Destiny Love Maira

Maintaining Feelings

Ervan sits on a chair not far from the campus building. His red face held back anger and tears. It felt like he was really disappointed in Maira who ignored his feelings. Ervan knew if there was anything the girl was hiding. He couldn't be angry, even though he was so disappointed, but he knew how Maira was. Maira can't be forced, forcing her to be the same won't come to fruition. And all he had to do right now was let her calm down first. Although his own feelings that must withstand tightness and disappointment.

Ervan can't just let go of Maira. The relationship they lived for two years, starting when they were the same in this campus. Maira is his first love and vice versa. So Ervan understands how Maira is. He knew that right now Maira must have a pretty complicated problem. Not only did they break up this time, but several times. But never for long, just a week after that they must have turned back again. But this had been over a month, and they had also broken up for no apparent reason. Of course Ervan won't let it go. He'll definitely find out about what really happened.

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From the first hour until this afternoon, Maira saw more daydreaming in her class. Even he was always reprimanded by the lecturer who taught on that day. And it certainly makes Nindi and the Princess so surprised to see it. Maira's face really looks lethargic and not excited. I don't know what has happened to her, but Princess and Nindi also can't force Maira to tell a story.

Now they are sitting on campus, enjoying their lunch that Maira has not felt for a long time. But like earlier, Maira was more silent and just stirring her food.

"Mai" exclaimed Nindi arrived, making Maira immediately gasp in shock

"Timakan dong, menggembangkan tu lo noodles" said Nindi while pointing to Maira's meatball noodles

"I have no taste" Maira answered so lethargicly

"Often the most cepet abis if you eat this" said Nindi who returned to eating his food

Maira just kept quiet and let out a lethargic breath. He straightened his head, but suddenly his eyes immediately caught a sharp eye from the other end. Maira immediately stared and stared at those sharp eyes wistfully. But not for long because he really could not if he still had to look at that face. Such a great sense of longing and guilt always appeared in his brain, making Maira's heart completely helpless.

The princess who noticed Maira's strange appearance immediately turned to her back, and she could see that Ervan, who was now staring at Maira, was not blinking.

The princess sighed for a moment and looked back at Maira who had been bowed and stared at the nanar of her meatball bowl.

"Mai" call the Princess.  Maira immediately looked up and looked at the Princess, as well as Nindi who had been focusing on her food

"Don't torture your own heart. I know you must have a pretty complicated problem right now. But try not just diem, diem lo it can not solve the problem" said the Princess so deeply

Hearing the words of the Princess like that made Maira again bowed to save her tears that wanted to come out again.

"In addition to me with Nindi, Ervan is one of the people who understand you the most. And I also know that Ervan has never done anything beyond bounds. This must be a unilateral decision from you who mutusin will be??" point to the Princess, and Maira is increasingly unable to say anything now, because all the words of the Princess are true.

"All problems have a way out. We're all grown up Mai, not some unstable High School kid anymore. If you're not in love with him, you're talking good. But if still love try not to believe it" added the Princess again

Nindi directly rubbed Maira's shoulders which seemed to shake, and it turned out that she was already crying now. The words of the Princess felt so piercing, but it was true. If he just kept quiet, his problems would get even more complicated and would never be solved.

He loved Ervan so much, and there was only Ervan in his heart. But if Ervan finds out he's married, does Ervan still want to go to Maira? He did not wait until the agreement with Danar's doctor was completed.

Maira took her breath in. The shadow of Doctor Danar instantly appeared in his eyes. A handsome doctor who accidentally becomes her husband. And now Maira's gaze turned to Ervan who was still looking at her closely. And Maira's heart came back as if it was squeezed right now.

He and Ervan love each other, many dreams they will build together. But with Danar's doctor, they don't love each other and there's no purpose in their marriage other than separation, Maira thought.

Maira rubbed her tears violently. He looked at Ervan closely, but with a seemingly changed eye.

Yes, he was determined, he had to fight for his love. He could not ignore Ervan who had been with him for two years. He just needs to be patient for three months. And as long as it is if Ervan doesn't know then all will be well. But, is that so???

Maira immediately moved from her seat, making Putri and Nindi immediately look at her in confusion.

"Gue goes first" said Maira who went straight from the canteen, leaving her meatballs that she had not touched at all.

"Loh, Mai!!" Nindi immediately called Maira and intended to catch up with her but the Princess immediately prevented her.

"Udah justin" said the Princess

"No, there is Ervan. Calm down" he said

"Sok knows lo" snorted Nindi who was back in her seat

"Udah deh eat, you must also feel at home here" said the Princess again

"Why?" asked Nindi who looked still upset

"Nooh lo, prince lo" the Princess's chin immediately pointed behind Nindi, making Nindi inevitably also turn her head. His eyes immediately widened perfectly even sparkled beautifully seeing Brian who turned out to be in the bag too, it seemed like he had just had lunch.

"Waaahhh. And the Princess again let out a breath of care at his sight. He is now among the dramas of his best friends. One is upset, the other is pubescent. I don't know what sins he has committed to befriend these two abstract beings.

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Maira walks over to the parking lot where the bike is. His college hours are over and he wants to go somewhere now.

His heart was really made to melt at this time, so that whatever he did was not right, and this was all because of the handsome doctor.

Almost half an hour he was riding a motorbike given by Doctor Danar. He arrives at a city park where his memories are shared with Ervan if they skip college. Yeah, he's naughty, and he admits it. And Ervan never forbade him to do anything, that the man always accompanied him to do whatever Maira wanted.

Maira's smile immediately expands when she sees the tree where her favorite with Ervan. Even their names were still engraved clearly on the tree.

Maira's hand rubbed the engraving of the name with great feeling. Her tears are back now. If only there were no Danar doctors in his life, surely his relationship with Ervan would still be fine now. If only Doctor Danar hadn't married her, surely she and Ervan could still have fun and do whatever she wanted. Ditch college if bored, go healing to the top of hills and mountains, and play diclub until late at night. Yes, Maira really misses all that.

Maira sat down and leaned against a fairly large old tree, her face she was face down between her arms resting on her knees which she folded.

"I'm sorry Van. I've ruined all our dreams" muttered Maira who was crying again now. His heart was really tight, because after all he was the one who betrayed their promise.

"I miss you, miss "isak Maira really sounds sad

Maira was right to cry under the tree of memories, even her shoulders were seen up and down and slightly quivering as it held back her sobs.

But suddenly Maira gasped in shock as her body was pulled by someone, that person hugged Maira so tightly and soulfully.

Unseen, Maira already knew who had come and hugged her. This body scent is the scent that Maira longs for. Maira's hands just coiled around the person's body

"Ervan.maafin I'm Van, sorry" muttered Maira in the middle of her sobs that increasingly became in the arms of Ervan, who turned out to come and follow her.

"I love you so much Mai" said Ervan who still hugged Maira's body tightly, as if she wanted to vent all the flavors that had been held back for a month

"I love you too" Maira replied

"Don't disappear again" Ervan asked

"sorry" Maira replied

Under the memory tree they embraced each other and released all the burdens in each other's hearts. No, Maira could not hurt this man. Maira loves him, and she will fight for his love. Her wedding??? Just three months, and after that it'll all be over.

But

Can it be that easy???????