For the Love of

18

Pov-Aji

I'll tell you how it all started.

At that time, I felt that our marriage - me and Salwa - was at a saturation point. Monotonically. Rotating in the same circle. I work, go home, play with the kids, then rest. And tomorrow morning, so on.

Therefore, it was Cynthia who later became the impingement. As a diversion from the saturation of my life.

We met while he was working. Offering products to my company.

At first, just playing around. But, over time my relationship with the woman, increasingly mired far away. We even committed adultery.

Yes, I was as stupid and cheap as that tempted by him. But how else. At that time, I was like a starving lion, and then Cynthia came with the bait. And so easily, I accept.

My relationship, it went on for 6 months. And earlier, in the 3rd month I saw and knew one thing that made me dizzy.

At that time, when I finished meeting in one of the places, I accidentally saw Salwa. Not alone, but with men.

They were seen walking together, coming out of a restaurant with cheerful faces. Even I estimate, the smile of Salwa was the happiest smile at the time.

I'm upset. My mind has gone everywhere. Jealous. I don't know what's going on between the two of them.

Wanted to ask what he was doing there, but I paused. Be, I find out first the figure of the man who was with my wife.

Two days later, I got word from my man that the man was named Karel. A doctor at one of the hospitals.

Intentionally, I will end my relationship with Cynthia so as not to get further mired. But, the fact that I saw Salwa and Karel often walk together, made my heart boil. My revenge soul is rebelling.

Because of that, I continued what I had started. Makes the fire I make bigger.

And the effect, it happened. Salwa knew I was having an affair. The long impact, he asked for a divorce.

Until now, I didn't tell Salwa that I saw her with Karel, that damn guy.

And until now, I didn't tell you that another reason why I cheated was because of that. Because I saw him with another man.

Please, don't judge me so quickly.

I'm mistaken. Cynthia's wrong. But, are Salwa's actions also justified?

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I'm not a good man. Not a good father and husband. Fuck, one word to describe myself.

Everything I did before, I now have the consequences. Karma exists, and I experience it.

I think the reply I received was more painful than anything. Must be willing to part with children and wives. Not just a day or two, but the worst possibility is forever.

No. gabe. Don't let that happen. I really don't want to if I've been apart for so long with my loved ones.

Either way, I should be able to bring them back home, to my lap.

Sooner or later, it has to happen.

And I, will try even harder to achieve it.

Hope there is a second chance I get. I hope that.

In fact, I didn't completely go wrong.