Give me back my happiness

Tranquilize

In the afternoon before the office break, Hania was in Gaka's room. The woman arranged the food that had been brought from home. Even though it was in one room, the situation was created quite quiet.

Gaka is focused on his work. That's how the man if he was busy checking office files, anything in front of him would be ignored. Including Hania, but the wife had also memorized Gaka, so, she did not want to disturb either.

"Huh ...." There was a long breath of Gaka. The man raised both hands up to stretch the muscles that felt stiff.

"Kek son of a bitch is a person who has been trusted but even a stab from behind," he said sounding a tone of anger that tried to be muted.

"What, Mas?" ask Hania who is less clear with the sentence Gaka.

"In the financial section there are office taxes. ***! That's pretty good, too, the nominal." Gaka got up close to Hania. Dropped himself on the right side of his wife.

"The fighting is reduced, Mas, not good at horrifying. Not the one who said it, the one who was horrified also participated in the splash of his sin."

"It's just a splash, don't get wet." Gaka smiled.

Hania pinched Gaka's arm. "You are, Mas, always have been."

"Yes yes, but the cake is incomplete if my life does not curse."

"You're not the old Satrya Higaka, Mas. Now you are Hania's Satrya Higaka trying to change well. Start changing from the little things. If you can not swear, replace the swear word with bismillah reading."

"Huh? The time of corruption people read bismilah?" Gaka cringing.

Hania laughs. "It's hard to talk to you. Maybe it's laper, so it's less consistent. Yuk, eat first."

"Asik nih eat the wife's cooking continues," said Gaka. "Gue until bosen eat mulu' restaurant food'. One meal can pay a million more."

"The waste, Mas. Cook yourself more sparingly, so much not until two hundred thousand." Hania began to pick up side dishes.

"Eat with it." Gaka's eyes watch out for Hania's movement to take food. "Why not make that?" He pointed to one container containing mendoan.

"This let me eat. I miss my mom again, so make mendoan. You do not remember the first time you came to the shop mendoan selling mother, you said not the level of mendoan eating, already like food containing poison. So let me eat."

Checkmate, Gaka rubbed his nape. He forgot to remember, but all this time he had rarely even eaten like that.

"That was, now it's different. I want to try it. Whatever you do, it's delicious. Because what?"

"What?"

"Lo's color must have made it so soulful."

"Two of the most outstanding of you, Mas. Crouching and mugging."

"Ha ha ...." Gaka laughs. Then they started filling their stomachs.

The food was not toilet, but Gaka's phone rang aloud. The man read who the caller was, his eyeballs twisting upwards in a careless manner. "Gea" he said.

"Disturb me anyway" annoyed Gaka. Gea Gea! Lately it seems to be a very annoying scourge for Gaka.

How not, almost every time the woman always interfered with her time with Hania.

"Why?"

'Hello, Nak Gaka, this is Auntie. Can you please come to the hospital? Gea now hysterically knows she's paralyzed. Aunty is very worried about the condition of Gea, please come here. Please calm down Gea, only you can.' I heard Gina crying and worried.

"Can't stop gini. No more important work that can not be left."

'Geez, son, Aunt please.'

"Mas, there's still time for us to get there. Let's go see Gea. He must have been really bad."

Gaka took a rough breath and rubbed his face. He tried to resist, but instead Hania again persuaded him.

•

In the hospital. From outside the room Gea could indeed be heard the sound of crying quite loud. Gaka and Hania immediately went inside. Gea was struggling in her mother's arms. It was seen that Mother Gina was holding Gea's hand so as not to beat her own thighs and legs.

"Ge, astagfirullah .. calm down, Ge, patient." Hania approached and hugged Gea from the other side.

"I just found out that I've been paralyzed for a long time, Han! Not only is my face broken, but why should my legs be broken too! I can't walk and I'll be an undead person who can just lie down and sit in a wheelchair. God is unfair. Not fair at all!" jean screams with a cry.

"God is Most Fair, Ge. Allah does not give misfortune beyond the limits of his people's ability. Patience, Ge. Behind what happens, there is wisdom to be taken."

"What wisdom can I take away from this, Han? If this were to happen to you, would you still be able to be calm?! Is this what you say is fair? Where is the fair? Where's where?" shout Gea.

"Ge, enough! Calm yourself. If you like it makes things worse, you" said Gaka.

"God?" Gea switched direction on Gaka. "Gue can't walk, I'm paralyzed, Ka. I'm paralyzed. How can I calm down, huh? How can I calm down? You don't understand what I'm going through. Everyone says I need to calm down, how can I calm down?" Gea sobbing poo.

"If it takes a long time to heal, but there is hope you can walk again" said Gaka.

"Old, Ka. Very long. What if I could just sit in a wheelchair. Yesterday I still had the confidence that you still want to stay with me. But now, my situation is like this, can you still survive me? I'm just gonna be a burden. My life was not as perfect as it used to be. My life is even so awful." Gea covered her face with her palm. The crying that had already started did not stop. The more sounding bitter and heartbreaking.

Hania who was standing by his side was crying. Imagine if Gea's fate happened to him, maybe he would be very sad. He glanced at Gaka, gesturing for Gaka to come closer and hug Gea. Gaka shook his head, but Hania panned with a plea. Finally Gaka did.

When Gaka hugged Gea, Gea's cry came back. "Are you going to leave me after this, Ka? What after knowing I'm paralyzed, your love for me will also be paralyzed?" Gea looked at Gaka.

Gaka glanced at Hania, the woman nodded weakly.

"Gue doesn't leave you. And my love won't be paralyzed for you." Gaka said that to Gea, but his gaze met with Hania.

"Sat! I am helpless" Gaka said in his heart.