Give me back my happiness

As Far as That He Destroyed Asa

Eleven o'clock in the evening Gaka and Hania just got home. They walked up the stairs and stopped in front of their rooms.

Rooms each? Yeah, because they both sleep apart. But every morning Hania always goes into Gaka's room to wake the man up.

"Mas, thanks for the phone and the walk" Hania said with a sincere smile.

"It's okay," replied Gaka. Just something ordinary like this made Hania look happy. It's very simple.

"I went in first, yeah, Mas."

"Heeem. Good night" said Gaka.

"So sweet of your words, Mas." Hania opened the handel door and went inside her room.

Gaka also went into his own room. The man did not go to the bed, but just passed through it. The goal is a balcony. He stood up and stayed there. His sharp netra stared at the glitter of the sky.

'Yes, it is tragic. But it's even more tragic because in the end I'm even a match with a man like you.'

The last sentence that Hania spoke kept on re-spinning filled her brain. Those words struck his heart. She felt discouraged and very inappropriate for a woman as good as Hania.

Not only that, he concluded because of his mistake that had robbed Hania of her hopes and future. The depraved treatment of the woman's cause could not determine her own happiness.

Hania who he said was stupid, innocent and a village. In fact, several times the woman is wiser in dealing with problems. Replying to anger with tenderness. Reply to insults with subtle words but able to silence the insulters. Able to act decisively to defend his marwah.

Not long ago with Hania, but there have been many good lessons that he witnessed. The woman was different and very amazing.

He was lucky that God had arranged him with a woman as good as Hania, but he was unable to commit to fighting for her. He was well aware of who he was and who the woman was, however self-assertive it still could not be comparable.

The gea? Slowly her feelings began to erode for the woman. There was nothing interesting with him anymore. However, there was no reason to end, because his own heart was still worried.

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In the morning, all routines are carried out as usual. Gaka and Hania leave for the office together.

"Mas, you bought me an expensive phone even I was confused how to make it."

"Kok confused?" Gaka did not turn his head, because he had to focus on the streets.

"All the operating menu is different."

"That's just confusing. The night I taught you," said Gaka.

Hania kept her phone back in the bag, then switched to looking out the window. He sharpened his eyesight on someone standing on the sidewalk.

"Masss stop!!!"

Hania's screams made Gaka surprised as well as the fog stepped on the brake pedal. The car came to a sudden halt with the sound of the other car's horn that was mutually unpretentious, the other steering was protesting Gaka's actions that could cause accidents and even endanger the lives of others.

"*****!" objurgation. He pulled the car over the shoulder of the road so as not to cause traffic jams.

"Gini is a real danger. Why do I have to scream and surprise me. If you want to stop just say just don't be like ...." Gaka gawked to see Hania ignoring his talk and quickly got out of the car.

He noticed Hania who was currently sculpting in front of a man. Who is that man and what does that have to do with Hania?

"Lo why? You know that guy? Who?" Gaka asked a question. When she saw Hania's face, she was surprised because she was crying. "Lo why?" ask her with a jerking tone. He was very curious about what happened.

"I'm not pa-pa. Come on, let's go."

"Where to? Why did you cry first?"

"I said let's go, Mas. I'm not pa-pa. Nothing needs to be explained. It was just someone's fault." Hania kept wiping her cheeks that were flooded with tears. He had seen a recognizable man, but before approaching the man had already left.

"Basic rock! Obviously you cry gini, you must be okay."

"Mas, I said let's go. If you don't want to go, I'll go alone!" sentak Hania's.

"Okay we go" said Gaka. They're back in the car. On the way, the two fell silent again. Even occasionally netra Hania still shed tears. This made Gaka even more curious.

In office.

Gaka waited for Hania to come to deliver coffee, he wanted to explore the explanation to the end but Hania was too short in her room. Didn't he prevent Hania from leaving? Of course it was prevented, but it was not hearty when Hania begged him to give her time to herself. Hania's attitude is really strange.

Was that guy one of the guys I told you about last night? Lucky men who had been liked by Hania.

"******! Goddamn it!" Gaka cursed and began to blur unclear.

Having returned home even Hania was still strange. Ask for time alone and lock yourself in the room. The woman just went out for dinner and returned to her room.

It lasted for a few days. And on the third day, Hania began to behave normally. Cook breakfast and sit down with Gaka in the dining room.

"Lo is still not ready to explain" said Gaka.

Hania sighed. "Then I misidentified people. I guess he's the guy I know, it's not."

Gaka. It was unbelievable to Hania's short explanation. How could that simple explanation possibly make Hania moody for days.

Seeing Gaka like that, Hania knew that Gaka did not believe. "I thought yesterday's man was the man I wanted to meet. But not. Really, I'm not lying."

"So, you think that guy's one of your past?"

"It's called the past or what. I'm confused too." Hania pulled out a shoulder.

"If you actually meet a man from your past, what will you do? Would you like to turn him back on? I mean, do you want to go back to your relationship?"

"I just wanted to ask him for an explanation. Why would he give me hope if in the end he couldn't make it happen. I wonder what the reason is for him to disappear.

To resume the relationship, I would never ask for it. How can I go back when my confidence is gone.

I've already said. Freed from our marriage, I want to continue living without anyone's shadow. I've lost the confidence to move on with my life with another man."

Deg ... Gaka was stunned to hear the story. Several times Hania managed to make her heart stupefied. And guilt comes to the surface.

Is that how much he hurt and destroyed Hania's heart?