Distance to Heart

P a r t 20

Erwin approached me and Andra stood beside me. From his gaze, he suspected why could Andra be with me this late? Andra casually pulled my fiancee's hand to speak with four eyes a distance away from me standing up. I don't know what they're talking about? There must have been about ten minutes of them chatting as fellow men.

Finished talking, Andra then took the phone from his pants pocket, it seems he wants to order an online motorcycle taxi as a means of transportation to the house. I just kept staring and waiting for him to leave in front of me. While Erwin tried to approach me and took the initiative to embrace me. However, I refused it because of the anxiety. I know why Erwin behaves like that? That's because he wanted to explain to his boss, that I was his fiancee while Andra who was being heated seemed to not care to see what Erwin showed.

"Kanaya, please order me my mobile phone online motorcycle suddenly die. I forgot to charge the battery," Andra said to me as she stared intently at Erwin.

I immediately operated the mobile phone, then comply with Andra's request and ten minutes later, the online motorcycle taxi I ordered came. Andra then said goodbye. After the man passed by with his ojek mount. I then took off Erwin's embrace violently while looking at him panted.

"Tell me, Kay. What is your relationship with Mr Andra? Tell me, Kay!" erwin firmly with a high voice.

"There's nothing, Win. We just met on the street. Because Mr. Andra's car is dead. I still feel sorry for him. So I told him to get in the car. That's it" I replied casually.

"Lied you! I can't believe it, because I know what time it is, Mr Andra came home from work?"

"Kok lied 'sih. Then you don't believe me anymore, Win. I think lately. You are often suspicious. What's really wrong with you?"

"Yes, it's only natural that I'm suspicious. I'm your fiancee, rather, you're my future wife, while tonight I see. You're both alone with Mr. Andra. He's my boss, his status is married too, understand not 'sih, Kanaya!'

"You have a wife, that's your boss, I don't care! It's none of my business the same. I just want to help her!"

"If you don't want to be honest, that's okay. I told you the same, too, your father. If our wedding plans are going to be advanced from the original plan and your father agrees. So you have to be ready, Kay," said Erwin.

Suddenly I who heard all the explanations was shocked and rounded my eyes. Looking back at the man who has been officially my fiance for several months.

"Can't do it 'dong, Win. I'm not ready yet. This is my first marriage. I don't want to be original!"

"I want to be transferred to Kalimantan. Therefore, I want to speed up our wedding time, I hope you are also ready to move there," explained Erwin.

"What, Kalimantan! You sure, Win?"

"Yes sure, sure. Anyway I don't want a relationship that has gone this far, not to the guarantee. I want you to be my wife, Kay. The mother of my children later." he said.

I fell silent again while thinking how will the fate of my relationship with Razka begin to be well established? After a long time I parted with him. It's so very painful.

"It's not so, Win. What are your plans to move to another area ? Been talked about first with your mother,"

"Oh if that, obviously and Mama agrees. Also there has been provided a house that will be occupied by us. His home is also close to the hospital. Maybe it's only twenty minutes, so I don't have to worry, if Mama's disease recurred and I've also been wondering about vacancies for you to be a hospital doctor there,"

"I wish you could talk about your move. As soon as your current hospital director. So that later you can work faster in a new hospital," explained Erwin again.

***

Regarding the matter of marriage, I immediately asked Papa as a parent who would marry me . Papa then said Erwin had talked seriously about the marriage a week ago. Papa also gave his blessing because I felt I was old enough and was worthy to have a household. What else marriage is a worship that perfects a person as a human being.

The late night. Makes it hard for me to close my eyes, keep my mind in mind. If I'd been away from family and Razka. Speaking of Razka. This is the happiest moment for me. Because for the first time in six years, I was able to reunite with my son. The child I gave birth to and I hid from my family.

So how is it that I can get back away from my biological children again? After a long time I waited for this moment. I can get back together with Razka which of course makes me happy and do not want to part with her anymore.

After practice, I took the initiative to go to Andra's office, which was about an hour away from the hospital. I made an appointment over the phone with him this morning. I went to that place to discuss the matter of moving Erwin from the head office to the branch office on the island of Borneo. What is this! I felt furious, why did the man hastily take the decision of assigning Erwin there?

Is this intentional or is this just his ploy to keep me away from Razka. Or he wants to take Razka's guardianship. So that he and his partner can be considered as the ideal family. If you already have children in the middle of his small family that he is building. If that's what he thinks. I definitely don't accept it. I'm going to take this matter, even if I get to court for Razka's custody.

***

Three o'clock in the afternoon, I arrived at Andra's office building. I leisurely walked towards his study. I saw my first time there. Of course I was the center of attention of the employees. They stared while whispering about me and my appearance. I didn't take a headache and took the elevator straight to the seventh floor where Andra's office was.

Upon arriving on the seventh floor, I immediately asked his secretary to meet with his boss. Apparently I've been waiting in the room from the outside alone already looks big and magnificent. Confidently I knocked on the door and there was no response from behind the door and I was allowed to enter.

"Good afternoon Mr. Syailendra Dwiki Aditama," I said in more formal language as I reached out.

Andra laughed off, as I greeted her with such language. He welcomed my hand and told me to sit down. I sat opposite him at a table. Not her desk, but me and Andra sat on the couch and looked relaxed. After a few minutes, his secretary brought him drinks and snacks before I wanted to have a serious talk with the man about Razka.

"Tumben, you don't usually come here, what's the truth?" tanyanya while frowning.

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