Give me back my happiness

Give me back my happiness
Start to realize having feelings



The two grown men sat facing each other. Both of them threw cold eyes.


"Back him to me! You jerk man doesn't care for Hania at all!"


Gaka smiled wryly.


"Lo bastard has no brains. For what reason do you marry Hania even though you already have Gea. Men like you don't know love, you have absolutely no love for Hania. Divorce her! I have a great love for Hania." Abian looked coldly at Gaka. The man looked relaxed without replying to Abian's gaze.


"Lo knows me, Ka. I never fell in love with just any woman, in a state of unconsciousness, only Hania can I remember. She's the reason I survived until now."


"Please give him back. Give him back for me. You can live happily with Gea."


"Don't you pity to see he's not at all happy with your marriage. I don't know what you're doing until he gets married. But you don't pant at all. Not even very good for Hania!!!" Abian emphasized the word 'not pantes'. If his physique was strong, he would have already raised his fist many times for Gaka. It doesn't matter if the man is his own brother.


"Bacot lo diem! You have no right to value me pantes or not the same Hania. God wants my marriage, so God also predestined me to Hania. You know what you know about my marriage. The horrors! Anytime I won't divorce Hania!" This time Gaka looked boldly at Abian.


"Do you want to have both? If you don't want to let go of Hania, do you want to release Gea?"


"Gue's just waiting for the right time."


Deg ....


Abian surprised. He only asked a trick question, but Gaka's answer was astounding.


"Gue will dismantle your marriage with Gea!" abian threatened.


"If you want to unload, it means you do not think at all the good of Hania. I'm looking for a good time to talk to Gea."


"Don't tell me you're starting to have feelings for Hania?" Abian quivered asking that. It's not willing for Gaka to start liking Hania. He knows who Gaka is, even all know the man never sincerely has feelings for a woman.


Gea the only woman to have the first record to last a long time with Gaka, and Gea will eventually be dumped as well, then what about Hania?


"Yes, I'm starting to like him. And anytime I won't take him off. Understand!" Gaka moved from his seat. He no longer wanted to continue his conversation.


"Ka, please, first recognize your feelings. Your heart really has a taste for Hania, or just just curious because Hania is different from what you often date" said Abian.


Gaka set out his intention to leave. "Gue knows best about my heart. And I'm sure I'll keep him." This time Gaka really left his brother.


Many times Abian let out a rough breath. His hands were clenched firmly like his heart which was also tightly squeezed.


~


Two days a Gaka had just returned home. No one was welcome because the man entered the house at 2 am.


Slowly he climbed up the stairs, his appearance seemed chaotic with his mouth again exuding the smell of alcohol.


Thanks to her stealing Abian's talk with Hania that night, she begins to realize her feelings. He doesn't like any guy who likes Hania. She was afraid that Hania would choose Abian and break their relationship. No, he didn't want that to happen. She realized her jealousy was so great when Hania was close to another man.


However, a woman Rumia Geana became a burden on her mind. How he's going to decide on that woman, whereas he knows how Gea loves her.


"Maas ...."


"Sat! Just ngagetin!" Gaka was shocked. "Watch a clock in the kitchen?"


"Now, grab a drink." Hania raised the glass in her hand. "You, why the kitchen?"


"Gue lager."


"Wait a minute let me get a side dish for you."


Hania deftly heats and prepares food for Gaka.


"You're like a lather, Mas," Hania said as she watched Gaka eat a quick meal.


"From yesterday I ate. It's a really laper." The man wiped the corners of his lips with a tissue.


"Here's the plate, let me wash it." Hania moves to reach for the plate, but is prevented by Gaka.


"Let the waiter be cleaned up tomorrow!"


Hania sat back at the place.


"Do you know about my relationship with Mas Abian?"


"From the moment we came, I also knew. Your attitude is very clear," replied Gaka trying to be relaxed.


"Why? You want to ask us to separate and turn him back?"


Hania shakes.


"I know you're still in love with each other."


"Indeed, but I don't have the courage to start another relationship with another man."


"Is that just alesan, because you're actually starting to like me?"


"Your mouth, Mas, if you speak is guarded. You're the one who lost my confidence, you're the one who didn't deserve another man. How can you think like that?"


Gaka smiled briefly. "Gue joking. I also realized, even though I started to like you, there is no way you can reply to my feelings," he murmured.


"What did you say, Mom?" Hania surprised. Whether he had heard wrong or indeed Gaka just talked slurred because of the influence of alcohol.


"Lupaina. Assume you don't hear anything." Gaka got up and left the dining table. Leaving Hania who was speechless with her thoughts.


~


In office.


"Ka, tonight's nginep again in the apartment, yeah. Temenin. Two days we're together, but we haven't made love. I miss lo, Ka. I miss your kebudasan," whined Gea. The woman was twitching spoiled in Gaka's arm.


It is true that during these two days Gaka came to Gea's apartment. Actually not because of longing or seeking satisfaction as usual. Her relationship with Gea really started to get bland, she felt nothing more with the woman.


In fact, the junior also went bland with Gea's. It did not react at all when Gea was fondling in various ways.


Even during those two days his brain was forced to find a way to talk well with Gea, about his feelings that began to disappear. However, there was a hint of heartlessness when Gea showed her love.


He was also confused to say why. He doesn't want Gea to turn to hating Hania. Their friendship will be ruined.


"Hem, there's something I want to say to you too."


"By the way? From yesterday I wanted to talk, but not so continue. What the hell are you talking about?" Gea.


"There is anyway."


"Woke, deh."