For the Love of
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It doesn't feel like it's coming in for the weekend. We usually use Sunday to gather. Thank goodness that Mas Aji could spend time with me and the kids. Without work or even ... Woman****** that.
I don't know, after that night we talked about commitment, the last few days I noticed Mas Aji was more concerned with me and the kids.
Is it because he has changed? Already conscious? Or his gentleness this time just as a mask? I'm still waiting for all those answers. Let time say it. Let it all flow first.
The children are very happy to play with Mas Aji. Especially little Nat. Since morning, he asked to be carried. Never got away from his father. My second son Aksa is also the same, since he was busy spoiling with his father. Even with the eldest Zayn, he was busy telling his experience while at school.
I smiled, so did the kids. They miss moments like this.
I hope that his care and tenderness is not a temporary awareness. But hopefully it will be like that.
"Mother, please. Dad was attacked" said Mas Aji slightly shouted.
I laughed when I saw my three children attacking his father. Riding and tickling his body.
The laughter of the children sounded loud. Very happy to be in the moment they have long missed.
They play while occasionally joking. Also don't forget Mas Aji slipped some advice for the three. Even with me.
While they were laughing. I heard a message coming in on Mas Aji's phone which also got into my phone.
Mas Aji momentarily took his phone to read his message. Not to be missed, I am too.
Instantly my pain came back to a peak when I saw the message he received coming from Cynthia, his mistress.
[Babe, can I hire him now? ]
I am interested in heart. Why at a time like this, that woman should come to disturb.
Mas Aji typed in a reply,
[But I'm the same kid again, Babe. What's wrong? ]
Chyntia the seductress replied again.
[It's nothing, I'm just missing. Don't you miss me? Didn't miss me wearing your favorite red lingerie? ]
I closed my eyes reading it. So disgusting.
[A, Babe. You always manage to lure my wild thoughts. You managed to get the little guy up ]
[Let's come on over here. You can enjoy me as much as possible. Forget your children and your wife, Babe ]
[ Yes ... You always managed to tease me. Wait, I'll be there. Don't forget the beautiful makeup and wear the red lingerie ]
After Mas Aji sent her reply. He stands. The kids are confused to see it.
"Where is Dad going?" ask Aksa.
"Dad has to go. There's work, son."
My three children immediately glumly heard it. I approached Mas Aji trying to persuade him.
"Mas, it's Sunday, why work?"
"Mas never expected this either, baby. Just a WhatsApp office kid, he said there was a sudden job."
Very good for your acting. Very good your reason. I don't know why you can do that.
"Dad don't go, Brother still wants to play with Daddy," said the eldest.
Mas Aji sighed. "Dad has to keep going to the office, baby. We'll play again, okay?"
"But Mas, the kids are still playing with you. Look at them, don't you feel sorry?" as if.
Mas Aji looked at the faces of the children. Then he sighed. "But the work cannot be postponed. Must be done right now. Please understand that" he said. "Mas has to go."
My breath was hunting. I'm upset to hear that. Very hard, I slammed my phone in front of him and the kids.
Mas Aji and the children looked surprised. Especially when I start crying. Little Nat was crying too. Terrified. To the extent that Bi Lastri came to see us and immediately took the children away.
"DEVIL WITH WORK!! MAS SHOULD ALSO KNOW THE FEELINGS OF CHILDREN!! YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT THEY MISS YOU!! YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND THAT!!" I shouted loudly in front of his face.
Mas Aji just looked at me softly. There was doubt in his eyes. But in fact, my crying and anger didn't make him tremble. He still went to see the fucking woman.
Mas Aji rubbed my head. Saying sorry to my ears. After that he left.
I'm crying more and more. My body was on the floor. I really have no power, if this continues it is better to just stop.
