Give me back my happiness

Don't Limit Me Because I'm Not Limiting You, either

Happy weekend has arrived. Hania had been busy since dawn, but a selfish human named Gaka was still lulled in a beautiful dream even though the time marker had shown at eight in the morning.

The burly and athletic man was just squirming on the bed. How many times did Hania wake her, but Gaka did not.

"It's a holiday. I want to sleep as much as possible. Don't bother me" Gaka muttered many times.

"Sleeping in the morning is not healthy for the body. It's not like waking up first and taking a shower, already if you want to sleep again wait until eleven o'clock later," said Hania.

"Ah, baffle. It's diem!" Gaka put his index finger in front of his lips, giving the code for Hania to stop making a sound.

"Okay I'm diem. I'm going too. So it's up to you."

Hearing that Gaka peeked at Hania who was sitting at the dressing table. The woman was actually decorated.

Gaka jumped up. "Where are you going?" tanyanya rubbing eyes.

"Take a walk to Mama's boutique."

"Ck. What the hell, really, Mama made her own show." Gaka clucked.

"Catalin. You can't leave!"

"Why? I'm just going with Mama."

"Catalin."

"No way!"

"Catalin!"

"No!!!"

"Catalin Caesaroh!!!"

"No!!!"

Tok ... tok ...!

"Look! Hania! Mama can come in?" Vara's voice from outside the door.

"Yes, Ma," Hania replied walking towards the door.

Vara has put on a sad face. She stroked Hania's arm gently. "Darling, sorry, the streets have to be taken down. Papa's business partner died, we had to attend his funeral. Sorry yes," said Vara.

"Oh, not pa-pa, Ma. Not pa-pa. Hannah can walk alone."

"Eh, where are you going? Mama's afraid that you're going alone." Vara seemed to disagree.

"It's morning, Ma. Hania won't be so rough. Anyway, just want to play to the old boarding houses. Like the people there."

"It has to be between drivers, baby."

"Yes, Ma."

"Ck ck! He has trouble waking up. Lucky Mama has retired from Gaka. Mama's handing over the task to you, Han." Vara glanced at Gaka who was lying on his stomach on a mattress being rolled up with a thick bedcover. The middle-aged mother shook her head while chuckling.

"Do you know how to build him?" whispered Vara. "Siram pack water segayung. Hi hi ...."

Hania laughed funnyly with her mother-in-law.

"You're awake, Ma." Gaka.

"Kirain is still a slur. Bye, Mama's going. You'll be careful, yeah, Han."

"Yes, Ma. Mama and Papa were also careful," Hania replied.

Vara came out of the room, when she turned her head, Gaka was sitting again on the edge of the bed.

"Gue is anther lo."

"No, I can take the ojek."

"Why refuse, do you have a promise to the destitute man?" accuse Gaka.

Glek !

Gaka speechless. He forgot the promise, but Hania reminded him instead.

"I'm confused about you. You accuse me of making a pact with another man, even though you have a promise with another woman."

I know my status is your wife, Mas, but you can't limit me from being friends with anyone. Because I don't limit anything from you either. I'm not demanding anything from you."

Gaka was stunned to hear the words coming out of Hania's mouth. He was silent, unable to answer or argue. Even when Hania walked out of the room she couldn't prevent it either.

~

"A ten o'clock agreement, the datengnya at half twelve. Must've been molor!" scolded Gea when she opened the door and found Gaka standing there.

The man wearing a white shirt and a black hat charged forward and directly attacked Gea's lips. The impingement of his regret because it continues to ring the sentence spoken by Hania.

Duuk!!!

"Akh' shit!" gaka Umpat.

Gea pushes Gaka's body to the wall. "Lakuin slow down, Ka. It hurts!" his screeches. She rubbed her swollen lips as Gaka kissed her lips violently.

"Sorry, Ge." Gaka regained his senses and rubbed Gea's lips slowly. "Sorry" he said again.

"Lo why?! any more problems?" guess Gea. Togetherness has long been, he is very sorry with the attitude of Gaka who does have a high temperament.

"No. I am just depressed about my work. It's heavy," Gaka lied. He clasped Gea's hand and invited her to sit on the sofa.

"Gue thought there was more pressure from your nyokap lo." Gea pulled out his shoulder. "Do you want to take it off or just pull it off?" bargained for.

"Udah a few days my junior sleeps. Our cake we play first. You kudu mukasin me." Gaka smiled slantedly by blinking one eye.

"Fool." Gea smiled happily. "But don't kiss my lips. It still hurts."

"Lo's taking the game, baby. Lell you whatever you want."

Gea turned to sit on Gaka's lap. He began to feel the chest of Gaka's field down. His roar played around Gaka's ears and neck, until the man sighed in a closed position.

In a closed brow Gaka frowned. This touch and fragrance was not what he wanted. As vigorously as he focused for a peak of pleasure but his body still did not want it.

"Darling, why did you get it? Junior lo is also not as broad as usual," whispered Gea astonished.

"Damn it!" as if Gaka was upset. He pulled the hand of Gea perched above his junior. "Fuck you!"

"Ka, you why, anyway?"

"Sorry, I'm not focused." Gaka allowed his messy clothes. Then sit up straight. He also lowered Gea onto the side chair.

"Lo's weird," murmured Gea. He also confirmed his exposed blouse.

"Other times we'll do a hotter scene."

"Gue wants it now. I miss you, Ka."

"Gue more thoughts. We're just gonna relax. I want to sleep on your lap." The man had already positioned his head above Gea's thigh.

"Fool." Gea just sat quietly by playing a strand of Gaka's hair.

~

There is no special place to go. He was just sitting under a big tree in the city park. Killing time that feels saturating.

Netraanya beware to see the number of visitors to the park. Occasionally, they laugh when they see children playing ball.

His memory goes back to the past. Where he had felt that happiness when he was almost the same age as those children. Many beautiful agendas that you want to do if you are an adult. But fate no one knows. Now his fate is uncertain. Still grey.

At that night. The gentle touch and attention given, made him almost withered in the charm of a Gaka. He was afraid of being caught up in his own feelings. From the beginning, he knew that the man belonged to his best friend. For that his soul seemed to be swayed in the game of destiny.

He cupped his face with his palm. Ask God to change destiny. He wants to live life without anyone's shadow. He wanted to be free from the current weirdness.