Destiny Love Maira

Expelled Again

The day started late afternoon. And after taking Akbar and Ayu home, Erika went back to the hospital. Surely after he prayed ashar first at home earlier.

Erika has kept her promise to buy school supplies for Akbar, and some drawing books for Ayu to study at home so that the girl does not get bored later.

And now, he was in front of a big hospital. The hospital where her father was treated. Erika called her home number. And the waiter at the house said that his father was in this hospital. It's been three days.

Erika took a deep breath in looking at the hospital she had been to some time ago, the hospital where Danar's doctor practiced.

I hope he doesn't see the doctor. Erika was afraid that Danar's doctor would ask her about her illness again.

With doubt Erika entered the hospital. Walk towards the second floor where his father's room is being cared for. He was upset, agitated and also afraid to meet his parents. He was afraid that he would be expelled again. The pain is still felt to this day.

But...

Erika missed too.

And finally Erika walked decisively towards her father's room. No matter what happens, he must be ready and accept.

Most importantly he could see his father, and treat his longing for these few months.

Rose room..

The room where his father was treated.

Erika took a deep breath and typed the door several times. Soon, someone opened the door for her.

Erika was sculpting, looking at her brother who was staring at her cynically.

"Would you like to come here?" ask Erika's sister.

"I want to see my father" replied Erika.

"Who's Na?" the voice of Erika's mother made Erika's heart rumble. Tears immediately welled up in his eyes.

His longing is getting bigger. Without even saying anything else, he went straight into his father's room.

Mama Erika looked surprised. And so did Mr. Jonas, who was lying in bed.

Erika immediately cried seeing her parents. But unfortunately, their eyes did not change, although only a little expression saw the arrival of Erika.

"Papa .." said Erika while holding her sobs.

"Why are you coming again!"

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The footsteps of Erika who wanted to get closer to her papa instantly came to a halt. Only tears that he could not stop.

"It's because of you. You see papa getting into the hospital because of a company that's almost bankrupt. All because you have destroyed papa's good name" said mama.

Erika sniffled in her place.

Wh why?

Why they are.

Been separated too long. Isn't there a bit of longing for them?

"Go to you"

Erika's heart felt smashed and slashed by a very sharp object.

So hurt..

"Papa... Erika longs" said Erika with a sober sobbing Isak.

"Go" drive out Mr. Jonas again.

"Papa..why do you guys have the heart" said Erika so softly.

"That's because you're the one who always carries the shit. Go awayl. Your life is calm out there. Don't come here anymore. You can find your own life there" expel mama, she talks so heartily. Erika is her own child.

"Luna, take her out" said mama

"Mama. Why are you guys?" ask Erika again. For whatever reason, it hurts so much.

"Life without you might be better Erika. Go." throw mama out again. He even turned his face away and sat back down next to Mr. Jonas. Where her papa had also closed her eyes.

Erika could only cry bitterly.

Why are they so cruel.?

Why is there no sense of pity in their hearts?

Why this sickle???

That's how much they hate. Though it has been a few months. They no longer wanted to know him as a child.

"Mama..at least if you don't think of Erika as a child, please, please, please let Erika be here as someone else" Erika asked in a tone that sounded so devastated.

"Our lives have been quiet as long as you're not around. Now go" drive Luna, Erika's sister. Even he immediately pulled Erika's hand firmly and led her out of the room.

Erika cried, she turned her head back towards her parents. But they didn't care about Erika at all.

Oh Allah...

"Sister" Erika said to Luna.

But Luna closed the door of the room tightly.

Erika immediately sat in the chair and cried sobbing there. True crying is crying.

Why they are so.

Don't you know if he's afraid of being out alone?

He was afraid to live alone. She was afraid because there was no longer a place she complained. He was afraid of living in the hatred of everyone like this. And he was afraid because of his age that would not even be long.

"Why do you have the heart" muttered Erika who was crying so bitterly.

He no longer cared about the nurses who passed by.

Her pain and disappointment she could not bear.

Erika cried in front of her father's room. Wish they'd come out and see Erika. But nil, they did not come out at all, even up to almost an hour Erika sat waiting and crying, they also did not want to go out.

Erika rubbed her wet face. He started to move on from his seat and chose to go from there.

He's been dumped.

He is no longer needed.

Now Erika was no longer useful to them.

And he had to live alone to make up for his mistakes first.

So hurt...

A pain in his waist that began to throb again.

Erika leaned against the elevator wall with her hands rubbing her waist that hurt.

He's in the hospital, and he could have asked for painkillers. But Erika did not dare, because it must be the doctor Danar again who will handle her.

Already have...

Just hold.

Free to treat, if it will only slow down time. He would only endure the pain longer if he only relied on medicine.

Better he hold on, may God give his best.

If he were to die, no one would be sad.

Maybe everyone will be happy, because right now they all hate him.

Oh Allah...

Why this sick?

Again, that question was the one he was asking. When the pain is born and the inner that he feels.

Tears flowed back on his face. Along with the elevator doors that open.

Erika immediately wiped those tears back and came out from there. But suddenly he pecked when he saw someone who also seemed surprised by his appearance from the elevator.

Ervan...

A few seconds of their eyes clashing against each other. However Erika immediately lowered her head, and immediately passed quickly.

Leaving Ervan who looked at him in wonder.

'why is she crying?' inner Ervan.