For the Love of

5

After this incident, I briefly pulled away from my duties as a wife and mother. While in a private library room, read a book accompanied by a cup of hot chocolate.

The kids I let play with Bi Lastri. Fortunately, my three children understood. They understand that this Mother needs time to calm the mind.

Until the afternoon, the damn guy didn't come home yet. Not showing himself even if it's just the trunk of his nose.

I laughed and mourned my fate. Maybe my husband is with another woman in bed. Playing sex very hot regardless of me and the kids.

Just think about stopping here. Because if this continues, over time it will be more damaged. But I can't be a selfish mother. What needs Mas Aji is not just me, but there are children who even need his presence.

Should I be honest with him if I've known all this time what he's done? Should it?

I thought for a long time, until I did not realize that the adzan magrib had reverberated. Calling me to face him immediately. This is a good time for me to bring it all together.

After completing the Magrib prayer until after I finished performing the Isya prayer later, Mas Aji has not yet returned home. The children asked her whereabouts again.

I let out a breath. Try again to give understanding to children.

9 O'clock at night, when the kids are asleep. Then Mas Aji came home. He looked tired with a random appearance.

Although I was angry with him, but still the obligations of a wife must be carried out. I served him well again. Even without a smile.

"Well, are you eating, Mom?" I asked while putting down the bag and shoes he was wearing.

"It just so happens not yet, dear."

I was tired when I heard him calling my dear.

"I'll be ready first."

Mas Aji nodded. Then he sat down. I felt him keep watching my every move as I picked up the rice and the side dishes.

There was a guilty look on his face and eyes. But I didn't mind. Let it.

When I finished, I handed her a plate of rice which was also a glass of water.

Just as I was about to step away, suddenly my hand was blocked by Mas Aji.

I kept quiet and didn't answer. Until he pulled up and sat down on one of the chairs beside him.

"Have you eaten?" tanyakanya.

As much as possible I kept quiet.

Mas Aji sighed. Then pull out one hand for him to hold.

"I'm sorry, baby," he said.

"For?" my ketus.

"On that, Mas ... "

Not yet had his words finished, I interrupted first. "I apologize to the kids. Don't be the same as me."

Mas Aji nodded his head. His fingers stroked the back of my hand.

"Yes, I must be sorry for the kids. But now I want to apologize to you first. Sorry, huh?" Mas Aji kissed my hand.

Actually sick. But I wouldn't be a hypocrite if I missed a moment like this.

With a sudden move, he pulled my body for him to hold. As usual, his hand rubbed the mane of my bed. And let the rice and side dishes be silent witnesses.

"Why just got home, Mom?" many finally.

"In the office again hectic work, baby. So it's a little late."

I smiled lightly. The office again, the office again is the reason. Though obviously I know that you just finished making love with another woman, Mas!! my screams in my heart.

Ah that's terrible. Why do I not dare to say that? Is it because of my great love for you, Mom?

I broke out of his embrace. Staring at him gently. Then I left him alone. Shut yourself in the room. Trying to shed annoyance with a cry.