Destiny Love Maira

Ervan's Feelings

Ervan had been sitting anxiously and tense since then. It's been almost three hours he's been waiting in front of Erika's operating room. But until now Danar's doctor and other medical staff have not been out.

Nindi and Erika's sister were there too. They also look restless, because when going into the operating room was Erika's state was weak. He's been unconscious since last night.

Right now, they can only pray, hopefully this operation goes smoothly and Erika will be fine.

Until a few hours later, the operating room lights off, a sign Erika's operation has been completed.

Doctor Danar came out with his tired face. But still, that kind, shady smile was not left behind.

"Doctor, how?" ask Luna

"Alhamdulillah his operation went smoothly, although there are a few obstacles but all can be completed well. It's just that Erika is still critical at the moment. We pray together" said Danar.

"Can you see the doctor?" ask Ervan anyway.

Doctor Danar shook his head slowly.

"Not Van. Erika's condition is too weak. He still can't be looked at." replied Dr. Danar.

Ervan and Luna seemed limp to hear that, although they were also grateful if the operation went smoothly.

"I'll excuse you. Wanna dhuhur, you guys already?" ask doctor Danar. They shake simultaneously.

"Come the same. All of us pray for Erika's recovery" said Dr. Danar again

"Yes the doctor" answered Ervan who immediately followed Doctor Danar to the prayer place in the hospital. Same with Nindi and Luna.

What Dr. Danar said was true. Lamenting and just hoping it won't produce anything. The effort is over, and now it's time to pray. I hope everything will be okay.

...

Three days later....

Ervan just arrived at the hospital this afternoon. He left the company that afternoon because his father asked him to lead a meeting.

Although not focused because of thinking about Erika, but inevitably Ervan must still come.

It had been three days, but Erika was also unconscious. Although his condition has improved and he has also been transferred to the treatment room. But somehow Erika was not aware as well.

Ervan knocks on the door before entering, and when opening the door, it turns out that inside there is Maira and also Nindi.

"Assalamualaikum" said Ervan.

"Waalaikumsalam" they answered.

"I don't think you came today Van" said Nindi.

"Come here, just finished work" answered Ervan.

"Because you have come, then we are the ones who want to go home" said Nindi

"Cock fast, it's already been?" ervan asked, with his eyes glancing at Maira at a glance. Doctor Danar's wife and her ex look so tired standing from his chair.

"Udah from noon. Poor Maira, Doctor Danar is not here about it" replied Nindi.

"Where, then?" ask Ervan

"There was an appointment with a friend from Japan" Maira replied as she walked towards Ervan who was still standing near the door. They spoke in whispers, afraid that they would make a scene.

"Want me to take you?" bargain Ervan. He looked at Maira. His stomach is huge. Especially after entering the eighth month.

"No van, there's a driver waiting in front. You're just here. Sister Luna is coming home, she wants to see her child who has a fever" Maira replied.

"Oh yaudah. If it is heart. I really saw you Mai. Tomorrow you don't have to come here again." said Ervan with a ring on his face.

Maira gave a small laugh hearing that as she rubbed her stomach.

"A very close attention to the former" seducer Nindi. Making Ervan immediately pop her lips.

"Not that, only Maira was pregnant. The road of the pahayahan. I'm afraid why. What if the lahiran is on the road later" replied Ervan.

"Don't dong. I also just saw Erika. It was also with the permission of the doctor" said Maira.

"Just like, we go home first. Said mas Danar, a special person for him, can quickly make Erika aware of Lo Van" said Maira.

"A special person?" ask Ervan.

Maira nodded quickly, while Nindi seemed to be holding back a smile.

"Yes, the spirit of a special person to Erika. Try waking up, who knows if he's awake. It's been three days, you don't worry "asked Maira

"Yes worried" Ervan replied directly

"Therefore, try to build Erika" said Nindi.

Ervan sighed and looked at Erika at a glance.

"Doctor Danar is hard especially me" murmured Ervan.

"Try first." said Maira

Ervan looked at Maira with a confused look.

"Since then, you have been a special person to him. And now maybe so." said Maira again.

"Yaudah, we say yes. It started the afternoon. The Assalamualaikum "pamit Maira

"Waalaikumsalam" answered Ervan.

"The Spirit of the Van" Nindi said.

However Ervan ignored her and looked back at Erika.

Letting Nindi and Maira out of the room.

"You do not realize Mai that Ervan likes Erika?" tanya Nindi was interrupted during their trip.

"Conscious, if you don't like it, he will not believe Erika until I believe it" replied Maira.

"Yes right, too" murmured Nindi

"Since long ago, maybe if I hadn't come back, it was clear Ervan would have been devastated by Erika's every attempt. You look at yourself, if finally Ervan Nerima for Erika's same fiance" said Maira while looking at Nindi at a glance.

"Maybe it's a form of heart-wrenching at times" replied Nindi.

But Erika nodded.

"Since the beginning of entering campus until I married Danar, Erika has entered into our relationship. All the ways he did to take Ervan's heart. Actually without realizing a little much Ervan had fallen in love with Erika. She's beautiful, smart and attractive. It's the same with me who has nothing. Just because I have been in a relationship long enough, so Ervan can not leave me alone" said Maira.

Nindi nodded slowly.

"He was trying to be faithful" Nindi murmured

"Yes, he's just trying to be loyal. But not the fight. Therefore Ervan could never defend me in front of his parents. Even in front of Erika. Because now, I just realized, if actually Ervan's heart had been captured by Erika little by little" said Maira.

Making Nindi look straight at him.

"Because of Ervan's struggle for Erika now?" ask Nindi.

Maira nodded slowly with her thin smile.

"Yes, he said he hated it, but when he saw Erika's weak and bad side, he immediately collapsed and confessed all means to Erika. That shows how Ervan's real heart is. But maybe, he is not aware of his own feelings" replied Maira.

Nindi snorted a smile and shook her head slowly.

"It's not an expression of your jealousy is it Mai?" ask Nindi.

Maira laughed and shook her head.

"No, I'm glad they can be the same. There is nothing else I am jealous of. I would be guilty of jealousy with my ex. My husband is too perfect for me Nin" replied Maira.

This time Nindi laughed.

"Yes, and finally, all will definitely find their respective soul mates" said Nindi.

"True, may our soul mate be the best of the good" Maira hoped.

"Aamiin O Allah" answered Nindi.

Yes, who would have thought, if the meeting, soul mate, and everything in this life no one can guess.

All are God's secrets. Although whatever our plan, but if God has willed we can do anything but accept. Because after all, God's plan and destiny are the best.

Masha God's....

...

Ervan was still sitting in the seat beside Erika's bed.

He looked at Erika with sadness. Erika's face was still pale, although it was no longer as pale as yesterday.

But the medical device attached to Erika's body is enough to make Ervan's heart grieve.

I don't know when Erika will fall asleep like this.

Is he tired?

Or is he the one who doesn't want to wake up again?

Why would he let Ervan wait and keep waiting?

"Erika .. assalamualaikum" whispered Ervan who was a little closer to Erika.

"When did you wake up?" ask Ervan

"I'm tired of waiting. Why do you like it so much that you've pissed me off?"

"Is that really your hobby?" ask Ervan again.

"Wake up. I'm not gonna offer you a third chance. Your first chance was wasted. And this second chance I want you to be able to use her well Erika. You have to wake up, and I promise, after you wake up. I will definitely propose to you" Ervan said.

He sighed and rubbed his face a glance

"I even asked for my mom and dad's blessing. If you don't wake up now, maybe they won't bless us anymore" Ervan said.

And this time his eyes watered, inexplicably speaking like this even made his heart even more sad. There was fear, anxiety and also a strange feeling that made his mind turbulent.

Let alone seeing a powerless Erika like this.

What feeling will it take for the second time?

Will he be heartbroken again?

If yesterday he was heartbroken to see the girl he loved go with someone else, would Ervan now be sad to see the girl he loved go to God?

Not to God...

Ervan won't be able to.

But.wait a minute. Ervan immediately gasped and sat up straight while looking at Erika closely.

The girl he loves???

Maira was clear first, yes first, because now it is no longer possible, because it will only be a sin if Ervan still keeps his feelings to the wife of people.

But Erika????

Does Ervan already have a heart for him???

It can't be.

But if not, has he so far sacrificed time and energy for Erika's recovery? What is his name if not love??

Even Ervan madly said she wanted to propose to Erika, and again, she had even talked about this with her parents.

Is this not love???

Ervan shook her head slowly and increasingly looked at Erika's face with such a deep look.

Love it when we are happy to see his smile.

Love has a thump on its chest when it sees its face.

And that love wants to be always near her side continuously.

Didn't they?

But with Erika....

Ervan was speechless, she liked to see Erika's smile that rarely appeared on her pale face. Ervan is also not hypocritical if every day he wants to always be near Erika and know how she is.

But debaran didada....

it seems....

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Ervan's heart immediately stopped beating for a moment, but again rumbled violently when he saw Erika's eyes that began to move.

Erika's aware???

"Erika" call Ervan.

"Let's get up" Ervan called again as she looked at Erika who looked hard to open her eyes. Even Erika's fingers moved.

And because of reflexes, Ervan grasped her tightly.

"You can, let's get up. I'm waiting for you to wake up Rik" Ervan said again.

Erika's eyes that had felt heavy to open, now slowly the land began to open. Although I sayu, but it can make Ervan immediately smile with haru.

The silent eyes looked directly at Ervan's eyes, making Ervan's chest suddenly rumble loudly.

But Ervan quickly mastered his feelings and immediately pressed the doctor's caller button. He also instantly released his hand grip on Erika upon awakening, if what was done was not allowed.

Even though he used to do more than that...

"Van" call Erika. But it sounds like a whisper. Ervan could still hear him.

"I'm here. Thank you for waking up. I've been waiting for you for a long time" Ervan said.

But Erika just blinked her eyes at a glance and smiled thinly, because anyway, she was still unable to speak much.

Ervan gasped, when she saw Erika's eyes that arrived watering like she wanted to cry. Not wanting to, but crying.

"Hey why, is anyone sick?" asked Ervan who was panicking.

"Sick" Erika murmured with her eyes closed again, and of course it made Ervan even more uncertain.

"Erika.. hey.. don't sleep anymore" Ervan pinta patted Erika's face.

"Erika" call Ervan again

His face was panicking. But after seeing Erika re-open Ervan's eyes immediately breathed with relief.

And along with the open door. Danar's assistant doctor came to check on Erika.

"Miss Erika is conscious?" ask the doctor.

"Yes the doctor, but he complains of pain" Ervan replied.

The doctor immediately examined Erika while opening several hoses and her breathing apparatus was assisted by the nurse.

"That operation hurt?" ask the doctor.

Erika nodded slowly.

"It's okay, it's normal. I'll inject the medicine again. Miss can rest and don't think about anything." said the doctor so gently. While moving a little of Erika's clothes to see the former operation. Until Ervan immediately turned his face.

"It's getting dry. It's okay." he muttered.

Erika closed her eyes again when the doctor injected her with something.

"Let the lady rest first, sir. He is still too weak, and still seems to be so traumatized by this operation" the doctor said after he finished dealing with Erika.

"Yes a doctor" Ervan replied

"I'll stay first. If there's anything, let me know quickly" he said again.

"Good doctor, thank you" Ervan replied

He glanced at the doctor's departure and turned back to Erika.

"Rest again yes" said Ervan while covering Erika's body.

"Don't go" asked Erika weakly.

"No, I'm here. Not going anywhere" answered Ervan.

Erika smiled faintly and closed her eyes again.