God, I Don't Want to Be an Old Virgin
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The next day...
Brenda tries to come to terms with herself, trying to accept reality even if it's out of her mind.
Brenda returned to her daily activities, Wake up early, Group Hockey, Go home and sleep...
Wake up in the morning, Hockey Group, Go home and sleep..
Like that thing Brenda does every day, there are no friends, no lovers and still no colors.
Sometimes Brenda sat at the bus stop alone sitting for hours looking at the faces of the people around her,
"They don't have a lot of money, but they have a lot of happiness" Brenda said, shedding tears.
"I'm getting tired of living... Maybe happiness doesn't want to come to me anymore, haha (laughing crisply) or maybe my heart is broken, so I can't frown on Love or happiness" said Brenda
"I promised to live well even without you, but it seems like my heart was dead and buried with you that day" Brenda said.
Arrive arrive...
"Sorry Miss. Why are you crying ?? is there anything I can help you with??" ask someone.
"Ah, it's okay sir, I'm just a little tired" Brenda said.
"I can take you home Miss" said the man.
"All right." said Brenda
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In car...
Brenda kept silent not saying a word.
The man is Deheming...
"Emmm.. Missy.. Introduce me Judge, what's your name Miss ?" ask the judge
"Brend... My name is Brenda." said Brenda
"Life is hard, Miss. But if you can make it easier, why not ??" said Judge.
"You mean ??" ask Brenda
"Well, still don't know the jargon ??" ask Judge.
"What ?? what jargon ??" ask Brenda
"That's Miss, jargon belonging to a famous motivator named Nina Syafilah." said Hakim while showing a photo of Nina.
"Hm... What's so great ??" ask Brenda.
"She is very great, miss.many feel helped by the motivation given by Nina Syafilah, many feel her life is now more excited after hearing the motivation from her" said Judge.
"Hm.. I see.. so ??" ask Brenda
"I just knew you Miss, but I see you as someone who has no hope... Am I wrong ??" ask Judge.
"Hm. is not entirely wrong." said Brenda
"I'm actually a promoter of Nina Syafilah, so I'm proud to present a free ticket for you to join and get motivated by Nina Syafilah" Hakim said.
"All right, I can arrange, sir please stop at the house" said Brenda.
"This is your house ??" ask Judge.
"Same as Miss. Asalamu'alaikum." said the judge.
The judge left ..
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Brenda's Room..
"Hah. kek Boy, I teach Nina Syafilah.. (suddenly startled by his own words) I just said what the hell." said Brenda felt that saying the word just now was not her.
Brenda sat down for a moment on the edge of her bed, and immediately went to take a shower.
Brenda soaked for quite a while, and then went to sleep.
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The next day...
Brenda woke up, as usual she immediately went to take a bath and immediately prepared to go to the Hockey Group.
"Brenda.. Breakfast son ??" said Mami.
"Yes Ummi. (surprised again by what he said) What I just said." said Brenda increasingly confused.
"Why Bren ?? " ask Mommy
"Mommy, actually my mom realized that there's something strange about me ??" ask Brenda
"What do you mean Brenda ??" ask Mommy
"Brenda felt since yesterday arrived Brenda became someone else.. Is Brenda affected by jin ya Mi interference. like possession that." said Brenda
"Hissh, don't take mami ah." said Mami.
"Hm. ya dah Brenda go to work first. see u mami.." said Brenda.
"See u nak. have not thought that is not yes." said Mami.
"Yes, mii." said Brenda passed.
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Group Hockey Company.
Brenda entered her office..
"Hmm.. I seem to be too tired with everything.I might need a vacation." thought Brenda inwardly.
Brenda spent another 1 Day, a day she thought was boring. Brenda came home at 5pm, immediately went to her room and cleaned her body, to get some rest and skip dinner.
"Ahh.. finally can fall, very tired today." said Brenda while closing her eyes.
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"Why are you still here ?? Aren't you tired of your miserable life?? Already, go and follow your lover.I will continue everything.just end your life.." .....
"Who are you... ??? where are you ?? Haiii.... Come out !!!" ....
"Why ?? are you curious about me ?? Haha... I'm Nina Syafilah, and you're Brenda. Just end your life, it's over.."
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Brenda woke up and opened her eyes, looking around,
"who he was." said Brenda.
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