda Room

"I have to do something. Yeah I have to know what really happened, and how Gun Woo left me" Brenda said.

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