
Time passed without feeling. The day that felt heavy, now began to get used to living. And the day that had made the mood fall, has now started to improve again.
Maira and Putri had been so loyal to accompany Nindi in her home. Spending time together. Even though Maira is only at Nindi's house during the day.
Every morning he would take Danar's doctor to Nindi's house, and in the afternoon when Danar's doctor came home from the hospital, he would come home too. Only the Princess who occasionally sleeps at Nindi's house. Because Nindi is home alone with her mother, and also some of her servants.
Nindi's condition has started to improve. Even he was already able to move his head slowly without any pain anymore. Maira and the Princess had also started to show all the memories they had. Tell me about everything they did before.
And just like this afternoon, Maira and Putri lay on Nindi's bed as they watched the photo album brought by the Princess from her home. Yes, among them, the Princess is the one who likes to capture every moment created.
"So we did that first?" tanya Nindi did not believe. Especially when he saw photos of them when they were naughty first.
Photo of a night diclub in very sexy clothes. Especially Nindi, who is the sexiest among them.
Maira laughed looking at Nindi's grimacing face amusedly.
"Be careful about our looks" asked Maira.
Nindi nodded with her sad face.
"Why am I so yes" he muttered with a lethargic face. But able to make Maira and Princess hold their laughter.
"His name is also the past. We used to be naughty, but now it has changed" said the Princess.
Nindi sighed slowly.
"But I have changed. Not like this anymore?" tanya Nindi looked at Maira and the Princess alternately
The Princess and Maira immediately nodded quickly.
"No. You have indeed changed. It's closed. And now it's starting to fix itself again. We are proud of you" said the princess.
"Yes Nin, you're great, you can get this young. May Istiqomah still yes even though you are sick and can not do much" said Maira anyway.
Hearing the words of his friend, Nindi could immediately smile. He nodded slowly and closed the album.
"Who can I be inspired by?" ask Nindi.
And Nindi's question made Princess and Maira look at each other confused.
Should they tell the truth???
The princess sighed softly and nodded at Maira.
Making Nindi look at them with her confused look.
"What's wrong?" ask Nindi.
"Nin, you must know this" said the Princess
Nindi's forehead immediately frowned confusedly hearing that. Is there something they haven't revealed to her?
Maira lowered her head and sighed. It's been a week, and Danar's doctor also said that Nindi's health is also starting to improve. So it's about time Nindi knew all of it. Who knows if they told him about it Nindi's memory could be helped to recover again.
"Actually Lo it changed because of Brother Brian" said Putri
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Nindi immediately looked up to hear that.
"Sister Brian?" mummy Nindi. And somehow every mention of the man's name felt his heart pounding. There was something he could not explain.
"It used to be that Lo really likes him" Princess started telling me about Brian on Nindi. While Maira continued to pay attention to Nindi's expression. Doctor Danar said, if Nindi's expression is any other, they should no longer continue sensitive conversations.
"Sister Brian is the coolest guy on our campus. Not only was he cool, but he was obedient as well. The religion is pretty good" said the Princess again.
And Nindi still watched the Princess intently as she tried to remember about it.
"You're a huge fan of Brian. Until every day you tease him. You put him in touch with all your subtle behavior" said the Princess with a funny smile. He became carried away with the feeling of remembering that time. The time when he was always embarrassed to see the behavior of Nindi who always teased the handsome seniors in the campus. Especially Brian.
"It's really like that. So I changed because of him. Not because of my own heart?" mummy Nindi.
But Maira immediately shook her head quickly.
"It's not so, it's not finished" Maira said.
The princess nodded immediately.
"Dengerin used to be good, and do not cut" said the Princess
Nindi blinked her eyes and looked back at the Princess.
"You were so upset about Brian's brother that time, that you dared to ask for his number and call him every night. But brother Brian only gives you a chance once a week. And start there. You guys are getting close." said the Princess.
And Nindi's heart was pounding more and more hearing her.
Is his relationship with Brian that close?
So he asking Brian to stay away from her was a mistake???
"And as you get closer. You're getting used to all of Brian's kindness. His obedience, his abilities, and all his kindness, can open your heart that has not known God" said Princess.
And somehow hearing that Nindi's eyes immediately water.
"Nin. You're good. If this is disturbing, we can continue tomorrow again" said Maira
But Nindi immediately shook her head and wiped her tears.
"I don't know why my heart was touched. What's wrong Maira." Nindi replied to Maira.
" Come Put, continue" pinta Nindi again.
The princess sighed for a moment and nodded slowly.
"You are touched to begin to carry out your long-standing obligations. You have also started to change your appearance to be more closed. Not because of Brother Brian, but because you feel, if you have been wrong all this time" said Putri.
"It's not really because of Brian. But because of the desire of your heart that already knows if all this time, you have indeed accumulated sin" said the Princess again.
Nindi shook her head and went back to wiping away her tears which inexplicably came down hard. There is a sense that can not be revealed to hear the Princess' speech.
"And because of that. You decided to emigrate Nin" said the Princess finally.
"Become who I am now?" ask Nindi.
The Princess and Maira immediately nodded and smiled.
"Have I been wrong for asking Brian to stay away from me? though because of the intermediary from him I can change for the better. And I shouldn't have done this. Brother Brian must be sad" said Nindi.
But Princess and Maira were silent to hear that.
"He must have been happy to see my change first. Yakan?" tanya Nindi while looking at Maira and the Princess alternately.
Maira bowed sadly and shook her head.
Nindi immediately looked at the returning Princess who was seen sighing.
"Because you changed, Brian stay away from you. You are also blasphemed by one campus because of your change is Nin" said Putri.
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Nindi's heart seemed to be beating uncontrollably.
Shunned Brother Brian?
Blasphemed one campus?
Really it?
"One campus says you're changing just because you want to get Brian's attention."
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Suddenly a glimpse of such a word immediately flashed in Nindi's head
"They said if you just wanted to cover up your rot"
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Nindi instantly grimaced and held onto her suddenly throbbing head as those painful words flashed by. Accompanied by cynical views of people.
"Put .. stop" pinta Maira who immediately embraced Nindi and rubbed her shoulders gently.
"Hey..take your breath slowly. Bring relax okay" pinta Maira .
Nindi closed her eyes and took her breath slowly. The pain began to go away little by little.
"Why do I remember that painful thing. Faintly I could hear those hurtful words, faintly faint I could also see the cynical look of people I didn't know" Nindi said
Maira still rubbed Nindi's shoulder.
The princess looked at Nindi with clinging. It seemed Nindi had started to be able to recall something that hurt her more than the sweet memories they had told her before.
"That's what people don't like about you Nin" replied the Princess.
"And Brian doesn't like me to change either. Did he eat their talk?" ask Nindi. His face looks sad.
Maira and the Princess immediately shook their heads slowly.
"He doesn't like you to change, he doesn't hate you. But he helped you to Istiqomah in your change." said the Princess.
"He wants you to change with your strong hearted confidence. He wants to convince his own heart if you do change not because to seek his attention." Princess revealed
" Staying away from you is the best way he does" she added.
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A strange feeling immediately spread across Nindi's heart. Sadness, sadness and happiness that cannot be explained how it forms.
"In addition to us and your mama, she is the most anxious and fearful person when she sees you wretched Nin" Maira said
Nindi turned to Maira with teary eyes
"He even cried while carrying your blood-soaked body by running from the scene" Maira said.
"And he is also the one who has donated his blood for you" said the Princess
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"The material you use is also a gift from him." added the Princess.
Nindi immediately sobbed and cried sadly hearing that
Why, why Bria did that.
Until arriving..
"Uhg" Nindi again held her head that felt dizzy when again she saw a shadow of Brian who looked at her with a shattered and helpless look.
"Nindi.. stop don't be forced" said Maira who panicked.
"Let's relax. You must be able to control your emotions" said the Princess anyway.
Nindi closed her eyes and nodded slowly.
He was dizzy, but he could still resist. These tears are not tears of pain. But tears of longing.