Give me back my happiness

Strive For Unification

Gaka wants to take Hania to the hospital to check more details about his wife's condition, but Hania refuses. Finally just call a doctor to check and prescribe medication.

"This is too much. I will finish it," said Gaka seriously. The man sat on the side of the bed leaning against the headboard. The right hand is used to stroke the top of the head, while the left hand holds the cold hand of Hania. Trying to bring warmth.

"What do you want, Mom? With the revelation of our marriage, I'm sure, they won't dare to do anything to me." Hania looked up for a moment.

The woman does have a soft and kind heart, she always forgives the mistakes of those who have hurt her. But if the man repeated the second mistake, then Hania acted decisively.

"You make serious calculations so that they do not dare to jahati lo. I guess Gea was behind all this. Yesterday he made me wretched, I still haven't had the heart, but this time, the one in woe. I can't stay still!"

"I also think Gea is the mastermind, because if only Mbak Nita, Madam Nadya and others could not easily take the photos earlier. But ...." Hania looked at Gaka doubtfully.

"But you still can't hurt Gea?" char guess Gaka. The man let out a rough breath. After which he looked at Hania fixed and firmly. "Inget was fine, how many times Gea hurt elo. How many times has he been in public? No need to think about Gea again, uphold your self-esteem. Show Gea if you can bales her treatment. He didn't think of you, you didn't have to think of him anymore either." Gaka's emotions almost peak when again having to discuss Gea's actions against Hania. This time. Well, this time he won't let Gea be free to hurt or harm Hania again. He would retaliate even if it was against Hania's wishes.

Hania nodded faintly. "Hopefully Gea will understand and will not continue to hate me. To be honest, up to this point I still feel guilty, as if our love inflames Gea's feelings."

"Stop! Don't think about Gea. Once we feel guilty, we try to make him understand, but he refuses to understand. His feelings, that's his business. We think of our feelings."

"Our feelings?" repeat Hania with a frown. "What's wrong with our feelings?"

"What no. I just want you to focus on your feelings, so I can be sure that I really have chosen you to have my heart." Gaka looked straight and very seriously. "Gue has never been this sure of the heart, but this time, my heart is absolutely sure of you. Please, do not hesitate, please trust and love your heart completely for me. I promise, will live as much as you. Under any circumstances, your happiness is paramount. I have permission to have it completely.

Don't worry, there are Angels that I promise. Even if I deny, I don't have a problem coming directly to the life-extracting angel."

"Your mouth, Mas" said Hania, "do not speak recklessly.

Gaka just smiled.

"I wasn't sure at first, I felt good but got a bad guy like you. You are selfish, at will, coercive and of no good value at all. However, the more I get to know you, the less I understand your life. You're just going the wrong way, Mom, you need someone to lead you down a good path.

With me, do you want to change for the better, Mom? Be a good priest to me, and later to our son."

Gaka smiled, from the corner of his eyes glazed over. He raised Hania's hand and was kissed feelingly. "Gue will try to change, while you're still patiently my spiritual teacher."

Hania smiled happily. "I'm the most patient woman, I can be patient with your attitude again."

"Lo don't know if I'm a man of patience."

Hania frowning. "Full patience in what are you, Mom?"

"In holding back desire. Usually I do a dip twice a day, shadowin, as long as we are married, my mighty junior is forced to take a day off during that. I'm finger spikes, ' Can I be patient, right?"

"You are, Mas, I think patient in what way, do not know about it mulu'," said Hania. He sat in the same position as Gaka. "I'm sorry for that. Because of my fear, our after-marriage worship is not perfect." He switched his head. His left hand rested on Gaka's palm.

"You're still patient, aren't you, Mas, to keep trying?"

"Don't be forced if you're not ready."

Gaka smiled happily. Just as Hania felt, both of them seemed to forget what had just happened. Now try to focus on nurturing their feelings.

Gaka brought his face closer to kiss Hania on the forehead. It feels warm all over the body.

"Say stop if you start to get scared" said Gaka. Hania nodded.

Both of Gaka's hands switched to holding onto Hania's cheeks, eroding the distance. Slowly their lips met, fused, and twisted. About three minutes, breathing began to hunt, Gaka stopped his action.

"The most beautiful and wise. I love you, Hania Princess Azahra." Gaka Manik covered in mist.

Hania looked down, hiding her embarrassment and nervousness. His heart pounded every time Gaka tried to tear down his fear.

'Sure, Han, this time have to be sure of yourself, don't constantly thicken the wall of fear. Otherwise, you will be the cursed wife.' Hania took a long breath. He closed his eyes. "Do it, Mom" he said.

"I will do it slowly" whispered Gaka. Hania nodded.

Gaka really treated Hania gently, even several times he asked the ability of Hania to continue or finish. With a strong determination, Hania held back the fear of her heart.

Not only Hania who pounded, Gaka's heart was no longer because. Between the fear of his actions hurting Hania, not the heart, also already impoverished lust. Just this time a Gaka treated his woman very carefully. All because of love. Not because of passion alone.

"Mas .. sssttthhh ...." Hania hissed as Gaka grabbed something hidden. His forehead was flooded with sweat.

"You stopping?" ask Gaka.

Hania sighed, "nothing. Just continue with."

"If you don't, stop, junior I don't pa-pa."

"So go on, Mom, I can take it."

"Lo's hands are shaking, I don't want to make a move."

"Come, Mas, go on." Hania did not want to indulge in fear. He was really trying to get rid of that fear. "But slow down, yeah."

"Yes, baby." Gaka restarted what had stalled. Although it repeats from the beginning, it does not matter. He likes things that are the same size.

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Akh. Stop until here, yes, do not want to continue. 😆 Horrified. Not strong mental🤧 Satisfied not here yet?