Give me back my happiness

Complicated

Hania's answer made Abian sigh long. From the beginning he saw Hania, the woman did look different.

He realized that, even understood. Aware of her own condition, any woman would look down on her because her physique was not as perfect as it used to be, she felt very bad. How not, even walking must use a stick. Depressing.

"Sorry for my question. It seems that I am not self-conscious because I still hope to continue our relationship. Any woman would not accept my physique like this. Especially a perfect girl like you."

Abian's palm was clenched, he was not sick from Hania's refusal. More of a game of fate. Why did God give him this much trial.

"Astagfirullahaladzim, Mas. Why do you think like that? Do not be inferior to your present physique. I'm sure, you remain Mas Abian who I know is good-natured and polite. If time were still the same as before, we would still be together. But ...." Hania's voice was choked, it was hard to tell a reality.

"But what, Han?"

"But now I'm married."

Deg.

"Me-married?" Abian surprised. Even very surprised.

"Yes. I ... married Mas Gaka."

Like being hit by thousands of bullets, Abian froze in place with a view that began to blur. The liquid crystals began to surround his eyelids.

No one told him anything at the beginning. Mr. Haru, neither Vara nor Gaka have discussed anything about Hania. Several times Mr. Haru visited him in the hospital, not once mentioning the marriage of Gaka and Hania.

In fact, until he visited the house, everything was still silent. Figura proof of marriage was not even on display. How does he believe that?

"Sir Han. I can't believe you can marry a guy like Gaka. You may not have married Gaka. He's very bad and ...."

"But that's the truth, Mom. Almost two months ago I was married to Mas Gaka."

"What reason do you want to marry my brother, Han? Then how is Gaka related to Gea?"

"For that reason you don't need to know, Mom. All you have to know is that I'm not the Hania I was, I'm not the perfect woman you said I was. In fact, if you know the reason, you will think again to continue our relationship."

Silence swept them. The wind gusts piercing to the bone. But the feeling of two people is colder than the night wind.

The heart still expects each other, but circumstances do not approve.

"Sorry, Mom, I'm in first. I don't want them to be suspicious and think of anything because we've been here a long time."

"No, Han. Our talks are not over yet" stop Abian. The man looked up by throwing a sad look. Although it was painful and disappointed, but from both of his gazes still implied a feeling.

"Our conversation is over, Mom. Now I know why you didn't come, and I won't hold any more curiosity.

And you already know, I am not the old Hania because my status is now Mas Gaka's wife. Everything is clear, my. So, there's nothing to talk about anymore."

"But the reason you accepted Gaka is still unclear. It makes me curious."

"For that reason, let me and Mas Gaka know."

"Han ...."

"One more, Mommy. Please don't tell Gea this. I beg you."

Abian was again surprised. Even now her curiosity was much greater. Why did Hania ask him not to tell Gea about her marriage? Was their marriage hidden? Abian was confused, actually what had happened.

"Assalamualaik."

•

On the way home, Hania and Gaka were both silent. Hania with her sadness, while Gaka with her guilt.

As Hania spoke to Abian, Gaka secretly eavesdropped on their conversation. Now he knew Abian was one of the men Hania told him about.

She still remembered the two men Hania told with different stories. Abian is not the son of Pak kyai, meaning Abian is a good and warm man who would have menghitah Hania.

Even at home they were silent. And as she was about to enter the room, Hania called out.

"Maas ...."

"If not ready, don't tell me" said Gaka.

Hania fell silent by playing the end of the shirt. From Gaka's words just now, did that man already know?

Gaka leaned against the wall and continued to look at Hania's eyelids. A little bit of a puddle because Hania was crying a lot.

"There's nothing I want to talk about. I'm just worried Mas Abian told Gea our wedding. Because Mas Abian already knows our relationship. I'm asking you to help me with that."

'****! Sick gini denger he called Abian mas.' Gaka rubbed a rough face. Since Abian is one of Hania's past, there is guilt, anger, even jealousy. Ah somehow, all mixed into one until it is difficult to express.

"I'm going in first, Mom." Hania did not look at Gaka again. Go straight into the room.

Gaka also went into his own room. He dropped himself on the sofa and grabbed his hair, frustrated.

"What happened to me!? Fuck Maesaroh and Abian relationship, why do I think gini, anyway. Akh' ******fucking!" Gaka kicked the sofa in front of him in order to channel an unsubstantiated annoyance.

He got up and grabbed the car keys. It was almost midnight, but he got out of the house and thought about going to the club.

The loud thump of music was fun for Gaka. The man shook his head following the music he was playing. The screams of visitors become its own encouragement.

Such is Satrya Higaka, despite his status as CEO of SAG Group. But the night world he could not leave. He will come to the place full of magic when tired and tired.

"The music is okay, boss. Unfortunately lately you rarely come." A man greeted Gaka who had just come down from his place.

Gaka did not answer and immediately joined his tongkrong friend when at the club. Just landed the body, there were already two women dressed in material lacking who were sitting on the left right side to flank Gaka's seat.

Both try to caress and fondle. Even Gaka himself reciprocated their treatment.

"Take me a drink," he ordered when he took off his pagutan.

The atmosphere lasted until almost four in the morning. In his remaining half consciousness, Gaka drove the car home.

Tak .. yes .... The sound of shoes is so echoing. Hania who just came out of the room saw Gaka climb the stairs by staggering.

Bruk ....

"Bag!!" Hania ran towards Gaka who fell down. He shook his hands because of the stinging smell of alcohol.

Astagfirullahaladzim, just this time he saw the other side of Gaka. He's as bad as any man ever known. Sadly, the man is her husband.

God, why did you keep me away from a good man and instead match me up with a guy like this.