Give me back my happiness

Expressing Feelings

"Fuckin' bad! You don't talk to me!" said Gaka. "I mean my heart's here because I'm ...." Gaka lowered his head, rubbing his neck in nervousness.

Akh'! In front of this innocent woman why she had to be this nervous just to reveal her feelings. Wasn't it before in a day he could say love even for five women at once.

'So sissy gini, anyway. Just saying my heart is starting to like you is really hard to say.'

"What color?" Hania noticed the tall man in front of her. Waiting for the next explanation.

He did not dare to guess anything, even now his heart was pounding incoherently. Actually he was afraid, afraid that until the end of the relationship Gea and Gaka really because of him.

"I don't have the same feelings as Gea. My heart doesn't want him anymore. I'm .. I don't know, my heart's starting to feel the same way."

Deg .. deg .. deg ....

Hania's body was about to relax, what was the fear of why it had really happened. But, after adjusting her breath, and calming down, Hania shook her head while smiling wryly.

"Don't mess with the heart, Mas. It's a feeling you can't play as you like. Gea has been with you for a long time, even if your relationship is too far away, you can't play him like this."

"Gue doesn't mess with my feelings either. Why am I like him if my heart doesn't want him anymore.

I know you won't believe that about my feelings, even I need time to believe that feeling. But after knowing your relationship with Abian, from that I am sure that my feelings are real for you.

I'm jealous of your past, I was angry when Abian ngajak you back it up. Even I was so angry and wanted to kill my sodara as soon as he asked me to divorce you." Gaka took a breath and threw it away slowly.

"Lo probably won't believe I like you the same not from yesterday, but from the beginning my body touched you. At that time I had started to feel something different, like admiring you, but at that time I was not sure. That's why I need time until I'm convinced by your feelings for Abian. I'm afraid you're turning him around."

Hania froze and could not say anything to reply to Gaka's words. And suddenly his cold palms warmed up, it turns out Gaka touched and grasped his hands.

"Lo my wife, am I wrong to fight halal for me? You said, if I want to hold your hand, I can't hold another woman's hand. And you said, if I want to touch you, I can't touch another woman.

I now want to hold your hand continuously, I want to touch you continuously. That's why I chose the Gea breakup. And want to live with you."

Tonight a new history for Gaka spoke at length to reveal his feelings in front of a woman. Even with Gea he never put the word along and poetic.

Hania looked down, and her tears fell. Slowly he took off Gaka's handrails.

"You feel wrong, Mom. Wrong feeling. You shouldn't have feelings for me. From the beginning you knew what my relationship with Gea was like. We're friends, you can't like me. Your feelings for me will destroy Gea."

"There's nothing wrong with feeling. Can you control your own feelings of who to like? And so is my feeling. I can't take heart to not like you, the feeling is so present.

If Gea is sincerely friendly with you, he can definitely understand. But for the near future, let him not know our relationship," said Gaka.

Silent welcome. Several times Hania rubbed the cheeks to wipe away her fallen tears.

"Hufft ...." Hania took a deep breath.

"You're right, Mom, no one can control your feelings. I also can't ban your feelings from liking me, even I can barely hold back every time I'm with you.

But this situation is too complicated, Mom. I can't be with Gea. She has a great love for you, she is willing to lower her self-esteem to be with you. As for us, maybe our feelings are incomparable to the feelings that Gea has. Think about everything, Mom.

Hania turned around and walked away. Lately he has shed tears. About the two men who broke his heart.

Sreea ....

Gaka prevents and blocks Hania's wrist. "Lo also difficult to control the feelings when with me, does that mean you also have the same feelings me?"

Hania was unfocused, she turned her net anywhere to avoid Gaka's gaze. Don't let the man assume for himself.

"My feelings don't matter, Mas, it's Gea's feelings you have to prioritize. He's the one who's been with you longer, whereas I, I just came at the end."

"Don't force me to do things I don't like. Whatever happens, I'll fight for my feelings."

"Yourself, Mas. But I keep thinking about Gea's feelings."

~

This morning something was different, if usually he would hear Hania's babble to wake him but this morning it was the butler who entered Gaka's room and replaced Hania's duties.

"Where is Hania?"

"Miss has left for work in the morning, sir."

"Is my shirt ready?"

"It has. Miss prepared, but Miss told me to wake you."

"Gue is awake. Go away!" drive Gaka.

"Good, Sir." The butler lowered his head for a while and left Gaka's room.

The man in the sleeping pajamas searched his phone and immediately sent a message to Hania.

Cling ....

His phone rang because it got a reply.

'I went to the office. I prepared everything. Get up and don't be late for the office.'

"Ck. Does he want to insinuate me?" Gaka got up in annoyance. Go to the bathroom to clean yourself up.

At eight in the morning Gaka just set foot in the office of SAG Group. When he entered the office lobby, he saw Hania chatting with Gea. He paused the intention to call Hania into his room, and chose to head for his room.

"I'm sick, Han, even Gaka doesn't want to look at me at all" Gea said with a sad face.

Hania turned towards the direction Gea was looking at. But Gaka was already far away towards the elevator.

"I'm sure, Han, Gaka's change must be because he's got another woman. I won't stay silent because he's dumped me like shit, I'll make Gaka nyesel already dumped me."