Destiny Love Maira

The Painful Destiny

Currently Maira and her two best friends are already in one of the biggest shopping centers in the city. It had been almost half an hour that they had gone around looking for good items for them to buy. But since then Maira seemed more silent and daydreaming. His mind floated on a single figure that he really did not want to think about.

"Mai" call Nindi to arrive. Maira who was looking at the bottom floor of the building looked stunned. He instantly turned his body and looked at Nindi who was watching him strangely. While the Princess is just silent and enjoying the ice cream in her hands.

"Lo why the hell, daydream mulu from earlier. Think what try?" ask Nindi

Maira shook her head slowly and smiled faintly

"No, I just thought of Ervan. Until now there has been no news of that child, even though as long as I can get out" replied Maira with pursed lips annoyed

"Udahlah, why also thought, tomorrow also met. This afternoon we had fun three. Long time no gathering. Yuk ah, look for shoes" Nindi directly embraced Maira and Princess' shoulders. He was very lazy to see the face of Maira who daydreamed, even though their intention was to walk this afternoon. It has been a long time since they spent three.

Maira just followed. It wasn't Ervan he was thinking about, but Danar's doctor. Maira was so curious, with whom the doctor Danar diresto was. Is that her boyfriend??? But did not he himself who said should be able to maintain the attitude, should not be alone with the opposite sex. What did she do then??? Maira really did not think. Just look at it later, he won't hesitate anymore to come out with Ervan.

The three beautiful girls circled the mall building excitedly. Maira brushed off her questionable feelings about doctor Danar. He could enjoy his time now. Shopping, eating, watching and other fun things that he has not felt for a long time.

Her happiness increases with the actions of her two friends who always fuss about small and random things, and it is one of the things that always can entertain the heart of Maira.

"Whisper Deh Nin, from earlier gombalin cowo mulu. I don't have your pride" said the Princess was so upset to see the behavior of Nindi who was so centile. Since then when meeting cool young men he always scolded or teased them, making the Princess really frustrated to see the behavior of his best friend this one. Fortunately she was beautiful, otherwise she would never want to go out with Nindi again.

"Some say hai doang. It's also the same kind of cool" Nindi snorted

"Feelings of all your boys say cute deh Nin" said Maira

"Yes, his eyes are asking for a new replacement. I'm surprised, in the pitcher Brian Brian, but outside can't see a clear guy bit" Princess so sewot look at Nindi. But Nindi and Maira were even surprised to see his upset face

"Syric lu Put. Although I like to squirm the clear clear outside, but my heart is just a brother Brian. Hihiiii" said his amused laugh. And the Princess immediately snapped her head in annoyance making Nindi immediately clucked in annoyance

"But nih dibenerin" grunted the Princess. Nindi only melengos while rubbing her aching head. But suddenly Maira's cry made them immediately turn to the girl

"Guys, who's the same ductile feather?" ask Maira. He pointed at a watch shop that was a little far ahead.

Princess and Nindi looked directly at Maira's index finger. And when a young man turned his body around, their eyes instantly widened.

"Git....!!!!"

...

While diresto where the doctor Danar is located. The handsome doctor looked still so serious listening to the Kemala doctor who was reciting his memorization. His shady eyes only looked at the tea glass on the table, but his hearing remained focused on the melodious voice of the Kemala doctor.

Occasionally he seemed to correct the reading he judged was wrong, and the Kemala doctor happily listened to him.

It has been three years since he worked at the hospital owned by the parents of the doctor Kemala, doctor Danar has established a friendship with the young doctor who just won the title of specialist doctor. Doctor Danar who is friendly and mature makes Kemala doctor so admiring. Especially with the personality of the doctor Danar who seemed to calm and so obedient in religion, made the doctor Kemala knock on the door of his heart.

Doctor Kemala asked doctor Danar to teach him in all matters of worship, and with great pleasure the doctor Danar guided him. Because according to Danar's doctor, Kemala's doctor was not like other women who approached him with a stir.

"Alhamdulillah, your memorization is good enough. Just fix the tajwidnya only" said doctor Danar when the Kemala doctor had completed his memorization.

"Yes, it took almost two months to memorize it" said Kemala doctor with a beautiful smile

"That's great. Your father must be proud of your achievement" said Dr. Danar.

Doctor Kemala who was drinking his tea immediately nodded and returned smiling

"Yes, thanks to his proud guide" replied the Kemala doctor. This time it was Doctor Danar who smiled faintly. Kemala doctor's father was already very close to him, especially occasionally Danar doctors also often go to their homes to discuss about the hospital and exchange experiences. But.It seems, now he will limit his scope.

"Then" call Danar's doctor

Doctor Kemala turned to see Dr. Danar

"Yes" he said

"Maybe this is the last time I'll accompany you to tea together"

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Doctor Kemala's heart seemed to stop for a moment to hear the words of Doctor Danar but not for long the heart was back beating, but it felt so painful and sick. He was still silent and let the sound of cars and motorcycles passing into a pause his feeling that felt strongly knocked.

"Why?" asked the doctor Kemala with a voice that sounded so soft. He watched Danar's doctor closely. But at all Danar's doctor did not want to look at his face. Since entering work a week ago, Danar's doctor has felt different for him.

"There are things that I have to take care of" said Danar doctor so calm but quite able to make the feeling of Kemala doctor irregular now

Doctor Kemala went silent again. His hand grabbed his tea glass to dispel the nervous feeling.

"Have you found someone who has caught your attention?" ask the doctor Kemala with a smile that looks so bitter. But as much as possible he held the expression on his face even though doctor Danar still knew if the doctor Kemala looked so disappointed.

"I'm married!"

The glass that had been held by the Kemala doctor was immediately released, making the water immediately spill onto the table. He looked at the doctor Danar could not believe. Is this true???

Doctor Danar smiled faintly and grabbed the tissue nearby, wiping the water spill on the table

"You look so surprised" said doctor Danar made Kemala immediately gasp and sighed. Doctor Danar never lied, and what he heard was true. But..why should it be now???

He tried to force his smile and shook his head slowly while inwardly continuing to say as much Istighfar as he wished his heart would be calm and peaceful even though at this time his feelings were raging and uncontrollable.

"How not, the Danar I know has always been open to me since a long time ago. But why not this one?" ask the Kemala doctor

"I don't want to hurt you" replied Dr. Danar

Those beautiful eyes blinked slowly, yet it could be seen, its motions contained a myriad of unexplained pains. Even as strong as possible he held back so that the water was not blocked in there

"How is it different from now?" asked the Kemala doctor again, and his voice now sounded so soft

Doctor Danar's view is still turning to the glass of his tea which is indeed the place of his transition at this time. He took his breath for a moment with his hand still squeezing the tissue that had not come off since. Actually he did not have the heart to see the sad face, but everything must be revealed immediately so that the Kemala doctor no longer hopes for him.

"My marriage wasn't planned, everything just flowed. Even sometimes I still feel if this is just a dream" said Dr. Danar without wanting to look at the face of the doctor Kemala who looks so sad now

"You're on leave because of that?" asked Kemala doctor and Danar doctor immediately nodded his head

They were silent with each other's minds. Only the sound of passing vehicles became the background of their silence during that.

The heart of who does not hurt to hear people who are admired turns out to have their own soul mate. During this time Danar's doctor never looked close to any woman. Only the Kemala doctor was the only woman close to him. It is not uncommon for people to think that they have a special relationship. But in fact, Danar's doctor had his own choice.

"Is that woman the woman you dreamt of Danar?" ask the doctor then

Doctor Danar smiled and shook his head. He was immediately confused with his little wife. Maira was indeed the girl he wanted to be, but her attitude was not like the girl he had dreamed of. Even very far away.

"Either.. But I believe that God's destiny is the best" replied Dr. Danar

Doctor Kemala smiled as he gently rubbed his tea glass, hiding his feelings that had been broken now

"You told me about everything we want, everything God has to involve. Although it is impossible, but if we really mean it, God will surely answer our prayers" said Dr. Kemala. And the Danar doctor immediately nodded in agreement

"In every prostration, I always pray, hoping that someone I want can be my destiny" the breath of the doctor Kemala felt so heavy and tight

"But in reality, the answer I got was painful"

Now, the change of doctor Danar who looked at the beautiful doctor's sad face, just a glance, after that he looked back at his tea glass, looking at the hands of the doctor Kemala who looked paled held back his feelings.

"Every life, sometimes what we want is not necessarily good in the eyes of God. But what God has given is certainly good for us" said Danar doctor

"You're such a nice girl and so gentle. God must have predestined someone who really loves you later"

Doctor Kemala smiled faintly and shook his head slowly

"It is possible, but for now it feels like switching prayers still feels so difficult" replied the Kemala doctor

"I'm sorry" said Dr. Danar

"You're not wrong, isn't destiny already in place?"

"I always pray for your happiness Danar" said the doctor Kemala back. This time his eyes are increasingly glassy, clear crystal that he has been resistant to falling

"May Allah recompense your every good prayer" replied the Danar doctor

"But I can still be your friend as usual, right?" ask the doctor again

Doctor Danar immediately nodded and smiled, a beautiful smile that already belonged to someone else.

"of course. I just can't accompany you for tea" replied Dr. Danar. And a small laugh from the lips of the Kemala doctor was immediately heard adorning the sad atmosphere of the afternoon that began to move that afternoon

"I understand. But for the last time what if we finish the painting we're in the gallery?" ask the Kemala doctor

"Ah yes, I forgot for that one" said Danar

"We're leaving now" said Dr Kemala

"Come" take Dr. Danar. He immediately got up and walked towards the cashier table leaving the Kemala doctor who was seen rubbing his eyes. So painful, the pain was even able to unsheathe his heart. But what should he do now, besides enjoying the last time with the doctor Danar who after this he can no longer feel.

Yeah, that's how fast fate separated their togetherness. Although he could still see Danar's doctor every day, it would definitely feel different. Because he knows how his dream doctor's manners are.

Destiny is painful for someone who is always hopeful but immediately broken with reality.

......

I had hoped, praying in my every bow for someone I had always longed for. Hoping to achieve a dream together, building up hope to reach his heaven. But the truth is, I haven't fought yet, but fate has to drop a time bomb that just breaks my heart.

Is my love wrong?

What hope I'm greedy?

Or my sins so abundant?

O possessor of destiny, is there anything more beautiful than my present hope?

~doctor Kemala~