God, I Don't Want to Be an Old Virgin
Ayooo !!! Bangkittt !!!!
A few days later after Brenda visits the GW Company, Brenda often keeps silent looking up at the sky..
"If you were that star... Did you see me here Gun Woo ??" ask Brenda.
"If you see me here yourself, why don't you come down for a second." said Brenda.
Moments later the wind blew quite hard on Brenda's body.
The sky began to cover the scattered star..
" It looks like it's going to rain soon.bye baby..tomorrow I'll meet your father.and say your last words to your father.." said Brenda.
Brenda smiled and did a kiss bye on the stars in the sky.
*****The next day, Brenda has contacted Gun Woo's father, they will have lunch together.
By lunchtime Brenda was already preparing to wait for Gun Woo's father to arrive.
"Brenda ??" said Gun Woo's father
"Dad?? please sit down. I've ordered dad's favorite food." said Brenda
"Well, I still remember my favorite food." said Gun Woo's father.
"of course.. Gun Woo always reminds me of what my dad likes" Brenda said.
"Thank you son." said Gun Woo's father.
"Dad, actually, there's something Brenda wants to say." said Brenda.
"Say.. Do you need dad's help ??" ask Gun Woo's dad
"No. It's not about Gun Woo." said Brenda.
"What's up ??"
"Dad, actually, before Gun Woo died, Gun Woo said something to Dad." said Brenda.
"For me ??" ask Dad
"Yes... Gun Woo said he was very proud to have a father like you." said Brenda.
Gun Woo's father, who was eating voraciously, stopped immediately, threw his face away and rubbed his eyes.
"Is dad sad ??" ask Brenda
"Ah no.. haaahh. (sighs ) The boy is indeed a very sweet child since childhood." said Gun Woo's father.
"You're very lucky to have a son like Gun Woo." said Brenda
" Kiddo.. Can I ask you a question ??" ask Gun Woo's dad
"What is yah ??" ask Brenda
"Have you thought about how you got on with your life ??" ask Gun Woo's dad
Brenda took a long breath...
" It may take a long time to heal this wound, but Brenda will try to move on with Brenda's life" Brenda said .
"Good.you must have a purpose in life, son...."
"True dad." said Brenda.
"OK son. sorry I was a little rushed, I have to return to the meeting immediately." said Gun Woo's father.
"Alright .. hearted father on the road. always healthy and happy.." said Brenda.
"You too, and thank you for saying that. I'm so happy.." said Gun Woo's father.
Gun Woo's father passes, before long Brenda also Rushes back to the Group Hockey Company.
****
Today is exactly 1 year of Gun Woo's departure... Brenda had looked as usual even she was very cheerful, without anyone realizing if silent in the dark the night Brenda always cried bitterly in the closet, by immersing her face in the pillow, Brenda, no one knows his sadness.
"Darling... I am tired. This wound is like getting deeper when I cry alone here." said Brenda.
"I even lost the color of my world." said Brenda
Then Brenda came out of the closet and sat in the corner of the room with a sleeping lamp accompanying her, she played music, which she thought fit her mood...
🎶
I am sure I stand up
In the void without edges
May I
Hear you
🎶
Buried in emotion
Can't hide
Me and my breath
Missed you
🎶
My worst here
Teraniyaya deserted
And I know for sure
🎶
In my life
My solitude
🎶
Remembering me remembered
On your promise I am bound
For a moment I stood up
I did it with all my heart
Caring I care
🎶
Day and night change
My sadness means nothing
If you are the heart
You are the heart
🎶
This is what you want
Is this really your path
It is only you that I am aiming for
Hold tight my hand
Guide my footsteps
I'm missing direction
Without your presence.. ( Letto, Heart Backrest ) 🎶.
******
The next day...
"Mommy." said Brenda at breakfast.
"Yes Bren??" ask Mommy
"May ask me something." said Brenda
"By .." said Mami briefly.
" Where is Gun Woo buried ??" ask Brenda
"Huh ??? Why bren ?? tumben you ask that.." said Mami.
"Yes... Brenda has never been there... Brenda wants to go there." said Brenda.
"But you're okay, aren't you ??" ask Mommy
"Sure, I'm fine." said Brenda.
"Alright, Gun Woo is buried in TPU Cottage Love" said mami.
"alright.. Brenda will be there soon." said Brenda.
"Be careful, son." said Dad..
"Definitely father.. bye mami. bye father." said Brenda.
Brenda immediately drove her car to TPU Cinta Cottage.
45 Minutes later Brenda arrived.
He soon searches for where Gun Woo is buried...
10 Minutes later Brenda found him, with a photo of Brenda attached to his grave.
"Gun Woo's.... (Want to cry) Hi baby. I'm sorry I just got here.." said Brenda.
"How are you doing in there. Is that right ??" ask Brenda again.
"I didn't think I'd be able to come here at first.."
"However, I am tired of this situation.it is very dark and black.." said Brenda as she shed tears.
"I'll never be able to forget you, but I have to get back on with my life.."
"I'll come here often.I'll be as happy as you want me to be." said Brenda.
Then, Brenda prayed for a long time there, and immediately returned to her car and left.
Brenda returns home and immediately cleans up all of Gun Woo's memories, giving them to people in need.
"Son.you're sure." said Dad.
"Yakin well. Brenda's life will soon Brenda began to return." said Brenda.
Brenda's father smiled at the change of his daughter.
*********
