God, I Don't Want to Be an Old Virgin

Can't really

In the past, I have often heard...

Life is a choice, though,

but. but why can't I.

make you, to stay with me, to,

Why does this step actually take you away ?

****

Flashback, a week after Brenda's visit to Frisya.

"Excuse me... Pos... " said someone postman.

"Who are you from ?" Ask bik Sari.

"The office of religious affairs ma'am" said the postman.

"Jeez, what happened." said bik Sari lirih.

"Please sign here... " Say the postal sir

"Thank you sir. " said Bik Sari.

***

After that make Sari directly into the house, looking for Brenda.

"Miss Brenda... Miss, where's ?" ask bik Sari.

"I just finished my job, what's up ?" ask Brenda who just came out of her study.

"There is a mail package delivery. " said bik Sari.

" really ? from whom ?" ask Brenda.

Bik sari was silent, not daring to answer.

Brenda started opening the letter.

" Office of religious affairs ? " said Brenda in shock.

Brenda ripped the envelope and read it immediately.

"Divorce from Frisya mas ??" brenda said softly, her body staggered and fell to the floor.

" Miss Brenda, are you okay, miss ?" bik Sari is hysterical.

Brenda took a long breath.

"Sir, I will be gone for a while" Brenda said as she stood back up after a while trying to gather her strength.

Brenda drove her car at a moderate speed. He felt that this would get worse if he could not control his emotions.

Moments later, Brenda waits for Frisya to come out.

" Why come here again ?" asked Frisya in a cold tone.

" At least sit down first" said Brenda.

"Eat something, I bring your favorite food" Brenda said.

Frisya tasted the food brought by Brenda, after finishing eating...

" Gold, there was a post coming up with this, I don't understand..what exactly does this mean mas ?" brenda said, handing over the divorce papers.

"Brenda, I've been thinking about this, there's no point in us being together, you and I don't seem to be a match." Frisya said.

"What do you know about a soul mate ?" brenda said firmly.

Frisya...

" Brenda's... Forget about me !" frisya.

Brenda was silent..

My heart feels like it's being violently slammed, here even I'm being betrayed, but, why did he decide everything... "

Brenda's heart raging*.

" Why silence ? " ask Frisya

"If you keep quiet, I'll just go" said Frisya.

"What kind of thoughts are in your head Fris. when you betray me, but it is you who ends me" said Brenda.

"Did you not love me anymore ? Why did you do this so easily to me ?" brenda Protest.

" I'm sorry Brenda, actually... I still have other women besides you" said Frisya.

" No way, that must be just your excuse, right ?" brenda asked in disbelief.

" You can find her own year, you remember Deborah ? when I divorced, she was pregnant at the time" Frisya said.

" I found out too late" said Frisya

" Isn't he now Rama's lover ?" ask Brenda

" I can do anything Bren, that's why after my divorce with Deborah. He never called you again ", said Frisya.

" You mean Fris.you fooled me, I hate you." said Brenda as she ran away..

Brenda immediately drove her car at high speed towards Rama's house.

After arriving, Brenda immediately kicked through the door of Rama's house hard.

The shock made the people in the house shocked.

"Miss Brenda ?" said Deborah who at that time was really holding a child.

Her chest feels tight.

" Tell me, is this really Frisya's son ?" ask Brenda.

"Ah Miss, that's." said Deborah.

" It's true... Oh my gosh, so this is the reality . " said Brenda

Deborah sat down and hugged Brenda's leg.

" I'm sorry Miss Brenda, when Frisya was drunk and we did, I really didn't mean it like this" Deborah said.

" Yes, well I understand, apparently I'm just overconfident if Frisya really loves me" Brenda said.

" I'm gone. Sorry to startle you." said Brenda.

Brenda's coming home soon.

After arriving at the house Brenda immediately took a bath to soak her body that felt very tired with this situation.

After a while, Brenda again looked at the divorce papers filed by her husband..

" You know Fris... We are a do'a that was once embraced by the universe and then erased by a divorce." Brenda said.

" Do I have to sign this now ?" brenda asked herself.

" You're actually a good man, unfortunately, ambition and love are thinly different" Brenda said.

" Maybe the reason you haven't touched me yet, may be because you started to love Deborah, or you started to love your child.. "

" Well I'm going to start trying to stop loving you, because loving you alone is crazy" Brenda said.

Eventually Brenda starts contacting her lawyer and asks him to move all of her assets as well as her divorce.

"You sure you're going to divorce madam ?" ask Brenda's lawyer Mr. Dang.

" Yes Mr. Dang... The longer it lasts instead of the better, it will make me more injured." said Brenda.

" Alright, you do not need to come for mediation if you do not want to attend" said Mr. Dang.

Brenda nodded.