God, I Don't Want to Be an Old Virgin

Start to Realize His Presence.

"Brenda ?? nakk open the door.. You don't papa ??" ask Mommy at the door.

Brenda rushed to open the door.

"Mommy." said Brenda while hugging her.

"You why Brenda ??" ask Mommy

"Brenda's nightmare mi.. Nina Shafilah it appears, she says if Brenda just leave, she says Brenda's life is sad, she says.." said Brenda as she shed tears, there was anxiety on her face.

"Son... Mami does not know what really happened, but it is true sometimes you seem to be someone else named Nina Syafilah it" said mami.

"Then what should we do.. Brenda's scared.." said Brenda.

"let's consult a psychiatrist, how ??" ask Mami.

"Brenda is not crazy right mi. " said Brenda panicked.

"Son't kid.no, we're just having a consultation, okay." said mom to calm Brenda down.

"All right" said Brenda.

"Yes already... Now you go back to sleep, it's still at 3 am, do you need your mother to sleep here ??" ask Mami.

"Yes mi. temenin Brenda yes... Brenda's still scared." said Brenda.

Finally, Mami and Brenda went in and went back to sleep.

A while later Brenda glanced at her Mami, it turned out that her Mommy had fallen asleep, it was worth it was still at 3 am.

Brenda tried to close her eyes again. But her heart churned back to thinking if she was going crazy, even mom said that sometimes Brenda really became Nina Syafilah.

"This is not true. !!! why should I, I even just mengikhlaskan Gun Woo even though my heart can not be healed, even now I experience this. this is not fair ." brenda said softly as she wiped away her tears and grabbed her own hair.

1 hour later after crying, Brenda fell asleep in her tears.

******

Her morning...

"Loh Brenda has woken up. Tumben really.." said Mami.

As she was about to step away from Brenda's room, she saw Nina Shafilah's clothes at the end of the bed.

"astaga !!! Just last night in the talk he showed up this morning." said Mami Brenda goosebumps.

"What should I do God ???" mami said

Someone was about to get out of the bathroom, Mami hid .. wanted to know exactly how Brenda/Nina behaved when no one else.

"Euummh.. seger really, really wonder, I just woke up from my long sleep, hihihi. ah Nina can aja you umm." said Nina .

"Goddessa Nina Shafilah you are beautiful, how this beauty can be seen by others besides your future husband, hahaha Barakallah cute myself this." said Nina

"Geez, Brenda will be so embarrassed when she finds out that her other self is tacky like this." said Mami softly.

"Okay..this is you who are extraordinary, Alright.. now I am ready to fill the event apaaaaaa aja, as long as in the path of Allah.. ahem. funny you ukhtiiiiiii.." hahaa..

"It's not very clear this Nina Syafilah." thought the mother who was still hiding.

"alright.. Life Is Hard, But If it can be made Easy Why Tiidaakk ! " said Nina trying to say the thing that became her habit when she was in a motivational event.

Then out of the room and look for the Umminya.

"Ummi. ummi." said Nina.

"loh, didn't ummi sleep with you last night Nina ??" ask Dad

Nina tries to remember something, but she doesn't remember.

"I don't know Abi.. Nina kalo sleeping brim so do not know deh." said Nina

"Yes, we had breakfast Bren's bread." said Dad.

"Bren ??? You mean Abi Brenda ??" ask Nina Syafilah

"What the hell is Brend gaunah yell, Daddy is horrified." said Dad.

"Pig !!!! Anna Nina Syafilah Abi's son, how could Abi mention Brenda's name so many times Nina did not like !! " said Nina shouting

"Brenda !! how dare we now yell at Dad !!" dad said he didn't think it out.

Mami who had just finished tidying up Nina Syafilah's room immediately came down to hear there was a quarrel below.

"That's just common sense you're Bren, you're pretentious to be someone else, unfortunately I don't believe it." said Dad.

"Already have... Where are you going, Nina ??" said Mami.

"Nina wants to leave here, Nina is not appreciated by Abi" Nina said.

"Nak realized, even you will never be able to be rude to your father all this time" said Mami.

"it's because of Abi himself, don't blame Nina !! Brenda is not Nina and Nina Syafilah is not familiar with Brenda !!! until here understand !! Nina go first, Asalamu'alaikum." said Nina as she passed away.

"Dad...... Your son is going through something difficult to understand, why even argue with him." said Mami.

"Dad thought it was Brenda's wits... I don't know if I'll be snapped like this." said Dad sadly.

"Don't be sad, it's not Brenda.. Brenda won't be able to do that to us" Mami said.

"Really ??" ask Dad

"Surely, we know and raised Brenda well" said Mami pacifying father.

******

Nina Syafilah went to the XURTV office because there was a show she had to fill today.

"Assalamualaikum wr, aki.." Nina told the judge.

The judge who was busy working stared straight at the direction of the voice.

"WaalaiKumsalam Ninaa ??? Where have you been ?? why did it just show up." said the judge.

"Yee, aki. only yesterday also did not meet can just say that." said Nina.

"What ?? just yesterday" asked the judge

"Yes. .. am I wrong ??" ask Nina.

"Hi ukhti see now what date is it ??" ask Judge.

Nina looked at her phone, a lot of messages and missed calls.

"Many are disappointed that you did not attend" the judge said.

Nina is surprised because she is now in 2 weeks from the date of her show schedule and she does not understand how this can be but she is tickled.

"Haha yes aki sorry I am sick Akhi so I did not pay attention to my phone" said Nina.

"really ?? Well I will make a news article so that fans are not disappointed in your absence at that time" said the judge.

"Thank you Aki... "

"Now you wait in front first, I will be there soon" said the judge.

"Well." said Nina.

A few moments later....

"It's over to see the feedback from the community" said the judge

The Judge's mobile voice rang...

"Yes sir, can I help you ?? Ohh yaa. can. can. yes I asked you first sir.. Thanks." said the judge.

"What's up ??" ask Nina.

"This is the head of XURTV asking me to make you your own television program, and it should be able to broadcast starting next week" said Hakim.

"Hm. how yaaa.." said Nina.

"Are you ready ??" ask Judge.

"all right I'm ready for aki." said Nina excitedly.

Nina was very happy with the good news that the Judge delivered, the Judge slowly looked at Nina.

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"Astagfirullah Kim. You must not look at what is not your mahram like that, be aware... Nina is indeed very beautiful." said the Judge in his heart.

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