For the Love of
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Pov Aji's
Today, I happened to be in the residence of my parents. Visiting while trying to calm the mind of some of the things that make my head ache lately.
I see, Mother is in the backyard. Sitting in his lazy chair while reading a book. As for Dad, only 10 minutes ago did he leave. He said he'd meet an old friend.
I approached Mother, and sat down next to her. Mother looked and smiled. So soft. This is what I need to be grateful for in the midst of my chaotic situation.
Father and Mother, they always accept me until this moment. Although, this child has been very, very incongruous.
"Why, Son?" ask Mommy. Perhaps I realized my visibly agitated face.
I then hugged him. This is what I need right now. As a sedative from every circumstance.
Mother stroked my hair very gently. "When do you want to see the kids again?"
I'm shaking. "Not yet, Bun."
"So Mother called Aksa. He's so fussy about you. He said, if there's a father please tell me, I'll go home. That is," said Mother, "the last time you met them when?"
"Two weeks ago, Bun," I said, "the driver met them often. But Salwa likes to be banned. He said, don't come too often, provoke people's conversation. Understand, Bun. It's a village."
Mother nodded her head.
"Bun, doain and support Aji continue, huh? So that it can be like before. Honestly, Aji still expects Salwa and the kids to come back." I let out a breath.
Indeed, it had only been a few months that I was far away from Salwa and the children. My mind feels so tormented. Every time I go home from work, nothing gets me excited.
Go home, empty. There's no one. No more Salwa to welcome me. No more children who are always scrambling to be carried.
"For sure, son. Because you expect the same. Salwa and the children are still in our midst.
Mother's message, if one day they come back, please don't repeat the same mistake, huh?" said Mother full of hope.
I nodded and nodded. Sure, I promise, I won't repeat that again.
"Bismillah, hopefully you can."
The tling!
My phone suddenly sounded. Soon I see it.
Booms!!
How surprised I was when I saw what message had just come in.
Want to play again, baby? This picture would be great if it were sent to your ex-wife
A malicious message from an unknown number contained a threat as well as photos that infuriated me greatly.
No doubt about it, that woman must be the culprit.
Damnit damnit! I'm kecolongan. It was never thought that he would come back and take more dangerous actions like this.
Ah, I should've made a kapok woman and suffered. And if necessary, that woman went as far away from my life as possible. So that he doesn't ruin what I'm going to do in the future.
I had to move quickly, before Salwa saw and interpreted it in the wrong viewpoint. Do not let Salwa see and then there is a misunderstanding that makes our relationship more difficult.
