Destiny Love Maira

Nindi's Grief

It was night time when Nindi came home. He drives his car at a moderate speed. Along the way his mouth continues chanting short surah memorization that he remembers to smooth again his reading.

Changing for the better, it's not that easy. Not only was his intention difficult, but also his test.

Yes Nindi felt all of it. His family is very supportive of Nindi's decision to hijab, even his parents are very happy because Nindi who was naughty before her has now changed for the better, even very good.

But so different from his college friends, Nindi felt that now he was like an outcast, becoming a gossip material for children from one campus.

Moreover, they always say that Nindi changed because to seek Brian's attention. The ideal man who is very idol Nindi.

No hypocrite, Nindi admitted if at first he knew God when he was close to Brian. Soleh's man was so similar to Danar's doctor. Although Brian is cold and flat, but Nindi really idolizes him.

But that does not mean Nindi decided to hijab because to attract his attention. No, that's not true.

Because really from the deepest heart, Nindi is sincerely intent on changing herself for the better. Not for anyone and for anyone, but his own heart has realized his mistakes that have been so much so far.

Saddened???

Of course he is sad, ostracized and made into ridicule every day. If there is no Princess and Maira, maybe Nindi is not able to hear it. Especially with Brian who seemed to be consumed with their talk, until now he stayed away and looked so hateful to Nindi.

It feels really stuck and cornered, but he must be strong. Moreover, the ustadzah who became his teacher said that if the test of everyone who wanted to change himself for the better was definitely so heavy, Maira also spoke like that this morning. And now that's what Nindi has to do.

God is testing the limits of his faith. Does he mean it in his intentions? Or simply because they want to pursue human attention.

Yes, Nindi must be strong and must be able to. His sins were already so many, and now it was time for him to improve.

Love problem, Nindi has resigned.

He believes that the soul mate has God set it up.

Nindi let out a sigh that felt heavy, bitter and poignant. But her heart's belief to change for the better is really strong. May God always keep his heart and faith from faltering.

Aami..

Nindi watched the streets that were starting to be empty. It was late, he returned from Maira's house when he finished praying and had dinner with Maira and Danar's doctor. And now, he seems to be last night.

Huh, he should not have refused the request of the Princess who wanted to go home with him earlier. Now Nindi is scared to go home alone at night like this.

But, Nindi also wanted to give the Princess a chance to be close to Dika, because it seemed that the man seriously wanted to be close to the Princess, let alone she intended to propose to the Princess in the near future.

Yes, Nindi is really happy if her two best friends can be happy.

But suddenly Nindi's mind immediately did not focus anymore, when his car like his problem.

"Why" muttered Nindi while watching her steering. Eventually the car stopped on its own.

Nindi started to panic, especially when she tried to revive but still could not live.

"Oh Allah, why dong this" murmured the panicked Nindi.

"Well, where to stop on the deserted road of kayak gini again"

Nindi looked at her surroundings, and it was true that she stopped in an empty area and there was no home. Although many other vehicles are still passing.

Nindi sighed in annoyance, she directly got down from her car and opened the front hood of the car.

"What else is wrong, it was only last month was serviced" he grumbled as he watched the particle collection of car engine particles. But I don't understand at all. Nindi closed the hood of her car and leaned back against the car body while confirming her hijab.

"Examination again" he muttered with a sigh that was quite heavy.

Nindi took out the phone from her jacket pocket, and her eyes instantly widened as her phone instead died.

"Oh Allah. How is this dong"

Nindi's really freaking out right now, how is she gonna get home if her phone dies.

Is he going to sleep on the street tonight?

"O Allah" murmured again who was limp and rested in the car body as his eyes were circulating looking at the car that passed by a lot.

Nindi looked up at the sky, where the day had begun to cloud and lightning had also begun to appear.

"Where to rain again. Oh Allah help Nindi. Nindi must ask for help as who tried" murmured her who was already afraid.

What if there are criminals or street thugs?

Nindi shuddered and immediately turned her body, as she looked at the people passing by. But no one stopped to help.

Until the arrival of a motorbike looks to slow down its speed. It scared Nindi, because the biker was wearing a helmet and a jacket that covered his face.

Nindi quickly got into the car, but the motorcyclist stopped right near the door of Nindi's car.

Nindi's eyes widened as the young man opened his helmet.

"Sister Brian" muttered Nindi who did not get into the car.

He could breathe with relief now that he had been so scared that no one would help him on this lonely road.

"Why is your car" asked Brian with his flat face.

"Broke, don't know why" replied Nindi.

Bria just shut up and immediately parked his motorbike in front of Nindi's car. He got off the bike and checked Nindi's car. Nindi just kept quiet and watched.

Brian's face was flat and looking cold, Nindi was afraid to start talking as usual. Even to tease her again, Nindi already did not dare. Whereas in the past he and Brian had started to get close, even Brian was willing to smile and respond to his temptations. But now, he really changed, even looking hateful.

"No way, this is a broken machine. You can call the workshop here" Brian said

"But my phone is off" replied Nindi.

Brian sighed with a breath of air while wiping his hand at a glance.

"Then, don't like running around at night. See for yourself the consequences" said Brian so ketus. His hand immediately pulled out the phone from inside his pocket and contacted the workshop person and mentioned the address where they were now.

Nindi was silent and did not want to respond to the words that were heard scratching her heart.

"In a few hours they come. You just wait here" said Brian who returned to save his phone.

Nindi was silent for a moment, and a second later she immediately nodded slowly.

"Yes, thank you" he said later.

Brian just shut up and returned to his bike, but before riding on the bike he turned back to look at Nindi who was still staring in front of the car.

"Change your bad habits, if you can't change, at least you respect the veil you wear" said Brian, he immediately climbed on his bike and began to advance his motorbike leaving Nindi who seemed to be sculpting on the spot.

Nindi gave a poignant smile with watery eyes looking at Brian's departure.

Not even long after that tears immediately fell down his face, along with drops of rain water that also fell from the sky.

Nindi wiped her tears and got back in the car.

Sit down and start sobbing so poignantly that night alone. Even the longer his cry became, as if racing with the rain which also began to fall so rapidly.

Why would Brian talk like that?

He didn't even know why Nindi would come out at night like this. But why is he already thinking so badly???

Oh Allah...

Nindi just wants to change for the better. He knew so many sins, but couldn't they believe that Nindi's intentions were sincere, and not just playing the game.Didn't they know if it was so difficult?