Give me back my happiness

The Jealousy Unaware

After carrying out his duties as a Muslim, Hania sat briefly in the porch of the Mosque. Somehow his mind was always on Gaka and Gea. There is guilt, sadness is not willing.

Guilty of hiding a big lie with Gea. He doesn't know what to do if Gea one day finds out about his relationship with Gaka. Gea would be furious and disappointed.

Sadly, even Gea needs Gaka more than she does. They always shared stories and did everything together. But now, Gea just needs Gaka, telling Gaka Gaka and Gaka.

Disliked just like that. They don't feel like spending time together. Legally Gaka is her husband, her little heart is uncomfortable seeing Gea with Gaka.

Why should I be in this situation? If nothing happened that night, all of his life would be fine. Not in a confusing intersection.

A long gust of breath accompanied Hania's movement to leave the portico of the Mosque. His feet are moving towards the highway. There are some motorcycle drivers there, but he just passed it.

There's no next destination, he's just walking around the sidewalk. The scorching sun and air pollution were ignored, he just wanted to enjoy leisure time.

Din ...md ....

The biker stopped right in front of him, he did not recognize the person for wearing a helmet. After the person opened the helmet, a sweet smile was immediately presented.

"Mak Hania."

"Mas, Al." Hania smiled back at Al.

"We met here accidentally. Even though the weather is hot, the right time to meet Mbak really feel cold immediately," he said with a smile.

"Mas can be. Not as beautiful as a flutter, Mas, the name is hot, still a hot feeling," replied Hania.

Al chuckles. "Where are you going?"

"Not anywhere, anyway."

"Sir, sit down on that tree, yuk. It's not good to talk on the street. Noisy."

"But ...." Hania wants to refuse, but Al is a little pushy. They both sat under a big tree. Around them there were also some riders who seemed to be resting.

"Bent on Ma'am, I bought a drink first. So wear." The man has gone.

Soon Al had returned with two cups of ice cream.

"Geez, Mas, like a child eating ice cream" said Hania.

"I'm confused about what to buy. There's ice cream, I bought it." The man scratched his back neck and nodded.

"Thank you, yeah." Hania lifted the ice cream, and thanked him.

"Together."

"Wasn't work?"

"This just came home. Just change shif."

"Oh."

They continued the conversation. Hania laughs sometimes because Al tells a funny story. The man was humorous and good at melting the atmosphere, until Hania looked at home chatting with Al. Even did not feel the azan ashar had been heard again, Hania said goodbye to pray in the mosque earlier. Al asked her to go together. Finally they made their way to the mosque which is only 20 meters away.

At half-six in the afternoon Hania had just set foot in Gaka's house. Once in the room, she is surprised by the existence of Gaka sitting on the bed.

"What do you mean? I'm sorry I just got home because I just met you, so talk to me for a minute." Hannah tried to explain. After the Ashar prayer, he parted with Al and chose to go to the old boarding house to meet some people he knew there.

"Yemen?! Men and dating on the roadside laughing happily. Then the two were huddled. If you can do that soon. Tell me it's your boyfriend. You used to be in the office too often wedge-ganjen the same poor man, right?!"

Hania could no longer read Gaka's expression. The man was angry and looked upset. Indeed what was done until Gaka had to regret it?

"What we did was normal, just a casual chat. I was joined by Mas Al because both want to go to the Mosque which is not far from the place. Nothing's wrong, is it?

Bad judgment you say I often odd-ganjen same Mas Al. I met and met Mas Al at work in your office. We're just friends." Long length Hania explained.

Gaka's face has not changed. Cynical and upset.

"Somehow, didn't you say you were coming home this morning? You should still be with Gea. She misses you."

"Akhs! Why am I the same Gea! Take care of your business with your boyfriend!" Gaka got up to the bathroom. Hania is shocked to hear the bathroom door being slammed by Gaka.

"Astagfirullahaladzim .. Why is he?" confused Hania. Not understanding the cause of Gaka's anger, he indifferently descends down to look for fresh air. Tempramen Gaka is very bad, making it a lot of stock of patience.

When she came out of the bathroom, Hania was no longer there. Gaka's breath is back to hunting.

"Where is he? Ngeselin emang, the cake is not wrong!"

"I'm afraid to leave Gea to make him, don't know him even make a deal with that destitute guy. Goddammit! Keep on now there is no sin, instead of apologies or anything, even ordinary. That girl didn't think!"

"Dating on the side of the road, snobs eating ice cream together. Motorcycle bonnet both. Anjai! Disgust! Norak! The village!"

"OKAY. Your taste may be so tacky! Akh' ******!" Gaka ranting himself. The deep-held sweatshirt is torn to pieces for the impingement of resentment.

Hania who has finished pampering the eyes by looking at the flower garden next to the house intends to return to the room to clean themselves and perform maghrib prayers. In the middle of the stairs, she sees Gaka going down, but the man throws his face away and seems to avoid it. He continued on without reprimanding and did not reprimand at all. In Gaka's heart was increasingly arrogant with Hania's indifference. Damnit damnit!

At dinner, the atmosphere is dominated by the voices of Vara and Mr. Haru. While Gaka and Hania say only perfunctory. Gaka left the dining table and entered the room without taking Hania, it made Vara and Tuan Haru look at Hania.

"Darling, are you guys in trouble?" ask Vara.

"Nothing, Ma. There's nothing."

"Kok Gaka looks upset like that" said Vara.

"Ma, maybe Gaka is again dizzy with work" said Mr. Haru.

"Oh." Vara nodded. "Han, try to follow your husband and calm him down" he said.

"Yes, Ma. Hania, excuse me."

Arriving at the room, Hania searches for Gaka's whereabouts. I was on the balcony and calling someone.

"Sorry, I went straight home. Papa told me to go home. There's still tomorrow for us to make love, baby. Don't be mad."

Hania gave up the intention to speak. He turned around and wanted to stay away. But ... his hand is in check.

He looked over, Gaka was still in the same position. Standing behind him, but his right hand was used to block his arm. Hania was speechless, even she was only able to fall silent.